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Friday, September 03, 2010 @ 2:17 AM
♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!
I had a good bday.
& a sad one too.
It all STARTS at 12am 3rd SEPT 2010.
I had a good bday.
& a sad one too.
It all STARTS at 12am 3rd SEPT 2010.
i had you there for me.for a suprise bday at 12.
shocked me, you came.
& i tot wad u meant on phone tad night wasnt real.
so i had 3 wishes.i think one might not come true. HAIS.
probability is a 50% :(
my cake, my candle, with you both!
LOL. i duno why i looked weird.
my cake :)thanks, i noe u spent alot.
me & him ;)felt so happy at this point of time.
but i also wonder, do you?
had my presents!blush from yishi.
mango from ca.
thanks people!
LOL-.-
mi. looking like a murderer.
i love this shot! LOL
me & Mrs Yeo.
went 7-11 to buy some alcohol.i had a bday call from shaun.
so i nvr get to buy alcohol-.-
3breezers, one bk label.my breezer had the blacklabel added in.
thanks.. i noe where ur N70 came from & its purpose. thanks for doing it.
my sliced cakeee. & i ate like 3/4 lo!without cream of cus!
you & ur bored looking facee..
me & yishi queuing up for yongtaufoo
my drink-,- added blacklabel
your before food prayers :)i had it taken down.
yishi also coordinating with youyou sent me home..
you didnt gave me my card.
but promised me that aft exams you will give me.
so i went home.
reluctant to study.
i called you. & you persuaded me:)
chiong a lil & sleep at 5.
went school but i was late-.-
but nvm, i still can go in at 9sharp! :)
after exams, i went out with friends
to makan.
walked and like lost a bit-.-
den settled down in a korean restaurant :)
small dishes :)
bean paste soup with seafood & bbq chicken hotplate.
kimchi soup!
spicy rice cakes.not bad. but i find the rice cakes a lil thick-.-
love this. Stir fried pork!tasted a lil like satay.
this plate is $17! siao eh!
Had nth much to do.
went to other fwen hse. Girlyn's hse :)
slack. HAHAHA!
us sitting down.duno wad to do and take photos-.-
ZI LIAN! lol.
LOL
i love this.
take 2.
take 3.
had nth to do & played with my hair lol.
all the nice braids that friend does.
fish tail braid.
Happily Playing :)I duno why, i went to use the com
ohyah, thanks for those ppl who wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
via fb, phone, sms, msn, face-to-face.
THANKS!
& i saw this..
this note.
that suddenly makes me feel emo.
& i chose to hide away from fwens when my tears fall.
i smsed ca.
i told him how disappointed i was.
& he asked me to find him.
so, i went his cousin hse.
the worst thing is. clementi taxi stand alot of ppl..
& taxi are all hired when i go to the cross junction.
finally reached his cousin hse to find him.
wait for him to bathe.
den he told me he need take a break; rest.
& i said ok though i was alil reluctant.
since a rest. i didnt think that much.
cabbed down to safra for pool.
pearlyn sent me to the bus stop.
when we went out of safra, she handed me the ca's card.
at first, i had a strong resistance to it.
n i change my thinking into a positive one.
like ca getting ppl to signed on it.
open the letter happily.
but..
i was pushed back to my negative thinking:(
i saw the word 'loved'
From that moment onwards, i hated this word.
tears flow.
pearlyn hugged me. Thanks.
bus came so quick.
i went on the bus. n told her i was ok.
but in bus to walking home, my tears didnt stop.
i nvr smsed ca.
i duno wad to do.
As soon as i opened my hse door, i supress my feelings, hold my tears.
i dun wish that my family noe.
but as soon as i went in my rm, i locked myself.
cry my heart out.
i went online.
i told my derrick & zul how i felt.
how painful.
cry till headache-.-
i ate panadol. who noes i had to rely on this from this moment onwards.
tears couldnt stop flowing when i go to slp.
it seems like all has end. before 12pm 3 sept 2010.
