Sunday, April 09, 2006 @ 12:10 PM
My dream?!?
I still rmb wat i dreamt of..Got 4 times i dream of him liao..hahax..
1st is a Nice one..he gone somewhere to hug miie..
2nd is bad de..He broke up wif mie..
3rd is quite happi de..Real break liao neva toke to mi in class..tis dream is he toking to miie..
4th is e best soo far..Is he patch up wif miiw!!!
I m still in my Dream land..
haix..I m still there..Cannot 4get him off my mind..Wa..Such VIP lor..Dunno he lykSum of my seniors ask mi y i m soo unhappi..izzit of 'bb'?? 'bb' stands 4 boyfren break..ya lar..they c my lyk tat 4 dunno how many daes..God noes..hahas..Sumtimes they c mi veri happi..Happi as in i acted happi..ppl can hire mi 2 act ler..Yesterdae cannot hide lar..Cox cca got soo much stress..Seniors ask mi wan 'drink' to stress..In cca angry until become hungry lor..Run up n down..Den go down to the canteen n buy food..
Walk back to e design studio den finish up e food liao..mi pro hor..Den my teacher ask wa..Soo fast finish ur food..i was lyk 'haha'..i told Mr koh..i angry become hungry..Den he sae mr toh..Angry wif us den eat den becom soo big size..Den go down take photo..
Talk to miss tong todae..
Walk pass him..Saw sum got light from his phone..Wa..I was thinking his 'new' gf gif de..Mayb not..bluff myself sae his gf gif de..quite haapi 4 mi lar..See his hair lyk tat i quite happie lar..cox lyk last time tat hair style i gone out wif him c "i m not stupid too"..The hp cover i gave him,he also change liao..he reali 4got mi ler..Wat i reali wish is 2 haf him wif mi..half a year wif him,sae break means break..Wat e f---..sumtimes i feel lyk dying lor..Cox e pain of it..(wanting 2 cry ler)jux think of e pain u will jux cry..Aft i die,i wont feel e pain..
Pray hard..
Pray everydae dunno wat happen 2 mi,i go hospital..thinking of him again..I think liao..I m not going to 4get him..I will jux b a career woman n earn lotz of $$ den adopt a child cal myself mummy..Mayb e child cal gerald or even others..(mayb my handsome partner in K2)hahas..I heard him singing 'tong hua'..1st time hear him sing..LoLx..mi weird..last time shld cal him sing bdae song 4 mi..
Go frenz hse again share problems..
We bought ice-cream..buy a tub den share..Lolx..Her parents not in..Wa..Party..Sit there in e living rm eat n watch tv..Plae e guitar song entitled 'can't help falling in love'..I reali lub the song alot..hahax..Den cry lor..sad..everybody sae out their problems..I tell them the guitar lesson thing..1 of my frend got a feeling he is up to sumthing..Actually i think it is lyk tat 1 but he wont share out his problem..Keep on telling mi tat he dun love mi ler!!NO!!!I still rmb wat he promise mi..Even if his parent dun agree our relationship,he will sae he will run away from home wif mi 2 another place 2 live..Or even beg his parent 2 approve it..Or even dun care jux stand 4 his decision..Cry a while okie liao..didnt think much lar..Take photo..Quite siao 1..around 9 den cum back..
