Monday, April 17, 2006 @ 3:18 PM
Wa..1week liaox..
Miie neva update blog..Haix..Got sumthing unexpected lar..Cannot sae..Wahaha...Haix..Shld i tell e teacher??But sum sae yes leh..-->Tell e teacher if he dun patch wif mi..diao..-.-..Lyk child's play..Wahaha..Lolx..
Called miie?!?
Sumthing happen lar..But he called mi @ nite..Den soo call pls mi 2 patch..B4 tat he sae i threatening him 2 patch wif mi..Wat the..I veri angry mah..SAe until lyk i force him..I told him sae i already got boyfrend..He was lyk..Jealous..I was soo happi tat he ask mi lar..Not soo happi tat he cry..When i answer e phone hor,he voice was lyk veri soft n sad lar..not lyk last time..
Talk to him he was lyk playing sae wat thing..hurt mii alot..
Now?
Is lyk soft de..When i heard his voice lyk tat,i feel lyk crying lor..Reali break my heart..Sae all e conditions..dunno y hor he sae dunwan patch..my gor listening is lyk dun allow me to patch wif him..Omg..I tell my gor act my boyfriend..Den mux cal each other dear n darling..I REALI CANNOT SAE DEAR LOR..CANNOT BRING MYSELF TO SAE..I TAKE HIM AS GERALD DEN SAE..WE R LAUGHING AWAY LOR..When he cal,i ask him whether wan conference wif my dear(gor)..he sound more sad n hung..
I reali cant bring myself 2 bluff him..
The next dae..I told him e truth..My gor not my boyfriend onli act de..Den after sch sms him..Still wan patch?He told mi no cox i bluff him..Wa lao..yesterdae i soo happi cox he told mi tat he 75% love mi,25% lyk mii,0% hate mii..Aft my cca thingy,i go home called him,he veri angry..Den tell him abt my gor sae he is sum1 whu is (zui ying xin ruan) de 2 tell him..He bcome more angry as i bluff him mah..Den aft tat cal him,he go reject..Saturdae,Sunday sms him,he didnt even reply..Wat the..
I REALI DUNNO WAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT!!!MY HEART NW IS VERI 'LUAN'..NW I SHLD CONCENTRATE 1ST..AFT EXAM DEN SAE..
He also got poke mi sae he lyk 2prefects..Sae 1prefects from my class..I suspect is anges or even herlina..I dunno lar..I angry ler..Den sae u lyk,lyk lor..I also dun care..Even u 50years old get married i also duncare..E fact is i care..Tell him i jealous got any help??Tell him tat he more happi poke miie..Neva mind..Sumtimes i suspect myself of illness lyk depression..Dunno y think of dying..I reali lub him tat much..
I WISH HE WILL SMS MI SOON!!!REALI HOPE TAT HAPPEN!!
Aishiteru wa to gerald!!Muack!!
