Sunday, March 26, 2006 @ 1:14 PM
Went guitar lesson n cry...
reali heartbroken lor..broken into dunno how many thousand pieces le..HE CALLED MI NOT TO WAIT 4 HIM SIA..Wa lao..i actually verri sad ler..nw more heartbroken..Wan die lor..haix..Den e ts msg miie..Hais..I told him abt tis cox i veri saad..I sad until i dun feel happi..Den i eat my breakfast eat Half a cake..Can u believe it??lolx..den mux go guitar lesson..I dun even haf the mood to tie my hair..I cry as i walk there lor..I go buy my drinks also cry..So Embarrassed lor..Nvm..Den i walked to e sck bus-stop there..Saw a car lyk his parents de..Den come out look lyk him..Den yishi there..I slowly walked there..Suddenly he called to shang yi den sit @ the pavement there..I dun wan him to noe tat i m crying..I turned away..
Teacher teaching i crying..
I took the guitar den pay 2 instructor..LoLx..Saw him come in i also wan cry..Den he sae tong hua..I was lyk trying to pay attention lor..Dun think too much..Den teacher toking i kept practising..Tat make my finger hurt more..Den dunno y i think of him lor..Den my tears was lyk dropping..Den i acted lyk i tired den yawn den rub my tears n eyes lor..Many times time tat ler..Got once is reali drop down until my cheeks..Den yishi saw n asked wat happen..I jux replied..I m too tired..Miss tong said i took e wrong guitar..N paid to the wrong person lor..Change e guitar lor..N let the instructor tune the sound..LoLx..
Home..
Practice guitar until i cry lor..Haix..Y i always cry..Den mux b 'strong' lar..I reali dun believe tat he dun lub mi lor..Nvm..Fact is fact..But i reali cannot accept it..Den i toke to my god-sis..Mi n her wan go swimming to stress myself..In e end neva go but go vivian hse to chat..Den got bring tissue there to cry..Veri weird..I think it is god make b stuborn gal ba..I walking to e bus-stop 2 wait 4 bus33..Den 1 ran away..Got to wait..but veri long..I insist of waiiting..Cox i stubborn mah..Den 1 came..Packed wif ppl..DEn wait lor..As fast as lightning e other 1 came..Haha..I m stubborn waiting on..So i can do the same..Lolx..
Go vivian hse..
My best friend vivian..From Canada de..She soo gd lor..Den i cry alot..The most..hahas..Den my friend wan use my profile to view edmund profile..Den i shun bian c gerald's profile..Den plae true or dare..Omg..SAe true..They ask lotz of question abt gerald..omg..den choose dare den they dare mi to sae abt gerald..Hais..I reali lyk him soo much..I miss him..I wan his hug hug..But nw he is not mine ler..Hais..
Wat i feel lyk doing..
I feel lyk anyhow find a person 2 stead wif mi..I also dun love three person..Stead wat??Uur head lor..Hais..Nextiimee if gerald realli dun lub mi..I anyhow find a person 2 married..Though i dun lub the ppl i married to...E thing i noe is i married to will lub mi lor..I noe if i do tat is stupid la..Nvm if i suffer ler..
