Friday, March 24, 2006 @ 6:34 PM
Oh my..I m heartbroken again..
Go to sch den dunno y the classkeys r lost..Den call him climb to open e door he scold wa kao & dunno wat..c him sae lotz of crapz..haix..Reali hurts deep into my heast..I reali wan my old dear dear back lor..I reali wan noe wat has change him??Last time ppl always sae y ur lao gong soo bad..I will reply he treats mi damn well de hor..Dun sae bad abt him okie??He treats mi veri gd..nw got to takecare of myself..Last time is he takecare of mi de..I also wan tat..Hais..Sae le no use unless got time machine..tears cuming down le..
Jia ming..
Hahax..Quite weird todae..I communicate well wif him..Lolx..He laugh @ mi 4 my hair lar..Nvm lor..Den aft tat we starting to toke..I dunno how draw graph call him let mi c..He soo kind..Hahax..Den I ask him e graph thing hor he tell mi..Aiya..The teacher sae wat u follow lor..she sae wat u jux saae okie okie can le..Den his ruler down on the floor he called my chinese name wors..Cool man..1st time hearing him calling my chinese name wors.. Wa..veri comfortable toking to jia ming todaae wors.. :p Last time i dunno y i soo called hate him..Actually he quite gd lar..
Sad lor..
All tis daes also neva msg nor toke to mii..Wa lao..They veri guo fen sae abt zhan hua..Take report bk back le..So bad..Results damn bad lor..Haix..If i neva break wif him,my results wont b lyk tat liao..Den we happi until pass with colours..Dunno y my english y soo bad..Hack care..I dunno how cooperate wif others..Especially to gerald lar..Toke to him he dun reply de?How m i going to sae wat i wan saaee??I noe le..Tell jackie n yishi den call them tell him lo..Den is lyk chao jia de ppl lyk tat..
Music..
Hahax..Haf fun time..Lolx got lots of jokes n haf fun..Music Can reali help mi relieve my stress..Haix..Jux 4 fun..Trying to make myself lyk a fool 2 cheer myself up lor..Den she sae she miss the bois cox we r too quiet lor..Hahax..Den su min saes tat miss tong is good mah..Miss tong sae i dun wan b good i wan b lyk mrs ong lyk tat..Den i suddenly dunno y i added in..Be bad lor..Den we laugh until lyk siaox..Miss tong sae she 1st time in e music c weichard laugh..N he is quiet..Den she sae if not 4 the presentation,she wont noe how weichard sound lyk..Den break..Wa lao..The benjamin cum find mi suddenly he said wan buy sumthing 4 mi..Diaos..=.= Den i was lyk siaox..Den i act wif yishi..I said to him i dun wan anything cox i will gif everything away..Jux nice Yishi got milo..den i said 2 yishi thanks 4 helping mi buy but i dun wan drink liao den u drink..
Results n went general officel!!!
Heng arh..I pass my Geography..Yippee..Cox my common test fail lar..But y my english soo low..Haix..If he reali reali reali hates mi,tml i go guitar lesson,Wish i been hit by car or injured lor..Injured liaos or even die..C how much he hates mi..C also dun wan c mi..Toke also not to mi..Ask abit also dun wan reply lyk toking to wall..Cox my report slip didnt sign by e principal mah,den i ask around lor..To confirm..My friends de got lor..I ask jackie,yishi n asked him mah..Den neva even reply..Den i sae wa lao wasting my time..I ask e teacher den aft tat go general office there..I saw benjamin name 4 e Shanghai trip..I feel lyk goin mah..Den he go,i dun wan go le..run there den tell the person there..Den wait soo long..I think of tat gerald n wat he did reali make mi sad lor..I feel lyk crying..I went back to class i was lyk damn angry..
Angry until siaox..
I cut my hands abit cox the file Scratched mi..Haix..I still veri angry!!!!!Grr...Serene told him he sux..I was lyk angry until wanted 2 sae tat..Serene called mi when i go out of e class gif him a grin..I think..siaox..Grrr!!!!!!Reali veri angry lar..I scratch my file cox i reali veri angry!!!I go buy greentea n went to my cca rm lor..Grr i still veri angry when i walked in wif the soo called loud footsteps lor..I toke wif my senior,chairman,shaun..Wa lao..He wan c my report bk..I let him c then saw e photo n he laugh..Wa lao..
shaun report bk..
Den i see his sec1 photo..Looks lyk sum1 leh..I 4got whu..Den his fitness test hor,i wan laugh..Can bcum shorter de..sec1 he 1.65cm n 70kg sumthing..sec2 he is lyk 1.59cm n 49kg..Wa..How he slim down?Sec3 is 178cm like tat..88kg wors..Siao man..I gulp finish my greentea of cox..I soo angry..Den benjamin call mi sae abt shanghai thing..I dun wan of cox..Den got break time wors..Go down n buy drinks again..i still angry..Gulp down my 100 plus b4 my cca end..I glup 2 bottle of water 2dae..breakrecord..Yesterdae 1..Todae 2..haha..Hais..I think gotta occupy my time wif other things..Mux do badges 4 e inter-class games..i doing 4 soccer..Nw dun feel soo angry le..If it is truelove,no matter wat,will waiit 4 each other de..I doing tat nw cox i believe in it..Once aft sec4,everything will MAYB return 2 normal n there is no problem with anything le..Even i angry,he will noe wat 2 do..
Basketball..
I think i wont go to watch him plae basketbaall cox i think i will affect him lor..He dun lyks to look @ mi wat if he look my direction to pass the ball?Den he will turn away n anyhow pass lor..Dun wan..Or when ppl wan to pass the ball 2 him?He turn away how?The ball hits his head how??For tis not 2 occur,I will not c the match lor..How m i supporting him??In my heart ba..Hopes they wish..All the best!!
