Wednesday, April 05, 2006 @ 1:04 PM
Can any1 understand hw i feel nw??
All tis daes com spoilt..2dae okie liao..haha..though tat i m busy,i still write..I reali love him veri veri much lor..I willing to wait 4 him de!!But he told mi he dun lub mi ler..Wait..Let mi control myself not to cry 1st!!!~~Wat reali is happening 2 him??Any1 noe can tell mi mah??C him lyk tat i veri heartbroken..
Friendster profile??
Dun haf my name ler..He told mi not to wait 4 him..Ask him y??He said..I dun lub u ler..He lub 2 girls in our sck..N others outside!!He say my attitude Sucks!!I noe..But he also didnt mind last time..Even if every gal in tis world die,he also dun patch wif mi..How do u feel when sum1 telling u tis..Every nite,i think of him..Will cry..I will lyk convince myself tat my bloster is him..I hugging my bloster..SAyang my bloster lyk mad ppl in mental hospital lyk tat..tat nite is 24th of March!!!!
Gerald Hp!!
24-Mar-06 23:46
No!!!Really no more feeling liao..
I look at u also dun wan..
U nvm one la got so many ppl lub
U go lub them ba..4GET ME ba!!
DOES HE NOE HOW I FEEL??I ONLI LUB HIM ONLI!!!
from 18Mar onwards he change liao ler!!!!!
Suddenly ask mi gif all e msg tat all those ppl sae they lyk mi or lub mi..Gif lor..Gif sum onli..Cox others deleted liao..Save space 2 keep his msg mah..
I beg him 4 a long time..
I beg him & beg beg n beg 4 patch u noe?My gor noe..Beg liao no use de..Making him more angry!!Den my gor sae he dun lub mi ler!!No!!I will neva believe tat until he slap mi on my face!!We promise b4 de..If break up..E person whu sae 'break' mux face the other real hard..
Friendx??
Did he reali treat mi as friend??Got mah??Even friend also will call her name..talk to her de mah..Miie??Not even 1..I sms him beg him lots of time liao..Den not friends ler..He still act dunno mi..Mondae newspaper..He give 4 e group..E whole gp haf on their table except mi,yishi n sheena..Diao -.-..If it is truelove,TIS WONT HAPPEN!!!He will 4sure dun sae tat..But i mux take time bluff myself in order 4 mi not to cry..
Share??
Share wif yishi?No comments..Cal mi not to think..Share wif serene in letter..CAll mi wait..I wait..But nw??She sae he veri bad den cal mi 4get him..Share wif yong kee..No nid to think..Call mi 4get..Share wif vivian n grace..Suggest mi nextdae go slap him on the face cox he n i _ a t b4 den dun wan mi..
Shaun gor n his gf..
His gf lyk mi lyk tat soo bad last time..They quarrel i got listen ma..Conference sum more..I press mute wat..Listen until i cry u noe..They quarrel until lyk gerald n mi last time..Den i sms gerald sae patch as i noe my mistake,he dun wan..N sae dunno mi anyhow liao..
Gerald's e-mail..
I open msn c letters..Cox i got keep gerald de letter..I read liao den cried..Cox i think i m veri bad last time..
Let u all c!!
From : See Gerald
Sent : Monday, October 31, 2005 8:11 AM
To : lemon92_girl@hotmail.comSubject : ....................
Jasmine Lao Po,
Wat i have done to make you so sad ? you tell me all my mistake i will change one, even my pri school friends say that i have change a lot...
I have just point out your mistake and you should know wat it is...That is that you are petty and you dun listen to me and you keep on saying that you sleep with people for money...If you change these three character of yours i will be very greatful...You even promise me to listen to me...I can tell you that even you can find a good bf, he cannot even stand you...I know the feeling of them as now that is wat i am feeling...If you go sleep with other people then you have no future, your parents may not want you as their daughter as you let them down by doing this...
You also know that wat i and you are doing are wrong, that is creating a Boy-Girl Relationship at such a young age, but this is to plan our future that is ahead of us...
If you dun want to change then i need to do this le ......
I will kneel down and beg you...
If you dun believe me i will do that...
The day that i found out that i love you is at the time we are doing the LAP programme as we need to work as a group...Then i got your hp number and your e-mail address and i started to make you found out that i love you....
I finally tell that i love you in 1 of Aug, in just three months we are like that like treating each other like strangers...
During the day that we are together, we are so happy...We even kiss each other, hug each other and holding each other hands in public...At that time our relationships is very good...We even work together as a group...But now our relationship is like the water evaprovating...And i dun want this to happen...
We even made promise to each other to make our relationship be better...You know that this one make us until like that this making promise to each other...Is like if i dun promise you the thing that i want you will start to be angry and after that you dun care abt me...
This is wat i wanna tell you ....... SORRY !!!
I know that you will not forgive but after you read this e-mail i hope you really forgive me...And we will start all over again, let all the past be past...
IF after you read this e-mail and you wanna break you tell me face to face after the E-music lesson that i on the 10 of Nov....
Your Dearest Lao Gong,
See Toh Keat Hung Gerald
Miie to him::
I dun wan to break wif euu..IF u reali wan to break wif mi,i got no choice but to jump le..Dun pity mi not to break wif mi as lata i got to jump.Juz asnwer mi if u lub mi mah??i agree tat all tis 3 months,i m reali veri happi been wif u..But i dunno y i m like tat soo petty until i dun wan to listen to ur call or reply ur msg..I think i cannot change my attitude de..Coz is wif mi 4 dunno how many years le..13years..Den u 4 sure wan to break wif mi de lor..
Him to mi..
I dun want to break with you
Tats was nice lor..
Next!!
Jasmine, Lao Po.....
This is my feeling toward u 4 this 5th month 2gether wif u......
Our relationships is like heartbeat...Sometimes we cry 2gether...Sometimes we r happy 2gether...Then e most happiest time wif u is when we r watching movie...Wish can watch movie wif u everyday then everyday 4 us is veri happy...In e movie we kiss each of e lips, hug each other, feed each other popcorn, pat each other n u let me c all e concern u haf on me...Then e most sad times wif u this 5 month is when we like wanna break up cox of ur character n my uselessness...Most of e time we r happy de...U angry i also cannot control u e most i can do is tat i review e thing i done wrong n admit 2 u then gif u 2 punish me 4 it...I will be helping u change ur character as much as i can do...I can gif up all e thing in e world but not u...My life will be meaningless without u...
Wishes
2 be happy n be together wif u all time
2 hug u all e time
2 kiss u 4 1 whole night
Haf children wif u
Dun ever ever quarrel wif u n dun ever make u angry
All e problems we haf muz be solve
Haf lots of $$$
E future tat i wan is e same as my wishes but there is lots more......
By : Gerald, Lao Gong
*** I dun wan u 2 be angry if i say abt e bad things...........
