Saturday, April 22, 2006 @ 1:35 PM
Got how many daes ler??
All tis daes dunno y soo tired lor..come back home wan sleep..Lyk got illness lyk tat..
I didnt msg him abt 5 or 6 daes liao..He also dun bother 2 msg miie also..one word my god-sister lyk to use is 'hack care' lor..My junior in 1n1..Jux nice gerald take tat class..Lolx..Last time is Shiyan n Fong Lin take one..hahax..Shiyan become shi lian..Fong Lin become Chu lian..hahas..
Taking class photo..
other classes got informal n formal but our class onli haf formal..So er xin lar..Mrs seah lar..Dun let us take call us go go go..Den we lyk bu gan yuan she kept saying go..No choice lar..She form teacher..Sae go means go..She nid 2 meet e NIE teacher 4 talk den cannot take..coz of her..we dun haf informal photo ler..Den ppl buy informal n formal,we can onli buy formal..But one thing funni is..She sits in between 2 Jasmine..wahaha..
Talking abt gerald wif my junior..
My junior hor last time ask mi whu my bf mah..Den tell her proudly lor..Den she ask alot..Den found out i found out tat he is taking her class..My junior mix up him n another guy..Tat other guy also botak de..Skinny de..Eye brown also veri thick..lyk gerald..My Junior told mi tat he(e other guy) always toke to girls..hahas..Den i always thought is gerald..Den Jealous here n there..Wahaha..Stupid miie hors??I sumtimes sms him sae he n sec1 girls always toke..Den sae he lyk all those sec1..I 'zuo guai ta le'..But hor he got sms mi sae he lyk 2 prefects..nvm..
Out from D&T studio..
come out of the d&t studio hor saw 1 long queue of NCC member..siaoz..I was lyk wan 2 look out 4 gerald..Soo long..veri hard 2 search lar..Trying but cannot c leh..Den i n my senior they wan go hall den go lor..4sure got walk past him de..@ hall my senior they all sms here n there..Talk talk..nth 2 do den sae she n he couple or watever..Den the ncc come in sit @ the side of the hall..Den my chairman call us 2 stand up n go 2 e other side..Jux den walk 2 the other side,i saw him went i walk straight..i was lyk..omg..=.='' dunno whether i shld look at him??take a peek at him lor..den saw him jux look away n neva look at mi..(i buai ba :p )Den dunno wat happen saw them stand n walk straight there lyk going 2 take the cca photo..But they walk straight out of the hall lor..
Oraganized ourselves..
who taller stand at the back..Den we sae lata whu stand wif benjamin is sui..Lolx..Then sum of my senior sae whu wan stand wif him..Formal photo in cca quite okie lar..but actually is sotong ball stand behind mii de..Dunno y they change to benjamin stand behind mi..Wa lao ehh..Den informal he make fun of mi on my head..Wa kao..Den got 1 sec2 sae he saw CONNETION between i & him..OH PLZ!!My god..connetion??His head lar..I wonder wat happen if my dear saw it??Will he b jealous??I m waiting 4 e yearbook lor..Most likely they wont put informal photo 4 cca de..they got 60% put formal de..
Tuesday, April 18, 2006 @ 3:02 PM
Haix..My dear SICK!!!
He sick..No wonder..I talk to yishi den i soo called tilt den was him lying there..hear him sniffing..Soo ke lian 4 him..Reali feel lyk sayang him leh..So heartbroken..He sick..But he go home aft recess..he took e key walk until lyk nth happen..He not wearing prefect tie den I thought his prefect post being cancel..Phew..Not..
English 'LAP' grouping..
Yishi heard until project ler den call us 4 in the group..Dun change..But dunno y he change..Change 2 be wif zhengkai..Actually he sitting on agnes de chair..I was lyk quite Jealous lar..Cox thinking tat 1e1 he sat on my chair den lyk mi..Dunno wat reason i giving la..WEird de..I c zhengkai they all..Lyk dunwan do..Dunno whu wif them..got weiyi..I think okie lor..Quite worried if they fail..Afraid tat they throw everything on Gerald 2 do..
Wif Wei Chard in e group..
Quite funni de...
-Chan Wei Chard
-Chan Yishi
-Jasmine Low
-Jackie Quek Jun Xing
The names Veri cutee hor.. 2C2J..If nid group name,we will name it JC..hahax..In the group rite,I found actually we can talk n communicate veri well lor..Den they veri cuutee..Kawaeneii!!(sld b spelt lyk tat ba..)Make miie laugh until lyk siaox..Mr salleh become Mr Sally..Miss Joanna Tan become Miss Jonna Tan..Lyk man becom woman,woman become man..
Chinese Lesson..
Dunno y sudden my frend behind ask mi..
Fren:YOu stead wif gerald arh??
Den 2nd fren beside:Huh..You stead wif him..2E1 de arh??
Miie:Yah..But break liaox..
2nd fren:tat 1 ncc soo ugly face lyk g---t...
Miie:Cannot arh??(sad)
Miie reali feel veri sad lor..He sae tis..He even sae he is better den him lor..I was lyk..Ya la..U more handsome okie??SAd leh..Den still mux act laugh laugh althought veri sad..
Met victor aft sch..
He sae wat benjamin find mi neva zip..I was lyk huh..Dun get it lor..Den he sae He caught him 2nd time neva zip liaox..-.-..Den he sae i mayb c until 4got..I sae wa lao..I not soo bian tai lor..I also neva pay attention..I still love my dear..
Monday, April 17, 2006 @ 3:18 PM
Wa..1week liaox..
Miie neva update blog..Haix..Got sumthing unexpected lar..Cannot sae..Wahaha...Haix..Shld i tell e teacher??But sum sae yes leh..-->Tell e teacher if he dun patch wif mi..diao..-.-..Lyk child's play..Wahaha..Lolx..
Called miie?!?
Sumthing happen lar..But he called mi @ nite..Den soo call pls mi 2 patch..B4 tat he sae i threatening him 2 patch wif mi..Wat the..I veri angry mah..SAe until lyk i force him..I told him sae i already got boyfrend..He was lyk..Jealous..I was soo happi tat he ask mi lar..Not soo happi tat he cry..When i answer e phone hor,he voice was lyk veri soft n sad lar..not lyk last time..
Talk to him he was lyk playing sae wat thing..hurt mii alot..
Now?
Is lyk soft de..When i heard his voice lyk tat,i feel lyk crying lor..Reali break my heart..Sae all e conditions..dunno y hor he sae dunwan patch..my gor listening is lyk dun allow me to patch wif him..Omg..I tell my gor act my boyfriend..Den mux cal each other dear n darling..I REALI CANNOT SAE DEAR LOR..CANNOT BRING MYSELF TO SAE..I TAKE HIM AS GERALD DEN SAE..WE R LAUGHING AWAY LOR..When he cal,i ask him whether wan conference wif my dear(gor)..he sound more sad n hung..
I reali cant bring myself 2 bluff him..
The next dae..I told him e truth..My gor not my boyfriend onli act de..Den after sch sms him..Still wan patch?He told mi no cox i bluff him..Wa lao..yesterdae i soo happi cox he told mi tat he 75% love mi,25% lyk mii,0% hate mii..Aft my cca thingy,i go home called him,he veri angry..Den tell him abt my gor sae he is sum1 whu is (zui ying xin ruan) de 2 tell him..He bcome more angry as i bluff him mah..Den aft tat cal him,he go reject..Saturdae,Sunday sms him,he didnt even reply..Wat the..
I REALI DUNNO WAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT!!!MY HEART NW IS VERI 'LUAN'..NW I SHLD CONCENTRATE 1ST..AFT EXAM DEN SAE..
He also got poke mi sae he lyk 2prefects..Sae 1prefects from my class..I suspect is anges or even herlina..I dunno lar..I angry ler..Den sae u lyk,lyk lor..I also dun care..Even u 50years old get married i also duncare..E fact is i care..Tell him i jealous got any help??Tell him tat he more happi poke miie..Neva mind..Sumtimes i suspect myself of illness lyk depression..Dunno y think of dying..I reali lub him tat much..
I WISH HE WILL SMS MI SOON!!!REALI HOPE TAT HAPPEN!!
Aishiteru wa to gerald!!Muack!!
Monday, April 10, 2006 @ 5:28 PM
Shld i b happi or sad??
Yeah..Gerald sae wan gif mi chance but got to do sumthing in order 4 him 2 4gif mi..but on e other hand,my gor sae he got gf..I was lyk OMG!!Wat e hack..Was my gor bluffing mi or he is playing a trick on mi..Wat shld i do??
My gor or dear??
Tis is fom my gor:He & his fren follow him wanted to beat him..-.- Den he saw a gal wif him..KISSING!!He sae de..I was lyk..It reali hurts mi..DEEP INTO MY HEART..I ask him mah..He sae no lor..I dunno wat shld i do??Whu shld i believe??My boyfren of my gor gor..Post a comment 2 ba!!I m soo frustrated..
Force him sae..
My gor check from alot of ppl(7 ppl)..Actually he dun wan to tell mi..I make him,threaten him tell mi..Or else he wont tell mi ler..He sae c mi so happi can ler..dun wan hurt mi..@ last he sae ler..Sae dun wan tell mi e details..Force him..Den he sae ler..Sec 1..Express..Dance club..Whu is it??I go ask..Ask sum1 ler..Sheena??I veri mao dun..
Gerald's msg..
E thing is tat lyk nw lor dun talk to each
other or wat n 18 den i 18 den tell parents abt tis u
mux do dumthing tat canmake mi wan 2 4gif u..
I dun lyk gal who lyk act cute a bit wild la..Dun think u wan??
Lame..
Diao-.-'' His meaning is saying i act cute lar??I didnt lor..My gor sae mayb will get happiness..Den he 'po wo leng shui'.SAe he nw timer..Wan time mi..yi jiao ta liang chuan..I dunno Wan to do man!!Can any1 suggest mi anything..E thing i hope is my gor gor kidding wif mi lor..But hor,my gor soo serious lyk real wan..I dunno whu to believe..
@ 1:26 PM
Cry aft waking up..
wat e hell is happening 2 mi??When i wake up,i feel lyk msging him 2 beg him leh..But i noe cannot de..I dun wan msg him to bother him wif his 'gf' lar..I noe myself..mayb i will irrate him by msging him alot..even my gor gor,weeleng,cal him dun msg him if not he dun wan mi 2 b his god-sis liaox..Wat shld i do??I reali reali hope one dae i sleep liao will not wake up..Den i wont ever msg him..
Playing games to 4get all e stress..
Playing 02Jam..any1 interested to join mi plae??Haix ..I downloading songs 4 e game..N while downloading i write my blog lor..Soo long de..Mi lor..Cal frend..Den ask them shld i msg him..Grace lor..Sae u wan msg u msg..But he got cal u dun msg him..den u dun msg lor..Wats e point of saying tis??also neva suggest mi whether shld i msg or shld i not..Omg..I still cannot 4get him..Mayb i shld jux quietly secretly b his admirer lor..nvm de lar..Mayb aft 10years,i will still b lyk tat..
begging my gor..
I rmb i beg all my gor not to gif him problems de..If i cry,they noe,they will beat gerald de..When they call mi,I m sad,i will jux listen them talking n wouldnt sae anything or even cry softly not to let them noe..they got sae mux gif him up..Den they help to find boys 4 mi jux 2 4get him..M i tat despo??NO!!I jux love him onli..They sumtimes sae wan beat him until he becum handicap..i will lyk wa lao eh..nvm lor..Den my dear dear broke his legs n arms i still will love him de..I will take care of him..cox he will still use his heart to sayang mi de..he got lots of way to sayang mi n make mi happi de..
I also wan thank my gor here as they call to make mi happi..N use lots of ways to make mi 4get him but it is impossible lor..They always call n listen to my fav phrase..'I m thinking of him' (in chinese)
VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV
I wish that my dear can patch back wif mii!!
I love you-->aishiteru wa
Sunday, April 09, 2006 @ 12:10 PM
My dream?!?
I still rmb wat i dreamt of..Got 4 times i dream of him liao..hahax..
1st is a Nice one..he gone somewhere to hug miie..
2nd is bad de..He broke up wif mie..
3rd is quite happi de..Real break liao neva toke to mi in class..tis dream is he toking to miie..
4th is e best soo far..Is he patch up wif miiw!!!
I m still in my Dream land..
haix..I m still there..Cannot 4get him off my mind..Wa..Such VIP lor..Dunno he lykSum of my seniors ask mi y i m soo unhappi..izzit of 'bb'?? 'bb' stands 4 boyfren break..ya lar..they c my lyk tat 4 dunno how many daes..God noes..hahas..Sumtimes they c mi veri happi..Happi as in i acted happi..ppl can hire mi 2 act ler..Yesterdae cannot hide lar..Cox cca got soo much stress..Seniors ask mi wan 'drink' to stress..In cca angry until become hungry lor..Run up n down..Den go down to the canteen n buy food..
Walk back to e design studio den finish up e food liao..mi pro hor..Den my teacher ask wa..Soo fast finish ur food..i was lyk 'haha'..i told Mr koh..i angry become hungry..Den he sae mr toh..Angry wif us den eat den becom soo big size..Den go down take photo..
Talk to miss tong todae..
Walk pass him..Saw sum got light from his phone..Wa..I was thinking his 'new' gf gif de..Mayb not..bluff myself sae his gf gif de..quite haapi 4 mi lar..See his hair lyk tat i quite happie lar..cox lyk last time tat hair style i gone out wif him c "i m not stupid too"..The hp cover i gave him,he also change liao..he reali 4got mi ler..Wat i reali wish is 2 haf him wif mi..half a year wif him,sae break means break..Wat e f---..sumtimes i feel lyk dying lor..Cox e pain of it..(wanting 2 cry ler)jux think of e pain u will jux cry..Aft i die,i wont feel e pain..
Pray hard..
Pray everydae dunno wat happen 2 mi,i go hospital..thinking of him again..I think liao..I m not going to 4get him..I will jux b a career woman n earn lotz of $$ den adopt a child cal myself mummy..Mayb e child cal gerald or even others..(mayb my handsome partner in K2)hahas..I heard him singing 'tong hua'..1st time hear him sing..LoLx..mi weird..last time shld cal him sing bdae song 4 mi..
Go frenz hse again share problems..
We bought ice-cream..buy a tub den share..Lolx..Her parents not in..Wa..Party..Sit there in e living rm eat n watch tv..Plae e guitar song entitled 'can't help falling in love'..I reali lub the song alot..hahax..Den cry lor..sad..everybody sae out their problems..I tell them the guitar lesson thing..1 of my frend got a feeling he is up to sumthing..Actually i think it is lyk tat 1 but he wont share out his problem..Keep on telling mi tat he dun love mi ler!!NO!!!I still rmb wat he promise mi..Even if his parent dun agree our relationship,he will sae he will run away from home wif mi 2 another place 2 live..Or even beg his parent 2 approve it..Or even dun care jux stand 4 his decision..Cry a while okie liao..didnt think much lar..Take photo..Quite siao 1..around 9 den cum back..
Saturday, April 08, 2006 @ 11:56 AM
Happi to SAd..
Actually gd mood on Fridae cox my music i compose is choosen 4 e competition!!Yippee..quite funni lar..Still got write copyrite there de..I still rmb tat mrs ong sae mi 4 my notes..Den my fren,herlina,mrs ong sae her song okie okie onli..Wa lao..I heard gerald's conversation wif anges lar..Den they sae until she n him..I was soo called jealous lar..So wat i jealous??Who cares??nvm lor..onli a while..4get it man..
CCa..
Soo busy..Also not veri happi lar..When think of him,i was thinking when he haf new gf..Wat if he go tiong n i saw him walking wif a gal holding hands??Wat will come to my mind??Slap tat gal meh??No..mayb jux pretend i didnt c it lor..
Till nw,I also NOT SURE y he break wif mii..
Thursday, April 06, 2006 @ 3:46 PM
CaN u b3liEve iT?!?
He cried in home econs..Hais..I got no reaction lar..I dun laugh abt him de lor..my reaction is lyk,wat happen 2 him..I saw him cry b4..I got make him happi de lor..rmb got once i gu yi make him cry lor..Cox he dunno wat tears taste lyk mah..Den i make him cry to let him taste!!Jux wish 2 sayang him but 4sure cannot de lor..he wont let mi do tat de lar..Wat reali happen..I got e news from some1..Haix..I still rmb i cry when mrs ong sae abt mi 4 e idoit note thing..Den he noe i cry..Dunno whu tell him de lor..
Wat happen?
I receive a news from my gor lar..my gor sae tat his fren,sam fong(I dunno i spell correctly mah..) wans beat him??Call him 2 b careful..I wan tell him as i saw him..As u noe,i msg him b4 tell him bcareful,he tell mi is his problem not mine..hais..Mayb lata call ppl tell him ba..Go find teacher 1st lor..Wa lao..They tml wan rebel..Cal mi inform them..i dunno their hp no. lor..Wan tell them also cannot lor..Cal shaun tell them he dunwan lor..Wa lao..The person whu tell mi tat,i told tat person tat got a guy wan beat him..The person whu tell mi e news sae:beat lor,whu cal him soo action..I was lyk diao=.="..
I feel lyk dying!!
I dunno wat i wan most..All inside my mind was gerald here gerald there de..Wat m i doingi also dunno..As i noe,I lyk got split character arh??1 innocent 1 evil de..Lolx..innocent 1 always cry de lor..evil 1 always lyk neva mind..Who cares??Haix..I reali crazy le lar!!!Who wans volunteer & send mi 2 mental hospital??I reali crazy liaoxx..sumtimes..I feel lyk giving up on him..Den a while lata sae lyk tat den cannot 4get..Feel lyk having a brain-washedmachine leh..If i got,mayb i will erase him off my mind..Lata i 'mao dun'..Wan erase mahx..Cannot regret de..
thinking..
Haix..Lata 'mao dun' until lyk tat soo crazy..Dun haf better la..Think of having a accident lor..Being hit by car on e head den 4get him liaox..Lata suai suai onli rmb him n 4get everybody lor..hahax(dun sae..If lata fren read tis will sae:"rmb mii")hahaz..
Sumtimes ppl sae:"Gif up on him..See him happi wif others is also e SAME as LOVE him.."Kaox..If everybody in e world think tis way,can u imagine tat there is no couple in tis world liao..Den wat if he also think tis way??His thinking(mayb):"Gif up on Jasmine..Let her find some others whu is better den mi tat can gif her happiness??"Wa..If he think lyk tat we will b separate 4eva..will i b happi??ANS IS:NO!!
True Words..
I REALI REALI REALI LOVE HIM ALOT..i DUN UNDERSTAND HIM ALL TIS DAES..i WISH I CAN B WIF HIM LYK LAST TIME!!Not soo quiet in class lyk nw..He toke,dun let mi sae..I toke,he shut up..Hais..How i wish he toke 2 miie lor..I toke 2 him,lyk "dui nui tan qing"(same as toking 2 e wall lar)..Aft he 22nd feb,his parents noe..He became colder 2 mie..Dunno wat he is thinking abt..He gone to 2 camps-prefects n UG camp..If he hadnt b prefect,will he haf time 4 mi..I rmb tat i encourage him 2 b prefect de..
Thyesoon's de msg..
Ts:"Have u regret making the decision by choosing him instead of me??haha.."
Wat i replied him is:"i Didnt regret choosing him..He treat mi gd..Cox all tis things happen make him change ba..I dun regret choosing him..I love him alot.."
Story..Memories..
My NAFA test,2.4km running..I fail by 1 min lyk tat..He playing basketball c mi run cox he pass ler..He encourage mi lor..Den make me run there tat time dun dare 2 walk lor..lata he cal mi run..Mux run 6 rounds leh..Den everytime i run to the basketball area there..He will lyk cal mi jia you..hahax..Den aft around 5th round @ parade sq,he told mi:"Faster run..Pass liao den lata i gif u a kiss on ur face.."Soo haappi lar..Faster run..Den Reach there still fail leh..Go canteen rest as i m sad of cox..Walk there,he is there waiting 4 miie..Ask mi did i pass??told him No..Den he pass mi his water bottle..Cal mi drink water..Drink lor..(sharing bottle wif him) :p..Dun xian mu..hahas..LoLx..aft sch he still got gif mi a kiss leh..though i fail still got kiss..hehe..Good hor??
He is my 24 孝de lao gong..MUACKS DEAR!!!
Wednesday, April 05, 2006 @ 1:04 PM
Can any1 understand hw i feel nw??
All tis daes com spoilt..2dae okie liao..haha..though tat i m busy,i still write..I reali love him veri veri much lor..I willing to wait 4 him de!!But he told mi he dun lub mi ler..Wait..Let mi control myself not to cry 1st!!!~~Wat reali is happening 2 him??Any1 noe can tell mi mah??C him lyk tat i veri heartbroken..
Friendster profile??
Dun haf my name ler..He told mi not to wait 4 him..Ask him y??He said..I dun lub u ler..He lub 2 girls in our sck..N others outside!!He say my attitude Sucks!!I noe..But he also didnt mind last time..Even if every gal in tis world die,he also dun patch wif mi..How do u feel when sum1 telling u tis..Every nite,i think of him..Will cry..I will lyk convince myself tat my bloster is him..I hugging my bloster..SAyang my bloster lyk mad ppl in mental hospital lyk tat..tat nite is 24th of March!!!!
Gerald Hp!!
24-Mar-06 23:46
No!!!Really no more feeling liao..
I look at u also dun wan..
U nvm one la got so many ppl lub
U go lub them ba..4GET ME ba!!
DOES HE NOE HOW I FEEL??I ONLI LUB HIM ONLI!!!
from 18Mar onwards he change liao ler!!!!!
Suddenly ask mi gif all e msg tat all those ppl sae they lyk mi or lub mi..Gif lor..Gif sum onli..Cox others deleted liao..Save space 2 keep his msg mah..
I beg him 4 a long time..
I beg him & beg beg n beg 4 patch u noe?My gor noe..Beg liao no use de..Making him more angry!!Den my gor sae he dun lub mi ler!!No!!I will neva believe tat until he slap mi on my face!!We promise b4 de..If break up..E person whu sae 'break' mux face the other real hard..
Friendx??
Did he reali treat mi as friend??Got mah??Even friend also will call her name..talk to her de mah..Miie??Not even 1..I sms him beg him lots of time liao..Den not friends ler..He still act dunno mi..Mondae newspaper..He give 4 e group..E whole gp haf on their table except mi,yishi n sheena..Diao -.-..If it is truelove,TIS WONT HAPPEN!!!He will 4sure dun sae tat..But i mux take time bluff myself in order 4 mi not to cry..
Share??
Share wif yishi?No comments..Cal mi not to think..Share wif serene in letter..CAll mi wait..I wait..But nw??She sae he veri bad den cal mi 4get him..Share wif yong kee..No nid to think..Call mi 4get..Share wif vivian n grace..Suggest mi nextdae go slap him on the face cox he n i _ a t b4 den dun wan mi..
Shaun gor n his gf..
His gf lyk mi lyk tat soo bad last time..They quarrel i got listen ma..Conference sum more..I press mute wat..Listen until i cry u noe..They quarrel until lyk gerald n mi last time..Den i sms gerald sae patch as i noe my mistake,he dun wan..N sae dunno mi anyhow liao..
Gerald's e-mail..
I open msn c letters..Cox i got keep gerald de letter..I read liao den cried..Cox i think i m veri bad last time..
Let u all c!!
From : See Gerald
Sent : Monday, October 31, 2005 8:11 AM
To : lemon92_girl@hotmail.comSubject : ....................
Jasmine Lao Po,
Wat i have done to make you so sad ? you tell me all my mistake i will change one, even my pri school friends say that i have change a lot...
I have just point out your mistake and you should know wat it is...That is that you are petty and you dun listen to me and you keep on saying that you sleep with people for money...If you change these three character of yours i will be very greatful...You even promise me to listen to me...I can tell you that even you can find a good bf, he cannot even stand you...I know the feeling of them as now that is wat i am feeling...If you go sleep with other people then you have no future, your parents may not want you as their daughter as you let them down by doing this...
You also know that wat i and you are doing are wrong, that is creating a Boy-Girl Relationship at such a young age, but this is to plan our future that is ahead of us...
If you dun want to change then i need to do this le ......
I will kneel down and beg you...
If you dun believe me i will do that...
The day that i found out that i love you is at the time we are doing the LAP programme as we need to work as a group...Then i got your hp number and your e-mail address and i started to make you found out that i love you....
I finally tell that i love you in 1 of Aug, in just three months we are like that like treating each other like strangers...
During the day that we are together, we are so happy...We even kiss each other, hug each other and holding each other hands in public...At that time our relationships is very good...We even work together as a group...But now our relationship is like the water evaprovating...And i dun want this to happen...
We even made promise to each other to make our relationship be better...You know that this one make us until like that this making promise to each other...Is like if i dun promise you the thing that i want you will start to be angry and after that you dun care abt me...
This is wat i wanna tell you ....... SORRY !!!
I know that you will not forgive but after you read this e-mail i hope you really forgive me...And we will start all over again, let all the past be past...
IF after you read this e-mail and you wanna break you tell me face to face after the E-music lesson that i on the 10 of Nov....
Your Dearest Lao Gong,
See Toh Keat Hung Gerald
Miie to him::
I dun wan to break wif euu..IF u reali wan to break wif mi,i got no choice but to jump le..Dun pity mi not to break wif mi as lata i got to jump.Juz asnwer mi if u lub mi mah??i agree tat all tis 3 months,i m reali veri happi been wif u..But i dunno y i m like tat soo petty until i dun wan to listen to ur call or reply ur msg..I think i cannot change my attitude de..Coz is wif mi 4 dunno how many years le..13years..Den u 4 sure wan to break wif mi de lor..
Him to mi..
I dun want to break with you
Tats was nice lor..
Next!!
Jasmine, Lao Po.....
This is my feeling toward u 4 this 5th month 2gether wif u......
Our relationships is like heartbeat...Sometimes we cry 2gether...Sometimes we r happy 2gether...Then e most happiest time wif u is when we r watching movie...Wish can watch movie wif u everyday then everyday 4 us is veri happy...In e movie we kiss each of e lips, hug each other, feed each other popcorn, pat each other n u let me c all e concern u haf on me...Then e most sad times wif u this 5 month is when we like wanna break up cox of ur character n my uselessness...Most of e time we r happy de...U angry i also cannot control u e most i can do is tat i review e thing i done wrong n admit 2 u then gif u 2 punish me 4 it...I will be helping u change ur character as much as i can do...I can gif up all e thing in e world but not u...My life will be meaningless without u...
Wishes
2 be happy n be together wif u all time
2 hug u all e time
2 kiss u 4 1 whole night
Haf children wif u
Dun ever ever quarrel wif u n dun ever make u angry
All e problems we haf muz be solve
Haf lots of $$$
E future tat i wan is e same as my wishes but there is lots more......
By : Gerald, Lao Gong
*** I dun wan u 2 be angry if i say abt e bad things...........
