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Wednesday, October 06, 2010 @ 9:45 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER, sharmine.
my sister's birthday.
and i think i last min den rmb.
LOL. when i see the date on my phone-.-
such fked up sister she had.FML
aiyah, i really duno wad to buy also.
&& SHE OWES ME FKING LOTSA PRESENTS.
but she says, she will buy me aft her "O"s lvl.
at least she kept her promise.
better off den someone else.
who gave me lotsa promises. lotsa UNDONE.
my sister's birthday.
and i think i last min den rmb.
LOL. when i see the date on my phone-.-
such fked up sister she had.
aiyah, i really duno wad to buy also.
&& SHE OWES ME FKING LOTSA PRESENTS.
but she says, she will buy me aft her "O"s lvl.
at least she kept her promise.
better off den someone else.
who gave me lotsa promises. lotsa UNDONE.
Teacher for lens.
went over to friend's hse
teach them how to wear contact lens.
they are talented. FAST in wearing.
rather den me..
in the past.. discover how to wear lens myself.
mummy got me this.not bad right!
thinking of engraving the plain one :)
got myself that plain ring.suitable for me right now.
single & buying urself ring -.- FML
went over to bukit pangjang shopping mall
2boxes of MAXI contact lens
buy 2 get 2 free.
one box is $28.
shared with friends
currently using one MAXI BROWN.
SUPER NICE LAH
went to "Streats Cafe" to eat.
its a hongkong cafe
Ying Yong, NICE :D
Signature Seafood Fried noodles with XO sauce.not that great. seems like hawker centre de hk fried noodle.
taste bud of mine isnt that great. thats why i tasted it like hawker centre food.
happily waiting for food.. 
Sunset (lychee + red tea)quite nice, good combination.
Crispy Silver Fish.
ME & miss hx.MANGO TEES.
i have mango tee.
i have apple phone.
i need more FRUITS?
banana republic shirt?
my drink!!super pretty right.
Ice Lime Tea Cooler.
i think its with a bit of soda. TASTE FREAKING GOOD!
at least, i love it.
Portuguese chicken bakerice that were scooped away by us..yummys :D
Fried Dumplings.comes in 4. but 2 were eaten. LOL
Waitress cleared our plates.& serve us the last dish we ordered.
a toast. but with ICE CREAM.
treating it as DESSERTS.
WOOHOOS.FRESH TOAST ICE CREAM.
small grp photo.
i wish to smile.but something is lacking
loving the eyelashes in this photo.i hope its my real smile.
HAish.whenever i go out, i would be that way.
whenever i came back, i would be this way.
how long can my "smiles" last
oh yah, i had twitter acc long time ago.
join me in twitter :D
add me! shuzhen, i know you are seeing this.
since i got data bundle, i should twitter wherever i go.
ishallbebacktwitting.
&& i am a suaku, i didnt know iphone can be switched off-.-
at first i tot u noe its anni. but u overslept.
i didnt blame you for that.
& the happy thing is you did your tattoo that night too.
021010. i actually thought its for anni. & i was super elated abt it.
but now i noe, its just, a beautiful coincidence.
You didnt believe in coincidence. but who noes, its fated.
why did you said that to me again.
you wanted to del me off fb, del me in msn.
how heartless can things get.
just let me continue my stupid thinking.
at least i wouldnt cry so much as now.
AT LEAST. WHO KNOWS.
i felt the hurt. i felt more upset.
i tried to cry in silent, scream in silent.
i couldnt let anyone in my house to know.
jus as i was crying that badly, i had no idea who to call.
& if there a person i called will STUN also.
i used to have someone to call to whenever i felt this way.
guessed i dun have it now. things are different. Its all so complicated.
one of the worst cries i ever had.
thats how helpless. that's loneliness; emptiness.
i panicked. i stunned. had the urge to stop every single thing in my life.
i had no courage. but i hope there get into accidents tml. & thats it! YEA.
one life dead. or can my life be transferred to some other people that has use of LIFE.
if nt i wanna live in a virture world where by everything would jus go my way.
"If you cant forget me in furture" it means you are doing it now.
i asked myself, what had i done. to deserve all this.
even if one day, i can look for him, it could only be fwens.
i would chose the word "girlfriend" over the word "friend"
jus the the song in my previous post.
Brave to be a GIRLFRIEND.
but it seems that, i am forced to end everything. EVERYTHING.
i was FORCED. on the spot. i guessed i had no choice.
Pain is too great for me to handle; i need to transfer it.
to somewhere. to somethings.
i should celebrate for u, bring single.
i should celebrate for u, available for a new r/s.
my love for you is that great but you rejected once & once again & you said i am not mature.
i didnt blame you for that.
& the happy thing is you did your tattoo that night too.
021010. i actually thought its for anni. & i was super elated abt it.
but now i noe, its just, a beautiful coincidence.
You didnt believe in coincidence. but who noes, its fated.
why did you said that to me again.
you wanted to del me off fb, del me in msn.
how heartless can things get.
just let me continue my stupid thinking.
at least i wouldnt cry so much as now.
AT LEAST. WHO KNOWS.
i felt the hurt. i felt more upset.
i tried to cry in silent, scream in silent.
i couldnt let anyone in my house to know.
jus as i was crying that badly, i had no idea who to call.
& if there a person i called will STUN also.
i used to have someone to call to whenever i felt this way.
guessed i dun have it now. things are different. Its all so complicated.
one of the worst cries i ever had.
thats how helpless. that's loneliness; emptiness.
i panicked. i stunned. had the urge to stop every single thing in my life.
i had no courage. but i hope there get into accidents tml. & thats it! YEA.
one life dead. or can my life be transferred to some other people that has use of LIFE.
if nt i wanna live in a virture world where by everything would jus go my way.
"If you cant forget me in furture" it means you are doing it now.
i asked myself, what had i done. to deserve all this.
even if one day, i can look for him, it could only be fwens.
i would chose the word "girlfriend" over the word "friend"
jus the the song in my previous post.
Brave to be a GIRLFRIEND.
but it seems that, i am forced to end everything. EVERYTHING.
i was FORCED. on the spot. i guessed i had no choice.
Pain is too great for me to handle; i need to transfer it.
to somewhere. to somethings.
i should celebrate for u, bring single.
i should celebrate for u, available for a new r/s.
my love for you is that great but you rejected once & once again & you said i am not mature.
