Thursday, March 23, 2006 @ 9:26 PM
Heartbroken..
Haix..Todae saw him doing push-up..To mi,even he doesnt feel pain,i feel it..See him run soo many rounds of parade square(half)..Also pain..He dun wan msg mi n dun wan look @ mie i also feel heartbroken..Wat wont make mi heartbroken leh??
Sianx e afternoon..
Back to class..Miie felt veri sad until i glup down the whole bottle of water to fa xie..I think le soo much..Thinking tat my dear he dun wan to look @ mi..Once i look @ him,He will turn away..Msg him also didnt reply..Thinking tat he is avoiding mi ba..Nvm..Is okie..I will try hide until dun let him c mi..Aft i come out from D&T n wan wash hands,i saw him..He den wan look @ mi..I jux wash hands le faster go borrow my bks..Den come back wanted 2 buy greentea..Den i saw him sitting there..In order not 2 let him c him i walk near the red table where there is lots of ppl so tat he wont c mi..
No1 will read my blog de..
Haix..Blog soo long whu will read lei??Haix..E more is i saying i n gerald de memories..Quite lame 2 most of euu..Actually,i write blog is 4 my so called regain my memories..Is lyk toking to urself..hais..
Dear change alot during tis months..
no offence arh..He reali change alot..Dunno how sae..If not i will sae until lyk his fault..Haix..Actually everything is my fault..I dun even noe my dear dear toke to yishi n victor 4 counsel lyk tat..Until 2dae,i miss my dear dear's cooking..Heng e last time i still got eat wat he make..E cookies n e potato which tasted lyk pizza..Hahax..Got once i asked him,u baked tis r u thinking of mi??He soo cuttee..Lyk shy shy type tell mi soft,yesh..I soo happi tat time..If got time machine,i will jux use to go back 2 e pass den if angry i jux tell him call him make mi happi can le..
Secret on Valentine Dae Present!!
hahax..i dunnno y suddenly i think abt tis lor..I tat wk b4 i think wat i going to gif him lor..I dunno also..I buy lyk no 'sincerity' den made will b veri ugly de lor..I think make also dunno wat to make..Haix..Den jux nice got event coming on..Means working @ Jurong JC..Den lyk tat work liao tat money go buy his present..Lyk got some sincerity..Is Hardwork 2 get those money..Den muz volunteer urself n sae "y muz i employ u"..Wa lao..Mux thick skin stand in front of the whole club n sae lor..Diaos lor..
Got e job..
Early in e morning mux reach there..Siao de..8 something lyk tat..Den do badges..Actually sae is do badges de..Den now?Wa lao..They make full use of us..Call us design..Call us do reseach y other stalls promote better den theirs..Work 4 hours in order to earn tat $20..Hais..Hard money..I also didnt tell my dear i earn money to buy his present..Den aft tat call us sell things..Is lyk veri wat lor..Den we target @ adults whu haf children..Den call us run around lyk mad 2 sell chocolate..Haix..E the Zi hao veri de strict..Gota scolded cox under too much stress n pressure..He stress us when he make badges..Den i wasted his material n i got scolded.. :p
I worked soo much 4 jux $20 2 buy his present n still chip in sum more money 2 gif him a suprise lor..
Haix..1dae i wish i fainted..
I wished i faint in class..Cox lyk veri fun lar..Faint on e table..Nobody noes..Or floor??Will my dear pick mi up??I think is 30%yes..70%no..I guess de..4 fun..Todae mi bcome shui tong..Haix..I drink alot of water cox i not happi..I gulp e whole bottle of water down..I also dun feel lyk eating..I take lots of thing to fa xie..I write serene letters 4 2hrs lyk tat or more..Haha..
My 1n1 frend..
I asked my 1n1 frend help mi check whu is the gal whu lyk gerald..Sry lor..I wont go disturb her jux wanted 2 noe she name out of curiosity lor..Den i tell myself..Is she lyk mi when i m sec1??hahas..Cox ppl is curious mah??Ppl r made wif curiousity..If there is earthquake in singapore,whu not curious?Will lyk take note..Wa..Last time Yishi sae wan confront tat gal..Yishi sae:"I m sry tat gerald is not available liao"..I was lyk -.-'' Heng i stop her from doing tat..Even if i jealous,whu cares?Gerald also dun reali wan care abt mi le..If he reali lyks others,I cant do anything 2 stop him rite?i jux can stop him not break lor..
SAe until dun break..
I plx him not break den he sae 4 gif mi le..In my heart,I dun think so..I can onli decive myself tat i didnt break..But still u cant decive urself tat he didnt msg u rite?Haix..From my look,i can look lyk i dun even care 4 him..In my heart n from my words u will noe..Yishi noe it cox i everytime sae 2 her abt gerald den she will lyk haix here n there..Den i dun wan share le..I share wif serene lor..I wonder something?When is my bdae,whu will celebrate 4 mi?my gor?jux wish is sum1 celebarting wif mi but i think immposible..He onli buy my a present..No matter wat is it,I will treasure it lor..Mayb will i receive all present i wont open..I will open his 1st lor..
Wonder next year also..
I also wonder next year will he buy bdae present 4 mi??Cox my valentine present wif hiim soo he will buy 4 tis year..Next year leh..I still treasure the geeography paper tat he help mi write my name..Hahas..In my file always without fail..I wan buy the correction tape tat we use last time..I cannot find..Den buy blue color type de..hai..E purple pen he bought is in my pencil box..Dun dare use lata ink finish mux throw.. :'(
But most of all..
I STILL LOVE HIM N WONT GIF UP UNTIL I 1 DAE I DIE OR M TIRED!!!!
