Celebrating sister's bdae..
Got cousin came n many are soo handsome n sum r pretty..Of cox not miie..LoLx..Den mum cook of cox..Den eat sister bdae cake..CAke is i slice de..Some quite big n some small..1 whole cake,onli left 1 quater..lolx..
Msging n cal my dear..
I call my dear from 1 something 2 nite le..Almost 2 times asking him wan go mah..I n serene bet b4..I sae my dear dear wont go de la..Den she dun belive..haha..If i bet wif her $10 den i earn liaoxx..Yishi ask him,he told yishi he injured..Can u believe it??He injured again?Is it i make him unhappi?B4 tat is the prefects camp..I angry wif him den type tat sad msg 2 him..Make him cry..Den he injured..Now is i neva even make him,he injured..And i dun even noe..Yishi told mi den i noe..I still recall last time,even he is sick,i m e 1st 2 noe..Den sumtimes yishi will ask,wat happen 2 him..i will tell her..He is sick..Dun let him sae too much..
Wat haf i done wrong..
@ nite,i msg him ask him wad haf i done 2 make him sad or wat..He reply mi @ 11.30 lyk tat..U did nth wrong is tat I DUN WAN MSG U..Tis 5 words make my tears drop when my sister still there in the bedrm reading comic..I try tell myself..He nids alot of rest..Alot..So,i tired myself doing mrs.seah vocab until i feel veri veri tired..But he dun even sae a 'dear''muacks' or watever..
Happi moments doesnt last long..
I gave up..Whose happi moments last long??Who can show miie??I will congratulate tat person..You r bless 2 b happi..Euu r the happiest person in the world..Even i think gerald whu is soo gd 2 mie also change le..Whu else wont..Mayb victor ba..Or even gerald..Let's us c in 10years time..If victor married yishi..I should congratulate her le..If gerald in 10 years time or wat married mi..I should b veri veri veri happi lyk jumping over the moon liao..My di di always cal mi not 2 think abt him..I reali reali love him lor..Close my eye also him..2 times think of him le..Sometimes,serene call mi treat it as a dream..I sae no..It is a memory 4 2 of us..A dream?Yah..Trying 2 Make it come true nw..
I now dun wan go out unless my dear ask mi out..I think is sec4 le..Or even,wont happen 4eva...I dunno..I dun wan msg him also..Lata he think i so irrating..I also dun wan call..Juz b his secret admirer..I will wait 4 him 2 call miie or even msg miee..Den i will reply..