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Tuesday, August 02, 2011 @ 10:48 PM
Fought & lost.
i fought for it and yet i lost it all over again.
i've tried my best to maintain this & i dont regret anything.
yups, i tried my best boy :)
i still couldnt change a single thing about you & ur thinkings.
maybe we arent meant to be & thats why.
i tried hard for the past 2months.
trying to sms you, ask for a meetup.
sms you in the earlier stage is better, u replied but its cold.
sms you later goes from cold and turns into nth.
whenever i tried to talk out the problem, we are still 'arguing over it'
i know it takes time but we are losing time & situations turned out very bad.
i told you that we are soon reaching the last step which we can nvr turn back
if we just stay by watching it fall.
you could sms people, conference with others, planned outings..
my life was only. project-home-out (a while).
Finally it fell...
i finally chose this path because i feel that maybe its better for the both of us?
no matter how much effort and time i put into you, it seems that i really get no reply.
until i MIA you.. you finally send me a 'goodnight' which is kinda late already.
you didnt hav any actions to get me back too. kinda disappointed somehow.
but yah, i chose to stop the facebook relationship with you on this day to end it all.
i faced lots of problems over the past few weeks of this.
all the hard times i've been thru... especially my impt In-House Project. are without you.
My demo for this In-House Project is 2Aug, i wished to put everything aside on this day.
while my project ends, my semester ends, my relationship ends..
it shall be a happy day for me but i made it a sad one.
虽然舍不得，我觉得没有我的存在你会活得跟好！
upon pressing on the 'save' button, i feel a stress. i felt the sadness.
but i know it means that we wont continue to be in dis-stress.
Hope everything went well for you.
i've tried my best to maintain this & i dont regret anything.
yups, i tried my best boy :)
i still couldnt change a single thing about you & ur thinkings.
maybe we arent meant to be & thats why.
i tried hard for the past 2months.
trying to sms you, ask for a meetup.
sms you in the earlier stage is better, u replied but its cold.
sms you later goes from cold and turns into nth.
whenever i tried to talk out the problem, we are still 'arguing over it'
i know it takes time but we are losing time & situations turned out very bad.
i told you that we are soon reaching the last step which we can nvr turn back
if we just stay by watching it fall.
you could sms people, conference with others, planned outings..
my life was only. project-home-out (a while).
Finally it fell...
i finally chose this path because i feel that maybe its better for the both of us?
no matter how much effort and time i put into you, it seems that i really get no reply.
until i MIA you.. you finally send me a 'goodnight' which is kinda late already.
you didnt hav any actions to get me back too. kinda disappointed somehow.
but yah, i chose to stop the facebook relationship with you on this day to end it all.
i faced lots of problems over the past few weeks of this.
all the hard times i've been thru... especially my impt In-House Project. are without you.
My demo for this In-House Project is 2Aug, i wished to put everything aside on this day.
while my project ends, my semester ends, my relationship ends..
it shall be a happy day for me but i made it a sad one.
虽然舍不得，我觉得没有我的存在你会活得跟好！
upon pressing on the 'save' button, i feel a stress. i felt the sadness.
but i know it means that we wont continue to be in dis-stress.
Hope everything went well for you.
