Friday, July 07, 2006 @ 7:55 PM
going 2 gif up ler..
i always sae,i wan gif up..in e end i didnt..always lyk tat..budd aft 2dae..e MOE EXCEL DAE..i reali found tat things tat is done cannot be undone..cannot undone budd can start anew..start anew??i think is impossible 2 start anew ler..even teamwork..i dun think i can work wif him veri nicely without others IN BETWEEN..hais..pretend everything is a dream as he said b4..OR EVEN run away from it..i m abit mad..lyk making myself cry more often..
something weird:Running away..
i kept running away n why hors kept always lyk soo ...dunno how sae..things soo conicidental der mehs?? If it is 2 mie last time, i will think tat it is soo gd..to miie NOW..i think is soo sui..i pray to work wif serene n not wif him..den it came e opposite..
Another incident..Shanghai files..
The shanghai grp which he is in..his teammates pass e file 2 yingyi..den i was lyk hiding from it..bud i dun think they would gif it 2 mi..so,no nid 2 hide liaos..yingyi rejected it..She took e file n make mi hold it..i die die also dunwan mahs..Hais..den i pass back 2 e kenenth..den he sae dunwan sae i in same class as him..Wa kao..den sae sry 2 mie..Aiyo..walking 2 find qingyi n jasmine lor..budd they also dunwan..actually cal benjamin take..den he sae going 2
tel gerald tis n tat..den scared he anyhow sae..4get it
Stupid way of giving..
Fridae shld be in class mahs..den write him a note sae ur shanghai files can liaos..den dun even put my name..no nid 2 gif him personally as in class..i n him cannot communicate..how gif??den e nextdae come early in e morning..put the files under his table wif tat note..den he saw it n wont go find out whu gif der liaos..smart way..BUDDD GRR..Jasmin also sae wat if tml assemble @ e parade sq..Walao..Wat she sae realii happen..hais..no choice..I pass it 2 jackie..cal him sae is 2e2 fwen gif der..hope he wont sae :''Jasmine low call miie pass tis file 2 eu..is from ur 2e2 fwen..tis way of running..den kanna tis n tat..cannot excute my plan..
hate to:
hais..den dunno still got wat lar..I reali reali hate 2 walk past..(see too much tv) scared got some pain or wadeva..budd i reali dun wan 2 walk past him..
tired..
Mayb i think i m reali reali tired ler..soo i nw gifing up ler lar..cing him holding hp.. lyk calling dunno whu lar..den i a bit ... liaos..i m starting 2 see his bad point..actually some1 sae he always spread rumours of ppl wif whu..i actually dun believe..todae he sae jun jie here n there..den c him soo ... pervertic n use bad words..3bad points..not my mr.right ler..Last time soo stupid..think tat he is my mr.right..budd i got dumped..hahas..Quite stupid right?Where is my Mr.Right?
dun gif up a forest 4 a tree..hais..Going 2 find my other Mr.Right..One dae,my mr.right will jux come 2 mi..
