Monday, April 10, 2006 @ 1:26 PM
Cry aft waking up..
wat e hell is happening 2 mi??When i wake up,i feel lyk msging him 2 beg him leh..But i noe cannot de..I dun wan msg him to bother him wif his 'gf' lar..I noe myself..mayb i will irrate him by msging him alot..even my gor gor,weeleng,cal him dun msg him if not he dun wan mi 2 b his god-sis liaox..Wat shld i do??I reali reali hope one dae i sleep liao will not wake up..Den i wont ever msg him..
Playing games to 4get all e stress..
Playing 02Jam..any1 interested to join mi plae??Haix ..I downloading songs 4 e game..N while downloading i write my blog lor..Soo long de..Mi lor..Cal frend..Den ask them shld i msg him..Grace lor..Sae u wan msg u msg..But he got cal u dun msg him..den u dun msg lor..Wats e point of saying tis??also neva suggest mi whether shld i msg or shld i not..Omg..I still cannot 4get him..Mayb i shld jux quietly secretly b his admirer lor..nvm de lar..Mayb aft 10years,i will still b lyk tat..
begging my gor..
I rmb i beg all my gor not to gif him problems de..If i cry,they noe,they will beat gerald de..When they call mi,I m sad,i will jux listen them talking n wouldnt sae anything or even cry softly not to let them noe..they got sae mux gif him up..Den they help to find boys 4 mi jux 2 4get him..M i tat despo??NO!!I jux love him onli..They sumtimes sae wan beat him until he becum handicap..i will lyk wa lao eh..nvm lor..Den my dear dear broke his legs n arms i still will love him de..I will take care of him..cox he will still use his heart to sayang mi de..he got lots of way to sayang mi n make mi happi de..
I also wan thank my gor here as they call to make mi happi..N use lots of ways to make mi 4get him but it is impossible lor..They always call n listen to my fav phrase..'I m thinking of him' (in chinese)
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I wish that my dear can patch back wif mii!!
I love you-->aishiteru wa
