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Sunday, March 26, 2006 @ 1:14 PM
Went guitar lesson n cry...
reali heartbroken lor..broken into dunno how many thousand pieces le..HE CALLED MI NOT TO WAIT 4 HIM SIA..Wa lao..i actually verri sad ler..nw more heartbroken..Wan die lor..haix..Den e ts msg miie..Hais..I told him abt tis cox i veri saad..I sad until i dun feel happi..Den i eat my breakfast eat Half a cake..Can u believe it??lolx..den mux go guitar lesson..I dun even haf the mood to tie my hair..I cry as i walk there lor..I go buy my drinks also cry..So Embarrassed lor..Nvm..Den i walked to e sck bus-stop there..Saw a car lyk his parents de..Den come out look lyk him..Den yishi there..I slowly walked there..Suddenly he called to shang yi den sit @ the pavement there..I dun wan him to noe tat i m crying..I turned away..
Teacher teaching i crying..
I took the guitar den pay 2 instructor..LoLx..Saw him come in i also wan cry..Den he sae tong hua..I was lyk trying to pay attention lor..Dun think too much..Den teacher toking i kept practising..Tat make my finger hurt more..Den dunno y i think of him lor..Den my tears was lyk dropping..Den i acted lyk i tired den yawn den rub my tears n eyes lor..Many times time tat ler..Got once is reali drop down until my cheeks..Den yishi saw n asked wat happen..I jux replied..I m too tired..Miss tong said i took e wrong guitar..N paid to the wrong person lor..Change e guitar lor..N let the instructor tune the sound..LoLx..
Home..
Practice guitar until i cry lor..Haix..Y i always cry..Den mux b 'strong' lar..I reali dun believe tat he dun lub mi lor..Nvm..Fact is fact..But i reali cannot accept it..Den i toke to my god-sis..Mi n her wan go swimming to stress myself..In e end neva go but go vivian hse to chat..Den got bring tissue there to cry..Veri weird..I think it is god make b stuborn gal ba..I walking to e bus-stop 2 wait 4 bus33..Den 1 ran away..Got to wait..but veri long..I insist of waiiting..Cox i stubborn mah..Den 1 came..Packed wif ppl..DEn wait lor..As fast as lightning e other 1 came..Haha..I m stubborn waiting on..So i can do the same..Lolx..
Go vivian hse..
My best friend vivian..From Canada de..She soo gd lor..Den i cry alot..The most..hahas..Den my friend wan use my profile to view edmund profile..Den i shun bian c gerald's profile..Den plae true or dare..Omg..SAe true..They ask lotz of question abt gerald..omg..den choose dare den they dare mi to sae abt gerald..Hais..I reali lyk him soo much..I miss him..I wan his hug hug..But nw he is not mine ler..Hais..
Wat i feel lyk doing..
I feel lyk anyhow find a person 2 stead wif mi..I also dun love three person..Stead wat??Uur head lor..Hais..Nextiimee if gerald realli dun lub mi..I anyhow find a person 2 married..Though i dun lub the ppl i married to...E thing i noe is i married to will lub mi lor..I noe if i do tat is stupid la..Nvm if i suffer ler..
Saturday, March 25, 2006 @ 2:46 PM
Ng Chee Yang!! Hong Yu Yang!!
加油!!您是我CAMPUS SUPERSTAR!!
我永远支持您..Soo cute!!
Friday, March 24, 2006 @ 6:34 PM
Oh my..I m heartbroken again..
Go to sch den dunno y the classkeys r lost..Den call him climb to open e door he scold wa kao & dunno wat..c him sae lotz of crapz..haix..Reali hurts deep into my heast..I reali wan my old dear dear back lor..I reali wan noe wat has change him??Last time ppl always sae y ur lao gong soo bad..I will reply he treats mi damn well de hor..Dun sae bad abt him okie??He treats mi veri gd..nw got to takecare of myself..Last time is he takecare of mi de..I also wan tat..Hais..Sae le no use unless got time machine..tears cuming down le..
Jia ming..
Hahax..Quite weird todae..I communicate well wif him..Lolx..He laugh @ mi 4 my hair lar..Nvm lor..Den aft tat we starting to toke..I dunno how draw graph call him let mi c..He soo kind..Hahax..Den I ask him e graph thing hor he tell mi..Aiya..The teacher sae wat u follow lor..she sae wat u jux saae okie okie can le..Den his ruler down on the floor he called my chinese name wors..Cool man..1st time hearing him calling my chinese name wors.. Wa..veri comfortable toking to jia ming todaae wors.. :p Last time i dunno y i soo called hate him..Actually he quite gd lar..
Sad lor..
All tis daes also neva msg nor toke to mii..Wa lao..They veri guo fen sae abt zhan hua..Take report bk back le..So bad..Results damn bad lor..Haix..If i neva break wif him,my results wont b lyk tat liao..Den we happi until pass with colours..Dunno y my english y soo bad..Hack care..I dunno how cooperate wif others..Especially to gerald lar..Toke to him he dun reply de?How m i going to sae wat i wan saaee??I noe le..Tell jackie n yishi den call them tell him lo..Den is lyk chao jia de ppl lyk tat..
Music..
Hahax..Haf fun time..Lolx got lots of jokes n haf fun..Music Can reali help mi relieve my stress..Haix..Jux 4 fun..Trying to make myself lyk a fool 2 cheer myself up lor..Den she sae she miss the bois cox we r too quiet lor..Hahax..Den su min saes tat miss tong is good mah..Miss tong sae i dun wan b good i wan b lyk mrs ong lyk tat..Den i suddenly dunno y i added in..Be bad lor..Den we laugh until lyk siaox..Miss tong sae she 1st time in e music c weichard laugh..N he is quiet..Den she sae if not 4 the presentation,she wont noe how weichard sound lyk..Den break..Wa lao..The benjamin cum find mi suddenly he said wan buy sumthing 4 mi..Diaos..=.= Den i was lyk siaox..Den i act wif yishi..I said to him i dun wan anything cox i will gif everything away..Jux nice Yishi got milo..den i said 2 yishi thanks 4 helping mi buy but i dun wan drink liao den u drink..
Results n went general officel!!!
Heng arh..I pass my Geography..Yippee..Cox my common test fail lar..But y my english soo low..Haix..If he reali reali reali hates mi,tml i go guitar lesson,Wish i been hit by car or injured lor..Injured liaos or even die..C how much he hates mi..C also dun wan c mi..Toke also not to mi..Ask abit also dun wan reply lyk toking to wall..Cox my report slip didnt sign by e principal mah,den i ask around lor..To confirm..My friends de got lor..I ask jackie,yishi n asked him mah..Den neva even reply..Den i sae wa lao wasting my time..I ask e teacher den aft tat go general office there..I saw benjamin name 4 e Shanghai trip..I feel lyk goin mah..Den he go,i dun wan go le..run there den tell the person there..Den wait soo long..I think of tat gerald n wat he did reali make mi sad lor..I feel lyk crying..I went back to class i was lyk damn angry..
Angry until siaox..
I cut my hands abit cox the file Scratched mi..Haix..I still veri angry!!!!!Grr...Serene told him he sux..I was lyk angry until wanted 2 sae tat..Serene called mi when i go out of e class gif him a grin..I think..siaox..Grrr!!!!!!Reali veri angry lar..I scratch my file cox i reali veri angry!!!I go buy greentea n went to my cca rm lor..Grr i still veri angry when i walked in wif the soo called loud footsteps lor..I toke wif my senior,chairman,shaun..Wa lao..He wan c my report bk..I let him c then saw e photo n he laugh..Wa lao..
shaun report bk..
Den i see his sec1 photo..Looks lyk sum1 leh..I 4got whu..Den his fitness test hor,i wan laugh..Can bcum shorter de..sec1 he 1.65cm n 70kg sumthing..sec2 he is lyk 1.59cm n 49kg..Wa..How he slim down?Sec3 is 178cm like tat..88kg wors..Siao man..I gulp finish my greentea of cox..I soo angry..Den benjamin call mi sae abt shanghai thing..I dun wan of cox..Den got break time wors..Go down n buy drinks again..i still angry..Gulp down my 100 plus b4 my cca end..I glup 2 bottle of water 2dae..breakrecord..Yesterdae 1..Todae 2..haha..Hais..I think gotta occupy my time wif other things..Mux do badges 4 e inter-class games..i doing 4 soccer..Nw dun feel soo angry le..If it is truelove,no matter wat,will waiit 4 each other de..I doing tat nw cox i believe in it..Once aft sec4,everything will MAYB return 2 normal n there is no problem with anything le..Even i angry,he will noe wat 2 do..
Basketball..
I think i wont go to watch him plae basketbaall cox i think i will affect him lor..He dun lyks to look @ mi wat if he look my direction to pass the ball?Den he will turn away n anyhow pass lor..Dun wan..Or when ppl wan to pass the ball 2 him?He turn away how?The ball hits his head how??For tis not 2 occur,I will not c the match lor..How m i supporting him??In my heart ba..Hopes they wish..All the best!!
Thursday, March 23, 2006 @ 9:26 PM
Heartbroken..
Haix..Todae saw him doing push-up..To mi,even he doesnt feel pain,i feel it..See him run soo many rounds of parade square(half)..Also pain..He dun wan msg mi n dun wan look @ mie i also feel heartbroken..Wat wont make mi heartbroken leh??
Sianx e afternoon..
Back to class..Miie felt veri sad until i glup down the whole bottle of water to fa xie..I think le soo much..Thinking tat my dear he dun wan to look @ mi..Once i look @ him,He will turn away..Msg him also didnt reply..Thinking tat he is avoiding mi ba..Nvm..Is okie..I will try hide until dun let him c mi..Aft i come out from D&T n wan wash hands,i saw him..He den wan look @ mi..I jux wash hands le faster go borrow my bks..Den come back wanted 2 buy greentea..Den i saw him sitting there..In order not 2 let him c him i walk near the red table where there is lots of ppl so tat he wont c mi..
No1 will read my blog de..
Haix..Blog soo long whu will read lei??Haix..E more is i saying i n gerald de memories..Quite lame 2 most of euu..Actually,i write blog is 4 my so called regain my memories..Is lyk toking to urself..hais..
Dear change alot during tis months..
no offence arh..He reali change alot..Dunno how sae..If not i will sae until lyk his fault..Haix..Actually everything is my fault..I dun even noe my dear dear toke to yishi n victor 4 counsel lyk tat..Until 2dae,i miss my dear dear's cooking..Heng e last time i still got eat wat he make..E cookies n e potato which tasted lyk pizza..Hahax..Got once i asked him,u baked tis r u thinking of mi??He soo cuttee..Lyk shy shy type tell mi soft,yesh..I soo happi tat time..If got time machine,i will jux use to go back 2 e pass den if angry i jux tell him call him make mi happi can le..
Secret on Valentine Dae Present!!
hahax..i dunnno y suddenly i think abt tis lor..I tat wk b4 i think wat i going to gif him lor..I dunno also..I buy lyk no 'sincerity' den made will b veri ugly de lor..I think make also dunno wat to make..Haix..Den jux nice got event coming on..Means working @ Jurong JC..Den lyk tat work liao tat money go buy his present..Lyk got some sincerity..Is Hardwork 2 get those money..Den muz volunteer urself n sae "y muz i employ u"..Wa lao..Mux thick skin stand in front of the whole club n sae lor..Diaos lor..
Got e job..
Early in e morning mux reach there..Siao de..8 something lyk tat..Den do badges..Actually sae is do badges de..Den now?Wa lao..They make full use of us..Call us design..Call us do reseach y other stalls promote better den theirs..Work 4 hours in order to earn tat $20..Hais..Hard money..I also didnt tell my dear i earn money to buy his present..Den aft tat call us sell things..Is lyk veri wat lor..Den we target @ adults whu haf children..Den call us run around lyk mad 2 sell chocolate..Haix..E the Zi hao veri de strict..Gota scolded cox under too much stress n pressure..He stress us when he make badges..Den i wasted his material n i got scolded.. :p
I worked soo much 4 jux $20 2 buy his present n still chip in sum more money 2 gif him a suprise lor..
Haix..1dae i wish i fainted..
I wished i faint in class..Cox lyk veri fun lar..Faint on e table..Nobody noes..Or floor??Will my dear pick mi up??I think is 30%yes..70%no..I guess de..4 fun..Todae mi bcome shui tong..Haix..I drink alot of water cox i not happi..I gulp e whole bottle of water down..I also dun feel lyk eating..I take lots of thing to fa xie..I write serene letters 4 2hrs lyk tat or more..Haha..
My 1n1 frend..
I asked my 1n1 frend help mi check whu is the gal whu lyk gerald..Sry lor..I wont go disturb her jux wanted 2 noe she name out of curiosity lor..Den i tell myself..Is she lyk mi when i m sec1??hahas..Cox ppl is curious mah??Ppl r made wif curiousity..If there is earthquake in singapore,whu not curious?Will lyk take note..Wa..Last time Yishi sae wan confront tat gal..Yishi sae:"I m sry tat gerald is not available liao"..I was lyk -.-'' Heng i stop her from doing tat..Even if i jealous,whu cares?Gerald also dun reali wan care abt mi le..If he reali lyks others,I cant do anything 2 stop him rite?i jux can stop him not break lor..
SAe until dun break..
I plx him not break den he sae 4 gif mi le..In my heart,I dun think so..I can onli decive myself tat i didnt break..But still u cant decive urself tat he didnt msg u rite?Haix..From my look,i can look lyk i dun even care 4 him..In my heart n from my words u will noe..Yishi noe it cox i everytime sae 2 her abt gerald den she will lyk haix here n there..Den i dun wan share le..I share wif serene lor..I wonder something?When is my bdae,whu will celebrate 4 mi?my gor?jux wish is sum1 celebarting wif mi but i think immposible..He onli buy my a present..No matter wat is it,I will treasure it lor..Mayb will i receive all present i wont open..I will open his 1st lor..
Wonder next year also..
I also wonder next year will he buy bdae present 4 mi??Cox my valentine present wif hiim soo he will buy 4 tis year..Next year leh..I still treasure the geeography paper tat he help mi write my name..Hahas..In my file always without fail..I wan buy the correction tape tat we use last time..I cannot find..Den buy blue color type de..hai..E purple pen he bought is in my pencil box..Dun dare use lata ink finish mux throw.. :'(
But most of all..
I STILL LOVE HIM N WONT GIF UP UNTIL I 1 DAE I DIE OR M TIRED!!!!
Wednesday, March 22, 2006 @ 4:06 PM
22 March..
Omg..Soo fast 1 month pass ler..E 1 month fake break..Sae fast also not veri fast..If 2 years pass ler..More good..Scared my dear dear dun lub mi aft 3 years..Scared..scared also no use..Even if my dear dun lub mi also is fate..Haix..It reali break my heart..1dae neva toke to him le..Most of e time i c him is lyk he is turning 2 toke to wei yi..
All tis daes
miie veri quiet..Hope i got things to fa xie wif..Arcade??Not fun..Still nid money..Ice-skate mayb..Swimming?Badminton?Got any game tat is damn exciting de mah??Coming up is captain's ball..I wan plae..I wan plae lor..Even damn tough,fall down or wat i also wan plae but no1 join mi to plae??Serene dun wan..If lyk tat i parnter felica,su min,meihua,celine??All got netball experence..4 sure they got join..But i dunwan prtner them lor..I jux wan plae..Even if i bleed i still wan plae captain's ball lor..
I wan msg 'him'..
haix..Dun dare ler..Lata got scolded by him angrily..Den muz as well dun msg him..let him haf more of his free time as he lubs it soo much..Den i try not 2 msg lor..I will get myself in things den will not bother him or even disturb him le..I try to enage myself mayb in cca??Voluntar 2 lyk go set up business project lor..Sumtimes i c the jia long,i feel lyk he is lyk my dear dear gerald..I wan gerald whu is tat way ba..Even if gerald lyks tat gal in 1t2,i think is fate le lor..the best is i hopes HE STILL LOVES MI!!
Benjamin??
Wa lao..I doing things den the benjamin sit beside mi..Wa lao..If he is my gerald of cox gd lar..I think i going to flood my blog wif memories..He sit beside mi sae wat wan pei wo..Sae wat in the morning wan pei wo..Tat makes mi got goosebumps..a bit yucky..He thinks he my boifrend??
fainting?
I will lyk fainting all tis daes..Lyk not enough sleep lyk tat..nvm lar..Todae dun wan eat..I think i recess dun wan eat liao cox no 'wei kou'..everytime will think think think..Den i fill my stomach wif memories lor..Mayb lunch eat den dinner dun wan..'jian fei' le..Lolx..Haix..hope he dun continue lyk tat..I pray hard..He sumtimes also 4gets wat he promise mi..He promise not to break de lor..nvm..If he 4gets,e bad things falls on him,i dunno ler..
@ 3:38 PM
Haix..
sad lor..Dunno wat happen to my blog..Den cannot show..Now no tag board..soo lonely..I try to fix tat next time..Now also no choice but to stick wif tis..
Got some1 lyk him!!
Lyk as in "an lian"..How i noe??Soo easy..Got frend tell miie de..tat person sae not sure but e 1t2 gals always call him come..If he walk away,they will lyk sae:"wei,call gerald come here leh..Tat person told mi when i reach there in e moring..Guess wads my reaction leh??u wont believe it ba..I laugh lor..I weird 1..Ppl hear liao will feel sad..If yishi hears tat sum1 lyk victor,she will go find out n lyk b sad ba..They still got stead wors..Miie??I so called break wif gerald..But we secretly stead ba..The fact is..R WE STILL STEAD-ING??I dun even noe lor..Haix..
GERALD's Msg..
His msg,last time always got Dear,sweetheart,lao po n below got 1 MUACK..Tis 4..Is there 1 lor..4 sure there de..But slowly it became Muack..N now lehr??Nothing le..So i dunno..C lar..I wan cry ler..Mux hold i n serene de friendship bangle..Tat colorful little bangle..Lyk tat i wont cry ler..Sometimes,i feel lyk crying in sch when i think lor..Den sumtimes,i m sad or wat..Wanting to cry,i hold tightly to tat colorful bangle n pray not to cry..everytime lyk tis i didnt cry liao lor..tats a magical bangle..WAN BUY??hahax..Priceless..
I hate tis ->"Break up"!!
He sumtimes wan break wif mi..I dunno at to do except cry..hahax..Den will lyk msg him until mad ba..I dunno wat reali happen to him..He last time not lyk tat de mah..If e toking was extra..Not sch-work,he wont sae anything de mah..Now??Even lame lame things also sae..Is lyk reali heartbroken lor..sae once pain once..Nvm lor..soo call my bao ying lor..If reali got time-machine hor..I wont b a bit angry ler..I will lyk treat him soo called as Treasure or even a priceless pearl lor..But too late..Wa..I toking to yishi den she sae i last time also veri cruel..She also sae wan take knife to kill mi..
Haix
How i wish she killed mi now..Is lyk nobody even cares abt mi..Wish i 1 dae got food poisoning or even die of fever lor..I wonder y i soo lucky neva got high fever??Y i soo lucky neva been knock down by car??How i wish tat happens to mi to help mi relieve my pain??I wish VERI hard tat i got high fever n the next dae no sch??
Monday, March 20, 2006 @ 5:14 PM
miie dun dare to online nw..
Haix..Jux saw my dear online..I dun dare to online lor..Cox i dun think he wan toke to mi..Wan online 4 wat??I msg him his handphone off..Is it he purposely de mah??Dun think soo ba..I dunno..I msg him yesterdae also neva reply..
Crying..
I think soo much todae until i cry in e class..Saw him soo happi n i was lyk soo sad..nvm..i think alot..Dun dunno y suddenly think of the 2t1 boi whu looked lyk gerald..I told yishi tat i was lyk going to lyk tat 2t1 boi..I lyk my dear alsoo lar..She told mi he was called 'jia long'..I was lyk dunno wat happen to mii..Mayb i think he was my kind dear dear when he smiles..His hair reminded mi of my dear going out wif yishi,victor n mi..I told him:"u wax ur hair lyk soo style n soo nice".Mayb it remind mi of tat..IF aft sec4 i n my dear stead back..I goin 2 buy camera liao lor..Take pictures den put here to c all the happi moments ba..
Haix..Jux saw my dear online..I dun dare to online lor..Cox i dun think he wan toke to mi..Wan online 4 wat??I msg him his handphone off..Is it he purposely de mah??Dun think soo ba..I dunno..I msg him yesterdae also neva reply..
Crying..
I think soo much todae until i cry in e class..Saw him soo happi n i was lyk soo sad..nvm..i think alot..Dun dunno y suddenly think of the 2t1 boi whu looked lyk gerald..I told yishi tat i was lyk going to lyk tat 2t1 boi..I lyk my dear alsoo lar..She told mi he was called 'jia long'..I was lyk dunno wat happen to mii..Mayb i think he was my kind dear dear when he smiles..His hair reminded mi of my dear going out wif yishi,victor n mi..I told him:"u wax ur hair lyk soo style n soo nice".Mayb it remind mi of tat..IF aft sec4 i n my dear stead back..I goin 2 buy camera liao lor..Take pictures den put here to c all the happi moments ba..
Friday, March 17, 2006 @ 3:37 PM
Wake up..Think of whu??
hahaz..Think of my dear..Mayb will change..Dun sae dear ler..mayb call dar dar..Lolx..Quite weird..Haix..Always lyk tat de miie..Wake up will think of him de..Wat if i dun think of him?will think of the wu gui he bought 4 miie..Quite cuttee..lolx..Den think of..
Yesterdae outing..
Yesterdae soo happi den do out wif grace to watch shaggy dog..lolx..Quite funni..Next time i dun wan sit beside grace ler..cox she laugh veri loudly not veri funni also laugh..Hahas..i in cinema veri siaox 1..Go hug my wu gui..Den she gave mi a sour look..lolx..She copy mii..Buy wu gui..Den she ask mi which 1 nice..I sae mine..
Den go take neoprint..
Think of neoprint will tink of my mum taking my neoprint n c..haix..Neoprint soo "ke pa".Den got 3 person mah..An An ,she n mitake neoprint..Share lor..Got 1 actually veri nice den she put crown cover my face..Time not enough den e neoprint turn out tat way..Go shop shop 4 fun..@ nite..toke..Den cal my dear..Dunno y always soo early put down de..Mayb our distance bcum further ler..Mayb next time more further..
Wake up!!
I suppose 2 sae 2dae de..talking wif grace on phone 4 a while..Den feel lyk having ear piercing..Lyk veri cool lor..Got 2 holes on each ear..Serene look nice lor..Wan 2 b lyk her..Look like pia kia..lolx..Den next time old liao like tat veri weird..Den the child ask.."mummy mummy..You small tat time is it gangster?Y ur ear got 2 holes 4 ear stud?"mummy:"ya..I gangster..to teach u bad kids a lesson de lor" Pang!Use newspaper beat him..Quite lame lar..dunno y i laugh wif her..Lata nid go tiong..Cox nid pass my didi maple CD..quite weird lor..I cannot dl..Let didi dl 1st..Mayb he can dl..
Dear dear..
He msg mi..Sae i block him in msn..Diao =.=''..I love him soo much,Block him 4 wat??Mayb he sms 2 wrong ppl?Mayb not sms 2 miie de.. -.-..Quite suprise lor..nvm..Mayb is mi lar..Cox he sae:''wa,u 2dae dun wan 2 msg mi arh..''I dun dare 2 msg him lor..Scared i veri irrating 2 him cox got 1dae he hates mi cox i irrate him..
hahaz..Think of my dear..Mayb will change..Dun sae dear ler..mayb call dar dar..Lolx..Quite weird..Haix..Always lyk tat de miie..Wake up will think of him de..Wat if i dun think of him?will think of the wu gui he bought 4 miie..Quite cuttee..lolx..Den think of..
Yesterdae outing..
Yesterdae soo happi den do out wif grace to watch shaggy dog..lolx..Quite funni..Next time i dun wan sit beside grace ler..cox she laugh veri loudly not veri funni also laugh..Hahas..i in cinema veri siaox 1..Go hug my wu gui..Den she gave mi a sour look..lolx..She copy mii..Buy wu gui..Den she ask mi which 1 nice..I sae mine..
Den go take neoprint..
Think of neoprint will tink of my mum taking my neoprint n c..haix..Neoprint soo "ke pa".Den got 3 person mah..An An ,she n mitake neoprint..Share lor..Got 1 actually veri nice den she put crown cover my face..Time not enough den e neoprint turn out tat way..Go shop shop 4 fun..@ nite..toke..Den cal my dear..Dunno y always soo early put down de..Mayb our distance bcum further ler..Mayb next time more further..
Wake up!!
I suppose 2 sae 2dae de..talking wif grace on phone 4 a while..Den feel lyk having ear piercing..Lyk veri cool lor..Got 2 holes on each ear..Serene look nice lor..Wan 2 b lyk her..Look like pia kia..lolx..Den next time old liao like tat veri weird..Den the child ask.."mummy mummy..You small tat time is it gangster?Y ur ear got 2 holes 4 ear stud?"mummy:"ya..I gangster..to teach u bad kids a lesson de lor" Pang!Use newspaper beat him..Quite lame lar..dunno y i laugh wif her..Lata nid go tiong..Cox nid pass my didi maple CD..quite weird lor..I cannot dl..Let didi dl 1st..Mayb he can dl..
Dear dear..
He msg mi..Sae i block him in msn..Diao =.=''..I love him soo much,Block him 4 wat??Mayb he sms 2 wrong ppl?Mayb not sms 2 miie de.. -.-..Quite suprise lor..nvm..Mayb is mi lar..Cox he sae:''wa,u 2dae dun wan 2 msg mi arh..''I dun dare 2 msg him lor..Scared i veri irrating 2 him cox got 1dae he hates mi cox i irrate him..
Thursday, March 16, 2006 @ 3:37 PM
Omg..I m in hot soup!!Help help!!
Help..If u can suggest anything,plx help miie ler..I m dead meat ler la..My neoprint..Not wif frenz BUT wif my dear i mum noe ler..In the morning i saw e small book which i put on e table,My mum go take n SEE....Omg..May god bless miie!!!Den shen take out ask mi whose tat..I m dead..I told my mum cox got ppl in class lyk mi..Den i take tis photo put in msn 4 ppl see den theyv wont lyk mi liao lor..tat picture we hug until veri closely..Heng arh..Dun haf kiss e pic..If not i eat cane liao..I said all tis was lying of cos..My mum sumhow dun believe miie ler..If i moring saw tat bk n hid it,my mum wouldnt haf seen it..I m dead..I m veri soori mummy..I dun mean 2 bluff u..4gif mi ba..
Nagging..
Mayb my mum will lyk nag here n there..My mum sae aft poly den sae abt relationship!Vivian's dad more strict..Suddenly her dad told her..Vivian!!u r not allowed 2 haf a relationship until u r 21..Haha..now is not e time 2 haf realtionship..Mayb aft 30 i m not married..Still studying..If mum ask mi y not married,mayb will reply NOW IS NOT E TIME TO HAF RELATIONSHIP..IS 4 STUDYING..Lolx..Jk..jk..Lyk tat sae lata my dear dunwan mii..lolx..
Sae until serene..
My mum suddenly sae serene also..She lyk 1 boi den e boi dun lyk her..Dunno how my mum noe tat serene lyk a boi den e boi dun lyk her..But tats the past..pass long ago..Onli the yk old piang de..Dunno anything..Thought serene still lyk tat boi..hahax..Den i told her..Serene face soo innocent..How can be??Den my mum sae u go out wif bois 1 to 1..Den my mum sae i bluff her tat i go ice-skate..I got go ice-skate lor..Not going out wif gerald mah..I didnt go out 1 to 1..I pull carine inside..I go out wif carine n gerald lor..Den i sae is carine suggest mi if lyk tat,no1 will lyk mi ler..Soo sry to carine..den tell her is last year take de lor..Soo scary..Wan cry..Help..
Haix..planning..
Actually,aft sec4 plan 2 tell my mum i got boifrend..I think..4get it nw..Cox she sae poly..diao =.='' I guai guai listen 2 my dear ba..Mayb b a nerd nw 2 study..haix..-.-'' lolx..I pull alot of ppl xia shui..Soo sry 2 them..hope they 4gif..I nw cannot hide the pic..If i hide it,my mum will suspect de lor..haix..
I m Veri sorry
I m veri sorry to carine n my mum..Haix..I also veri sorry 2 gerald..Wat if nextime i tell my mum tat i stead wif gerald?Will she disagree cox i lie 2 her??Hope no ba!I dun wish 2 think soo much..Hope tat my family agree n i will jux haf a nice family wif gerald..Tats my bdae wish ler ba..Every yer is the same..hahas..Still afraid..I m veri sorri sorri sorry..!!I lyk veri terrible,horrible..haix...SOO SORRI!!!!
Help..If u can suggest anything,plx help miie ler..I m dead meat ler la..My neoprint..Not wif frenz BUT wif my dear i mum noe ler..In the morning i saw e small book which i put on e table,My mum go take n SEE....Omg..May god bless miie!!!Den shen take out ask mi whose tat..I m dead..I told my mum cox got ppl in class lyk mi..Den i take tis photo put in msn 4 ppl see den theyv wont lyk mi liao lor..tat picture we hug until veri closely..Heng arh..Dun haf kiss e pic..If not i eat cane liao..I said all tis was lying of cos..My mum sumhow dun believe miie ler..If i moring saw tat bk n hid it,my mum wouldnt haf seen it..I m dead..I m veri soori mummy..I dun mean 2 bluff u..4gif mi ba..
Nagging..
Mayb my mum will lyk nag here n there..My mum sae aft poly den sae abt relationship!Vivian's dad more strict..Suddenly her dad told her..Vivian!!u r not allowed 2 haf a relationship until u r 21..Haha..now is not e time 2 haf realtionship..Mayb aft 30 i m not married..Still studying..If mum ask mi y not married,mayb will reply NOW IS NOT E TIME TO HAF RELATIONSHIP..IS 4 STUDYING..Lolx..Jk..jk..Lyk tat sae lata my dear dunwan mii..lolx..
Sae until serene..
My mum suddenly sae serene also..She lyk 1 boi den e boi dun lyk her..Dunno how my mum noe tat serene lyk a boi den e boi dun lyk her..But tats the past..pass long ago..Onli the yk old piang de..Dunno anything..Thought serene still lyk tat boi..hahax..Den i told her..Serene face soo innocent..How can be??Den my mum sae u go out wif bois 1 to 1..Den my mum sae i bluff her tat i go ice-skate..I got go ice-skate lor..Not going out wif gerald mah..I didnt go out 1 to 1..I pull carine inside..I go out wif carine n gerald lor..Den i sae is carine suggest mi if lyk tat,no1 will lyk mi ler..Soo sry to carine..den tell her is last year take de lor..Soo scary..Wan cry..Help..
Haix..planning..
Actually,aft sec4 plan 2 tell my mum i got boifrend..I think..4get it nw..Cox she sae poly..diao =.='' I guai guai listen 2 my dear ba..Mayb b a nerd nw 2 study..haix..-.-'' lolx..I pull alot of ppl xia shui..Soo sry 2 them..hope they 4gif..I nw cannot hide the pic..If i hide it,my mum will suspect de lor..haix..
I m Veri sorry
I m veri sorry to carine n my mum..Haix..I also veri sorry 2 gerald..Wat if nextime i tell my mum tat i stead wif gerald?Will she disagree cox i lie 2 her??Hope no ba!I dun wish 2 think soo much..Hope tat my family agree n i will jux haf a nice family wif gerald..Tats my bdae wish ler ba..Every yer is the same..hahas..Still afraid..I m veri sorri sorri sorry..!!I lyk veri terrible,horrible..haix...SOO SORRI!!!!
Wednesday, March 15, 2006 @ 3:36 PM
haapi dae..bored in e day..
I am soo happi..Hahax..Yesterdae my dear dear toke 2 @ nite..N tat dae soo sianz..hahax..My dear dear @ nite sms miie..I soo shock..I thought it was thyesoon n others..It wasnt..N tat shocked miie..Oh..hahas..Fun dae although veri boring lar..I happi until siaox liao..Den my frend toke 2 miie..I smsing 2 my dear dear..Den neva listen 2 them..Suddenly my dear dear sae will love other gals..Soo sad 4 miie..nvm lor..die wif no regrets..My dear sae if i cal him he will tell miie..so i call lor..Den he neva ans miie..I got make him abit sad n angry bah..cox he cal mi change subject..But i was always e 1 suggesting de..nvm..4 him..okie..So..I from here sae "i m soo sorri..dui bu qi dear.."
15 march
M i reali tat gd??
Got soo many ppl lyk mii??Diao =.="..Or r they pity miie??Or having fun wif miie or tis daes?Nw,carine told miie,timonty LOVE mi??Omg..hahax..let mi count..Thye soon 1st..Gerald 2nd..i onli got 2 boifrend from sec1 until sec2..But if is whu i love the most is GERALD of cox..But he nw a bit cold 2 mi aft his camp..Mayb he hit his head wanted 2 rest more..
Omg..
Got thyesoon,kevin,timonty,benjamin(sec1) lyk miie??I got boifrend de leh..My boifrend gerald..But dunno he care 4 miie mah..Yay..He still love miie..COx i got a letter sae if u dun lub mi,not nid reply..He reply..I happi although is a short msg..I got NCC la..Dun reply..Wonder his head now still okie mah..
Vivian..
I told my best frend vivian abt the things tat happen 2 i n him..He sae..Mayb gerald is in stress..mayb he parents everydae nag @ him sae dun get in realationship..Dun get into relationship..Den mayb he angry den type those msg..Or even he dun wan 2 get mi into trouble..I dun care..I onli love him..i wan gerald..
Thyesoon..
All this daes..He always msg miie..sae wan Lend mi his shoulders 2 cry..I dun wan..I wan my dear dear de shoulder..dear dear always hug mi..So i nw lyk a babe..If not my dear shoulder i will feel veri uncomfortable..He noe i veri tired call mi rest..But i wish it is gerald 2 tell mi tis..Den suddenly ask mi if i could gif him another chance..I dun wan..I love my dear..I dun wan 2 leave my dear dear..Aft he call mi rest,He sae a muackz 2 mi..Omg..If tat word came from gerald den okie..Y him..Not way!!I love my dear onli..
I am soo happi..Hahax..Yesterdae my dear dear toke 2 @ nite..N tat dae soo sianz..hahax..My dear dear @ nite sms miie..I soo shock..I thought it was thyesoon n others..It wasnt..N tat shocked miie..Oh..hahas..Fun dae although veri boring lar..I happi until siaox liao..Den my frend toke 2 miie..I smsing 2 my dear dear..Den neva listen 2 them..Suddenly my dear dear sae will love other gals..Soo sad 4 miie..nvm lor..die wif no regrets..My dear sae if i cal him he will tell miie..so i call lor..Den he neva ans miie..I got make him abit sad n angry bah..cox he cal mi change subject..But i was always e 1 suggesting de..nvm..4 him..okie..So..I from here sae "i m soo sorri..dui bu qi dear.."
15 march
M i reali tat gd??
Got soo many ppl lyk mii??Diao =.="..Or r they pity miie??Or having fun wif miie or tis daes?Nw,carine told miie,timonty LOVE mi??Omg..hahax..let mi count..Thye soon 1st..Gerald 2nd..i onli got 2 boifrend from sec1 until sec2..But if is whu i love the most is GERALD of cox..But he nw a bit cold 2 mi aft his camp..Mayb he hit his head wanted 2 rest more..
Omg..
Got thyesoon,kevin,timonty,benjamin(sec1) lyk miie??I got boifrend de leh..My boifrend gerald..But dunno he care 4 miie mah..Yay..He still love miie..COx i got a letter sae if u dun lub mi,not nid reply..He reply..I happi although is a short msg..I got NCC la..Dun reply..Wonder his head now still okie mah..
Vivian..
I told my best frend vivian abt the things tat happen 2 i n him..He sae..Mayb gerald is in stress..mayb he parents everydae nag @ him sae dun get in realationship..Dun get into relationship..Den mayb he angry den type those msg..Or even he dun wan 2 get mi into trouble..I dun care..I onli love him..i wan gerald..
Thyesoon..
All this daes..He always msg miie..sae wan Lend mi his shoulders 2 cry..I dun wan..I wan my dear dear de shoulder..dear dear always hug mi..So i nw lyk a babe..If not my dear shoulder i will feel veri uncomfortable..He noe i veri tired call mi rest..But i wish it is gerald 2 tell mi tis..Den suddenly ask mi if i could gif him another chance..I dun wan..I love my dear..I dun wan 2 leave my dear dear..Aft he call mi rest,He sae a muackz 2 mi..Omg..If tat word came from gerald den okie..Y him..Not way!!I love my dear onli..
Tuesday, March 14, 2006 @ 3:32 PM
Going out wif Yishi!!
I go out wif her to tampines..(1dunno spelling correct mah??)Her wif victor,weeleng,n other frend which i dunno..Yk last time bluff miie..Sae e neoprint shop veri big..Veri 'big' lor..My dear dear didnt go..He hit his head wanted 2 rest..I got tis news from yishi..i would neva noe unless yishi tell..haix..
In MRT..
In mrt,when i think of dear dear n mie when i m soo sad..i cry de..Den wl will lyk pat mi on e head 2 comfort mi..I will still cry cox he reali lyk my dear..Lyk my dear dear pat my head when others call him beat mi..I will lyk smile there 2 let other envy us..Lyk telling weiyi.."C..My dear dear wont beat mi de..my dear dear love mi veri veri much..nananipoopoo.."LoLx..Nw is i envy yishi n victor..Cox they still in love..I n my dear dear also dunno how..Muz act break..Den sometimes,i dunno do wat make him soo sad or angry wif mi..All i wan is dear dear is my future husband..Den live happily can le..
Walk n wait 4 sum others..
Go walk'nite market'..I saw ppl whu make name on keyshains..Last time i bought 1 4 gerald..Den he join 2 his keys..I still happi la..The pencilbox i bought 4 him he still got use..I still treasure e wallet he bought 4 miie n e wugui..Is still by my side when i nw typing..There got sell 5 pairs of earing which cost $10.If buy a pair is $2.50..Den we neva buy lor..I walk around..Saw puzzle..I found a picture of precious moment de..Got pink background n white de..white de quite nice but yishi sae pink de cox got color..I c the words..White-Friendship..Pink-I believe in mircles..So i bought e pink 1..I do believe in mircles..So..If i finish fixing e puzzle,mayb gerald will love miie tat much again..I still haven finish it..Mayb take a few more daes?But i haven buy the fame..
Walk around the mall..
Aft they came..Walk around..My dear mot there.. So lonely..If weeleng neva come,i also dun wan cum le..Cox lonely mah..Den go up plae arcade..Victor change coins plae e dunno wat..Is something lyk 4 ppl play de..Den i partner wif weeleng while yishi partner victor..Den i n weeleng win..Den the others frend think they extra den walk off their own..Actually i n weeleng extra but we walk closely 2 them..
Neoprint n anger..
Den vic n yishi take neoprint..Den i sae wan c den yishi sae "We kiss u wan c meh?"..E impact..Veri deep..I go out 2 e design photo there wait 4 them..Den they take le cum out..GOt boi rush in but we waited outside den got no photos..Den go a sign sae choose 6 photos den come there..but..When yishi go in..She sae she hear e bois sae eee here n there neva call them 2 choosr..den left a few sec 4 them 2 choose..Den yishi onli choose 2 pic onli cox no time..Den she angry..Den aft tat dunno how vic make her angry..Den aft a while sitting in mrt,she happi le..
THE THING IS..EVERY RELATIONSHIP HAF QUARRELS..IS ONLI C HOW U SETTLE IT..
Go eat..
Go tiong eat lor..Long john silver..my memory..Hahax..They thought i his's gf..LoLx..I laugh until siao liaos..Den he help mi buy e meal..i call him buy de..Den recall my dear help mi..Den aft tat go more den words 2 shop 4 fun den go home le..
I go out wif her to tampines..(1dunno spelling correct mah??)Her wif victor,weeleng,n other frend which i dunno..Yk last time bluff miie..Sae e neoprint shop veri big..Veri 'big' lor..My dear dear didnt go..He hit his head wanted 2 rest..I got tis news from yishi..i would neva noe unless yishi tell..haix..
In MRT..
In mrt,when i think of dear dear n mie when i m soo sad..i cry de..Den wl will lyk pat mi on e head 2 comfort mi..I will still cry cox he reali lyk my dear..Lyk my dear dear pat my head when others call him beat mi..I will lyk smile there 2 let other envy us..Lyk telling weiyi.."C..My dear dear wont beat mi de..my dear dear love mi veri veri much..nananipoopoo.."LoLx..Nw is i envy yishi n victor..Cox they still in love..I n my dear dear also dunno how..Muz act break..Den sometimes,i dunno do wat make him soo sad or angry wif mi..All i wan is dear dear is my future husband..Den live happily can le..
Walk n wait 4 sum others..
Go walk'nite market'..I saw ppl whu make name on keyshains..Last time i bought 1 4 gerald..Den he join 2 his keys..I still happi la..The pencilbox i bought 4 him he still got use..I still treasure e wallet he bought 4 miie n e wugui..Is still by my side when i nw typing..There got sell 5 pairs of earing which cost $10.If buy a pair is $2.50..Den we neva buy lor..I walk around..Saw puzzle..I found a picture of precious moment de..Got pink background n white de..white de quite nice but yishi sae pink de cox got color..I c the words..White-Friendship..Pink-I believe in mircles..So i bought e pink 1..I do believe in mircles..So..If i finish fixing e puzzle,mayb gerald will love miie tat much again..I still haven finish it..Mayb take a few more daes?But i haven buy the fame..
Walk around the mall..
Aft they came..Walk around..My dear mot there.. So lonely..If weeleng neva come,i also dun wan cum le..Cox lonely mah..Den go up plae arcade..Victor change coins plae e dunno wat..Is something lyk 4 ppl play de..Den i partner wif weeleng while yishi partner victor..Den i n weeleng win..Den the others frend think they extra den walk off their own..Actually i n weeleng extra but we walk closely 2 them..
Neoprint n anger..
Den vic n yishi take neoprint..Den i sae wan c den yishi sae "We kiss u wan c meh?"..E impact..Veri deep..I go out 2 e design photo there wait 4 them..Den they take le cum out..GOt boi rush in but we waited outside den got no photos..Den go a sign sae choose 6 photos den come there..but..When yishi go in..She sae she hear e bois sae eee here n there neva call them 2 choosr..den left a few sec 4 them 2 choose..Den yishi onli choose 2 pic onli cox no time..Den she angry..Den aft tat dunno how vic make her angry..Den aft a while sitting in mrt,she happi le..
THE THING IS..EVERY RELATIONSHIP HAF QUARRELS..IS ONLI C HOW U SETTLE IT..
Go eat..
Go tiong eat lor..Long john silver..my memory..Hahax..They thought i his's gf..LoLx..I laugh until siao liaos..Den he help mi buy e meal..i call him buy de..Den recall my dear help mi..Den aft tat go more den words 2 shop 4 fun den go home le..
Monday, March 13, 2006 @ 3:35 PM
Celebrating sister's bdae..
Got cousin came n many are soo handsome n sum r pretty..Of cox not miie..LoLx..Den mum cook of cox..Den eat sister bdae cake..CAke is i slice de..Some quite big n some small..1 whole cake,onli left 1 quater..lolx..
Msging n cal my dear..
I call my dear from 1 something 2 nite le..Almost 2 times asking him wan go mah..I n serene bet b4..I sae my dear dear wont go de la..Den she dun belive..haha..If i bet wif her $10 den i earn liaoxx..Yishi ask him,he told yishi he injured..Can u believe it??He injured again?Is it i make him unhappi?B4 tat is the prefects camp..I angry wif him den type tat sad msg 2 him..Make him cry..Den he injured..Now is i neva even make him,he injured..And i dun even noe..Yishi told mi den i noe..I still recall last time,even he is sick,i m e 1st 2 noe..Den sumtimes yishi will ask,wat happen 2 him..i will tell her..He is sick..Dun let him sae too much..
Wat haf i done wrong..
@ nite,i msg him ask him wad haf i done 2 make him sad or wat..He reply mi @ 11.30 lyk tat..U did nth wrong is tat I DUN WAN MSG U..Tis 5 words make my tears drop when my sister still there in the bedrm reading comic..I try tell myself..He nids alot of rest..Alot..So,i tired myself doing mrs.seah vocab until i feel veri veri tired..But he dun even sae a 'dear''muacks' or watever..
Happi moments doesnt last long..
I gave up..Whose happi moments last long??Who can show miie??I will congratulate tat person..You r bless 2 b happi..Euu r the happiest person in the world..Even i think gerald whu is soo gd 2 mie also change le..Whu else wont..Mayb victor ba..Or even gerald..Let's us c in 10years time..If victor married yishi..I should congratulate her le..If gerald in 10 years time or wat married mi..I should b veri veri veri happi lyk jumping over the moon liao..My di di always cal mi not 2 think abt him..I reali reali love him lor..Close my eye also him..2 times think of him le..Sometimes,serene call mi treat it as a dream..I sae no..It is a memory 4 2 of us..A dream?Yah..Trying 2 Make it come true nw..
I now dun wan go out unless my dear ask mi out..I think is sec4 le..Or even,wont happen 4eva...I dunno..I dun wan msg him also..Lata he think i so irrating..I also dun wan call..Juz b his secret admirer..I will wait 4 him 2 call miie or even msg miee..Den i will reply..
Sunday, March 12, 2006 @ 3:31 PM
Good dream..
dream of my dear dear..miss him so much..Dream of him going 2 sumwhere hug hug miie..So happi i was..have his hug hug n can chat wif him..got alot of ppl suspect us patching up..Den aft sch went sumwhere..Lyk e stairs..Den got ppl follow..We turn until they lost the sight of us..We sit @ e stairs..He hug n toke 2 miie..So fun..Although it is a dream,i m still happi..
Go out wif serene onli..
Going out wif serene..Hooray..Going ice-skate wif her..Go tiong meet her..Wa..I saw alvin lim..He last time short short n abit fat fat de..Nw he grow taller n he not last time tat fat..Den we toke abt e bad points of yk..She soo bad 1..Everytime go out us us will wear until so "bao lu"..Wa lao..Nvm lor..Her choice..Wat she wans 2 wear also not my business also..But we go out wif her,she will suan us..wear tis n tat not nice..Miss my dear dear veri much leh..On e mrt n almost every moment,i will think of him..Is he happi in camp??Without my presence in camp,is he more happi or sad??I try call him but his handphone is turned off..Mayb his teacher called them 2 off his hp or hand their hp 2 the teachers..cox he ncc mah..
Reach Jurong le..
We go shop a while..Den bought a bangle each..$1.50 onli..quite nice 2 us..(i m wearing it 2 type)I wonder if it is gerald whu buy 4 mie de..I will b damn happi liao..Go jurong entertainment centre there 2 skate..Got KBOX bside ice-skate there..Reach there..walk around 4 fun den went upstairs..Got competition on..Omg..Got 2 wait quite a while lor..Den serene wan 2 find the ' helper' whu help her last time when she fall..Help her find by letting her wear my glasses..Lolx..Dengo down walk again..Go up..Yeah..Got machine now making the floor smoother..Muz wait..Den okie liaox..Everybody lining up 2 get the tickets..Wa..So long..Dun wan le..
Go KFC..
Den we got soo angry..Suddenly,got soo hungry..Den i got coupon..Can eat KFC lor..She toking 2 miie abt the helper as i toking 2 abt my dear dear..LoLx..Dunno she got listen mah??Mayb i too talkative liao..Toke too much..Den i jux accidentally kick her..I rmb i n my dear dear during english lesson in e library..he his legs to 'catch' my leg..Den pull them 2 his side..Den i struggle,E shoe came off..Lolxx..I wish he go out 2 celebate yishi's belated bdae..den in return i shorten my life 4 10years..And i married 2 him..Shorten another 10years..I dun mind..I juz wan him go out lor n i wish i could married 2 him lor..
Go up c the 'helper'
Dunno e helper got come mah?Wa..Go inside 2 c..Siao..Got so many ppl skating..@ 1st,if we dunno how skate n fall down,soo pai seh lor..Soo many couples skating..Lyk soo romantic..The guys go hold e gals 2 skate..Some r boygal friends..How i hopeI m skating wif gerald den..Is lyk soo fun..If he noe how skate gd le..Should haf cum last time..Wat if i call gerald 2 cum nw tis march holidaes??Mayb he cannot de..He's not free or his dad dun let him out..Sad.. nvm..
Go home without skating..
Haix..No time 2 ice-skate le..Around 5pm liao..If skate,will b until 7pm..Den 7 go back,7 something or even 8pm..Lata get scolded..So dun wan lor..Go mrt..Den jux nice e train cum..But dun feel lyk going..feel lyk staying there a while more..Got wind n nice landscape 2 c..Den go back 2 tiong..Den i call serene go more than words 2 shop a while..Den she sugguesting 2 take neoprints..Take liao..Quite funni lor..Den c liao laugh luagh laugh..
Wish my dear dear happi..
If i married 2 any1,i will try make him happi..He doing his work,i make coffee 4 him..Help massage him 2 make him relax or alert..BUT i wish e 1 whu i married to is my dear dear gerald..*MUACK 2 HIM*
Saturday, March 11, 2006 @ 3:30 PM
I MISS MY DEAR!!HE GONE CAMP!!!
Serene Letter's
Serene's words..Got copyrite..Lub is lyk tat,euu noe euu canot haf him,n will stubborn,wana wait,even if he hurts euu n treat eu invisable or even hates 2 c eu,eu will die die lub him onli de..
Music Lesson
Wat the hell??The teacher(mrs ong) neva scold the bois??We gals soo quiet..Den get bullied by her..Mayb bluff ppl..Mrs ong 4sure got scold them de lor..Hahax..In music lesson,Miss Tong,is quite uncomfortable cox we too quiet le..She saes if we r noisy,lata will b same as the bois..Haha..She sae e 1st ws she gave e pic of e baby is baby zhengkai..LoLz..Den felicia saes is the monkey in front lor..Got 1 word call dynamic..Den she sae mrs seah is a dynamic teacher..She told us,b4 tat,got some of bois sae..Teacher u finish le..Sae mrs seah dynamite..LoLx..
Who is noisy??
Miss Tong sae is Zheng kai,Aspah,Edwin,Jit nung..Den felicia added Gerald also..Miie feel abit sad lar..Den she sae,Omg..She sae cannot sae hor..LoLx..su min:"sae they act in front of mrs seah".I was lyk..Nw gerald lyk tat..But last time not lyk tat de lar..I noe him..*Muack* 2 him..Den felicia sae:"Shh..Got spy here".They mean mi mah??Veri weird..When we in relationship,e news spread soo fast..When fake break,call them spread hor,slower den tortise lor..Weird 1..
Daedreaming in music class..
I think of sum1..Of cox is my dear lar..My dear veri important 2 miie.. :p Den suddenly,yishi sae eat wif her..I suddenly got something flash thru my mind..Pictures..Memories of last time,gerald n i tat time..He wearing ncc uniform soo cool n handsome lor in my eyes even other think not..i lub sit beside him cox lyk veri cool lyk tat..he look serious when he neva smile in ncc..He will sometimes share Green Tea wif mi on fridae lor..Den sometimes,ppl cal him beat mi but he will pat mi on e head..Den i always sae he bullly mi 2 poke him..lolx..Den aft tat will go back 2 class n toke or look over 2 other side of e blk to technical there..Den in Eng lesson i look sad,he will put his hand n sayang mi on e cheek..Is lyk so romantic 4 him 2 do tat..I shy lor..He do in front of Jackie n Yishi..Haix..BUt Everything all gone liao.. :'(
And he deleted his blog where all my memories r there..I dunno e reason y but feel lyk crying lor..I asked him b4 but he refused 2 sae..nvm lor..Dun force him..
CCA LE!
Yesh!!Oleh..Relax time in D&T rm..Got air-con..But senior sae all go hall 4 badminton..Den haf badminton..Den tat benjamin i noe from yishi n he also my junior..He sae there n there..Call mi dun play cox many ppl will hit e head..Nvm..Den aft tat he sae wan challenge mi..I dun wan..Den i play wif my frenz..He wan partner mi..Den i grant his wish 4 a while lor..Den rest a while 2 chat..Den suddenly got ppl sae he lyk mii..SIAO!!! No Way..I onli lub my lao gong onli..I veri faithly 2 my dear de..Den i juz act didnt her..Sae haha hehe hoho..Dun care abt them lor..i n my senior sae lots of English..Learnt from mrs seah de..Veri funni when sae..Laugh out loud..
Back 2 D&T rm..
Den go back there 2 put bag n sit..Wa lao..Senior still poke mi saying benjamin lyk mi..I soo angry lor..I juz tell them..I onli got 1 lao gong,1dear,1 person whu is in my heart n whu is important..Is ******!! I dun wan tell them lar..But in my heart onli got GERALD onli..NO OTHER!!Wa..Aft cca go back..Got ncc pitching their tents 4 camp..I feel lyk going there 2 sae bye n miss him but i dun dare..i try 2 walk pass..Look 4 him..Got 1 person side view look lyk him but got feeling is not him..Wa..Heng..I noe how my lao gong look..Got SPECIAL FEELINGS DE lor!Den saw him le..Look @ him,he also neva look @ mi so cannot sae le..He looks go engross in pitching the tent lor..Miss HIM SOO MUCH!!
Thursday, March 09, 2006 @ 3:29 PM
Yishi's present..
hahax..ppl thought i so rich..Solo gif yishi present..No la..I share it wif my dear de lor..Den got a card i bought in precious moments sae i share wif him..My DEAR!!Wa lao..She receive it going to hug mi..Phew..I dun wan hers..I wan also wan my dear dear de la..cox his shoulders veri comfortable mah..She run around wif e wu gui lyk crazy..Many ppl looking @ her..LoLx..She made e 2e2 charrier angry by hugging tat walking around..
PE Time!!
Got to fa xie coz not happi mah..Juz chiong lor..Heng ppl run in front of mi if not i got 2 lead..Muz run in single file..I dun wan lead lor..Lata get scold..run fast,teacher scold..run slow,frendz scold..E best not 2 stand in front lar..Jux run..Non-stop..den teacher not happi..call us run dunno how many rounds..Den 1 line of gals n 1 line of boys stand 2gether..Run again..Do jummping-jack..siaox..E boys got some anyhow do den haf punishment(pull-up)..Den we do until 1234,5678..bois count 1234,2234 n so on..We gals count 5678 onli..Den do until 8234 den e teacher sae we neva follow instructions den everybody do push-up..aft tat chin-up..Wat e..I chin-up veri poor cannot pass,muz train e arm strength..
Take medicine ball..
I sua gu..Dun even noe wat tat coz primary sch tat time once or twice go PE storerm there n take equipments..Dun even c tat b4..Cannot pass pull-up de go wif zheng kai take somthing..They sae dunno wat pill..Thought is a pill tat will make us strong in pull-up..Den go D&T blk there..Close 2 e basketball court there take..To my susprise is lyk basketball,soft ball lyk tat..Take it out,WA KAO!!!!!!SO HEAVY!!!5kg LEH!!!Bring back there until so lang bei..Den some gals sitting there 4 fun 2 chit-chat,saw us taking until lyk so heavy,offer help lor..Den they also got tat expression on their faces..So heavy..LoLx..
5kg ball HIT MI..
Carry up n down many times until so tired..I wan try to do gals de push..Okie..start do..Den something hit me on my back..Veri pain..Tat 5kg ball hit mi on e left of my back..Den e asaph wif my dear there..i dunno whu throw..Ask liao den asaph sae is him..Den my dear sae orbie..(if he is my last time de dear who wif a kind face in NCC or even tat happi face in e not formal class photo,he will 4 sure run 2 mi ask mi whether pain a not)but 2 bad,he is not..feel lyk crying out when i think of tis lor..So painful also..Den rub a bit..Aft saw my dear doing pull up on the metal bar..Pull soo high..i also cannot praise him lata ppl suspect..onli can sae him show off..
MATH
Aft PE,Math lesson..math teacher go thru finish common test,den some ppl go get some marks..Shiyan help mi ask teacher 4 some marks but canoot coz also not rite..Wa..Stand n go Shiyan there,suddenly PAIN!!!Left leg Walk,Pain..Pain from behind tat place where kidney is..onli way,put my hand there..Try comfort it..No use..Wait once pain once until i sit down on e chair..
Recess..
Still pain..Walk n pull my blouse..coz veri pain..Until i sit..Den Mrs seah class..Go computer rm 2 record voice..Lata listen again..Weird weird de..Lyk last time Dr.Math in litespeed got robo boy n gal..Lyk e gal speaking..Lyk toy lor..so soft also..Sian lor..Take 1 period n some time 2 record e reading..Lata still got to haf conversation in e recording..Mad de..Come back 2 class,pack bag go D&T le..Den my dear sae bye bye in his mouth..m i seeing things??or is he saying 2 other ppl??i still got reply bye bye also..D&T do pratical loh...Yippee..A bit dunno how use some tools..
Aft Sch!!
YEAH!!Muz arrage my math file la..Den go eat wif yishi..SAw my dear also cannot go hug him..So sad..Got scolding from him..Cox i msg him,den call him wan him reply mah..Den he scold mi sae he is busy.. He sae " I busy n dun call n msg mi!!"lyk tat..Wif tis !! lyk veri angry lyk tat..Tears come down aqain..neva cry 4 a few daes,2dae start crying again..Explain 2 him,he also angry..Call him c my blog lor..Here got explain ma..
hahax..ppl thought i so rich..Solo gif yishi present..No la..I share it wif my dear de lor..Den got a card i bought in precious moments sae i share wif him..My DEAR!!Wa lao..She receive it going to hug mi..Phew..I dun wan hers..I wan also wan my dear dear de la..cox his shoulders veri comfortable mah..She run around wif e wu gui lyk crazy..Many ppl looking @ her..LoLx..She made e 2e2 charrier angry by hugging tat walking around..
PE Time!!
Got to fa xie coz not happi mah..Juz chiong lor..Heng ppl run in front of mi if not i got 2 lead..Muz run in single file..I dun wan lead lor..Lata get scold..run fast,teacher scold..run slow,frendz scold..E best not 2 stand in front lar..Jux run..Non-stop..den teacher not happi..call us run dunno how many rounds..Den 1 line of gals n 1 line of boys stand 2gether..Run again..Do jummping-jack..siaox..E boys got some anyhow do den haf punishment(pull-up)..Den we do until 1234,5678..bois count 1234,2234 n so on..We gals count 5678 onli..Den do until 8234 den e teacher sae we neva follow instructions den everybody do push-up..aft tat chin-up..Wat e..I chin-up veri poor cannot pass,muz train e arm strength..
Take medicine ball..
I sua gu..Dun even noe wat tat coz primary sch tat time once or twice go PE storerm there n take equipments..Dun even c tat b4..Cannot pass pull-up de go wif zheng kai take somthing..They sae dunno wat pill..Thought is a pill tat will make us strong in pull-up..Den go D&T blk there..Close 2 e basketball court there take..To my susprise is lyk basketball,soft ball lyk tat..Take it out,WA KAO!!!!!!SO HEAVY!!!5kg LEH!!!Bring back there until so lang bei..Den some gals sitting there 4 fun 2 chit-chat,saw us taking until lyk so heavy,offer help lor..Den they also got tat expression on their faces..So heavy..LoLx..
5kg ball HIT MI..
Carry up n down many times until so tired..I wan try to do gals de push..Okie..start do..Den something hit me on my back..Veri pain..Tat 5kg ball hit mi on e left of my back..Den e asaph wif my dear there..i dunno whu throw..Ask liao den asaph sae is him..Den my dear sae orbie..(if he is my last time de dear who wif a kind face in NCC or even tat happi face in e not formal class photo,he will 4 sure run 2 mi ask mi whether pain a not)but 2 bad,he is not..feel lyk crying out when i think of tis lor..So painful also..Den rub a bit..Aft saw my dear doing pull up on the metal bar..Pull soo high..i also cannot praise him lata ppl suspect..onli can sae him show off..
MATH
Aft PE,Math lesson..math teacher go thru finish common test,den some ppl go get some marks..Shiyan help mi ask teacher 4 some marks but canoot coz also not rite..Wa..Stand n go Shiyan there,suddenly PAIN!!!Left leg Walk,Pain..Pain from behind tat place where kidney is..onli way,put my hand there..Try comfort it..No use..Wait once pain once until i sit down on e chair..
Recess..
Still pain..Walk n pull my blouse..coz veri pain..Until i sit..Den Mrs seah class..Go computer rm 2 record voice..Lata listen again..Weird weird de..Lyk last time Dr.Math in litespeed got robo boy n gal..Lyk e gal speaking..Lyk toy lor..so soft also..Sian lor..Take 1 period n some time 2 record e reading..Lata still got to haf conversation in e recording..Mad de..Come back 2 class,pack bag go D&T le..Den my dear sae bye bye in his mouth..m i seeing things??or is he saying 2 other ppl??i still got reply bye bye also..D&T do pratical loh...Yippee..A bit dunno how use some tools..
Aft Sch!!
YEAH!!Muz arrage my math file la..Den go eat wif yishi..SAw my dear also cannot go hug him..So sad..Got scolding from him..Cox i msg him,den call him wan him reply mah..Den he scold mi sae he is busy.. He sae " I busy n dun call n msg mi!!"lyk tat..Wif tis !! lyk veri angry lyk tat..Tears come down aqain..neva cry 4 a few daes,2dae start crying again..Explain 2 him,he also angry..Call him c my blog lor..Here got explain ma..
