I love you, that much

2011-12-18T22:20:00.002+08:00

Ssikkek Korean BBQ.

had cravings for korean food.
went over to novena area to have bbq buffet.
lots of different kinds of meat.
had small side dishes which is tasty too !

bacon on tray.
put them longer on the tray to heat and it would turn crispy afterwards.
seriously saying, too much bacon is too SALTY.

The smiles i had, after meals.

Satisfied stomach; happy face :)

2011-09-30T15:40:00.002+08:00

Triplets.
Finally met up with you(girlyn) & huixian. i forgot to where :X

I miss girlyn toh!
i hardly see her. shes busy whether i & hx got the time to meet her :(
down with her piano lessons & work. hardworking girl unlike me!

we changed sides cause girlyn says my right side is better & her left side is better!
took the photo without huixian cause she was inside the fitting room?
aiyah, nvmie. i got so much photo with her. Today nvr take, tml take, if not day after.
no problem, no worries. She's available for me to take photo with :) (Y)
i wished to have friends like this. nothing to do, ask me out !
because this holiday is boring for me.
In the past of my poly life, i always work during holidays. Tiring.

oh yah, my lovely pink juicy couture arrived.
inspired, but i am loving it :) its so pretty!
its a 3 piece plastic casing.
Protects the side of the front, plastic bumper, behind cover :)
makes my phone more heavy but its worth cus my phone looks SO PINK !

2011-09-25T16:14:00.001+08:00

SimLim - Ikea.

loving ikea's MEATBALLS.
did i mention before? love their chocolate mousse too!

went out with the chng siblings :)
to simlim cause chng bro wanna get DSLR.
they bought a canon one. not very into DSLR but seems cool.
i like some of their effects where the sides gets a little blur & focuses you.
tried a few shots everywhere since DSLR was in their hands to test !

sometimes i do hate people(sour grapes) on bus.
why do you have to feedback on others stuffs?
NBCB. just mind your own business and get ur life else where.
we got our camera, you got money you buy lo. we arent haolian our camera.
camera should be used at times? if not put at home collect dust?

was hungry and dine at IKEA :)

i love to do weird stuffs.
i duno how to say but i hope to do smth different :)
therefore, i like this picture !! LOVES.

me and chng sister :)

me & chng bro! :)

i wanna make my life more interesting each day.
nothing gonna change; cause this is mine.
My World, My Life, My Decision.

2011-09-21T15:24:00.000+08:00

Fareast~~FREAKS~~
out with Huixian.
she was one of the priority :)
she was often AVAILABLE to go out with me! ♥
den i will proceed to phone others.
i love to do all this shit like last minute calling people to go out.

somehow it seems that fareast plaza/ orchard would be our favourite hangout.
Her bus can go on expressway and to orchard.
My house to orchard is also near.
easier for us to meet up?
both are attracted to Durian Pancake @taka.
so mainly when we have nth to do, we will go on a window shopping & eat pancake!
walk walk talk talk abt life. ( like secondary sch times )
in school we have the time but mostly is study, surf net?
sometimes i feel that sec sch peeps are better cause the people are living closer to you.
do alot of different activites tgt :)
so, i wanna get this feeling from my poly peeps too!

so fast my timetable's out.
feeling shag about my Mon's Class! 4hrs break ?
Wed class is 3-5pm. I prepare an hour, travel an hour jus for 3-5pm class :(
SHIT MAX!

Seriously saying, i dont have a lot of friends eh.
truth would be.. i know them but not that close. I cant joke or say much to people that i not close to. scared to be irritating?
scared to be quote as 'she got smth wrong is it?'.

2011-09-19T03:36:00.001+08:00

SingingPeeps.
met up on a Saturday for singing.
its more of an enjoyment for me to catch up with some peeps
&& know how their life progresses.
Singing with karen, derrick, weeleng, chingching & shermaine @mountfaber kbox :)

its because we often lost touch of each other as many are getting on with their life.
we couldnt really talk to every single one everyday though we got sms/apps/msn.
kinda weird. everything has to be slow in progress.
its like.. when you talk to this person, this person might think you are weird.
why is this person talking to me everytime?
we are afraid to bother him/her..
& when times go past, we wouldnt even dare to strike a convo.
cause we lost touch...

had more time with karen cus the others when for a smoke break.

the 4 of us in kbox :)
guys? out of the picture ! LOLS
can see that this kbox is obviously nicer then the previous ones that i went to.
its newer. my first time there cause i hardly sing.
i know my limits where my voice and pitch isnt good and would go out of tune!
it concludes my weekend :)

2011-09-17T21:51:00.006+08:00

Random Drinking Session
met up with shuzhen & chungaik. :)
actually wanted to try out Doll House at Chijmes.
but i dont know what happen, cannot go in.
therefore, we had our dinner at Raffles Place in one of the Jap stores.

after eating, we proceed to walk to boatquay for pubs.
i definately need a drink - my motive of outing.
we settled at The White Bar.
one of the place where i feel its not bad.
i like 'Strawberry' but it closed down.. AWWW.

ordered beer tower to drink.
only 3 of us, so i think its more then enough.
i dont really drink that much beer at this point of time

ohyah, i love my flora looking top.
i duno why i am so into flora. maybe its disgusting to some.
but i love it. So, stfu.

A photo with ca.
guess he was the one who drank alot that night.

i guess the others was right.
i would start to camwhore while i drink.
take camera, snap snap, flash flash.
feeling bad about the people at other tables.
was disturbed by the lights. sorry den.

met ca's fwen, Jordon.
new friend :)

我会想你是因为我喜欢也在乎。

2011-09-10T23:26:00.018+08:00

Hari Raya, Zul 's Hse

zul invited people to his house for hari raya event.
he sent out more den 100 invitations on facebook!
was thinking wad of all turned up with his relatives.

i met up with huixian who is free & we went to zul's hse.
only the 2 of us, his classmates turned up. like representing the class.
haven really been to any hari raya celebration; its new for me.
actually nothing much, more of a house gathering :)

free flow of yummy mee siam in the house!
took a little because i still have event later on :)

sorry for the intrusion but the room so cool.
because some HDB were those 2 storey kind where the rooms are upstairs :)
took picture with huixian in zul's room
cause there were too many other people downstairs.. paiseh max!
oh yah, we played with the heavy DSLR. stupid zul, he haven upload the pics yet.

managed to grab a picture with zul in his malay outfit with polaroid.
my handsome sunshine boy :)
hopes he find his favourite girl soon~

i also got my belated presents from my wuhan fwens.
like to thank huixian, hweeleng, ugene, gavin, thomas, kiathwee & leonard.
not bad, new fragrances for me. but i still have my annasui, dior & etc.
gotta start using them everyday alrdy lah :X

PART2
Meet MR.BOTAK AIKafterwards.
meet up with chungaik. its been so long?
i guess? he went for army during aug.
meetup for dimsum (dinner) at 126 geylang 揾到食.
as ca's suggestion for dimsum. same as the place i went for supper during my bday!
oh yah, best is the zhu chang fen and chilli is loves :)

ordered honeylemon. loving the bits inside(bits of sea coconuts?)

i LOVE♥ this zhu chang fen. MAJOR YUMS!
i like the SAUCE and the flour is thicker den normal ones but SOFT!
To me, this is the best :)

ordered the other dimsum to try cus i duno wads nice :X
i guess the beancurb with prawns is not bad?
so weird to have dimsum as dinner :X
was freaking full lah, aiyo.
i had some meesiam for late lunch & now is early dinner :( WTH.

i guess we did smth EPIC.
we bid goodbye in mrt platform and suddenly i rmb i wanna take picture.
i asked him take back to the platform :X LOLS
JUST FOR PHOTOS =.="

My polariod flim with him.

My 2nd present from mummy?
i rmb i complained in twitter saying.. omg..
i was so stupid to ask for a small sling CharlesKeith bag.
Who ask me I fell in love with it. <3
aiyah, no regrets for it but i feel so 'guai' to ask for smth cheaper :X
at least my mum still made the effort to go down & get! HAPPY :)
usually she ask me.. go down urself and get it lah. den claim from me =.="
At night when my mummy came back from shopping her sisters, she took the jewellery to my room. i thought she wanna brag to me say she got herself something nice. LOL.
who knows it was for me O_O

Sometimes i feel that all mummy are the same. Dont ever compare why your mum is different from mine. They showered you love differently because people do express differently to their kids :) They love you and thats why you are borned are living a happy life now. ( You're borned rather then aborted. Lucky you! ) Though mummy are naggy but ask yourself, are they saying the correct thing that is good for you?
Therefore, mummy.. i love you ~ ♥

I GUESS I WAS BRIBED LOL :X

2011-09-06T16:35:00.003+08:00

Birthday Part II
3 september babies celebration part 2 !

yeps, celebrate my birthday second time with 2 more september babies :)
this year, its special for me and my 3 other friends :)
i found Jeff has the same birthday as mine, same year too!
leo birthday 2 days earlier on 1st Sep.
so we get together for a small little celebration.
bought a deal online for a four course meal at Jelita restaurant.

met up with my huixian at Jurong Point to walk around.
slack and wait for the time to pass so jeff could fetch us aft his work.
as usual girls would do is.. walk into a shop, see nice clothes, try. maybe buy.

kinda like this maxi dress i tried :D
didnt really get it. no formal event to wear !

the menu in Jelita :)

I had soft shell crab as appetizer

leo's fish. love how they display the food.
makes the food looks yummy!

my pork chop with mash potato & Cinnamon sauce.

soup of the day: pumpkin soup

after our dinner, we headed to Henderson Wave with our small cake.
had a camwhore session & started our small celebration up there!

me & huixian :)

me & leonard

i dress up thanks to them. =.="
i felt so formal eh! THANKS PEEPS!

our oreo cheesecake.
huixian paid for us, the 3 september babies !
seems slightly sad cause she gotta sing birthday song alone :)

the 3 of us :)
seriously, though its a small celebration we had..
we had alot of EPIC photos tgt !
overlook on someone not being able to eat cheese.
& he went vomit! HAHAHA! LOL. ( so sorry! take it as a prank den )

the polariod photos i had taken :)
i think i had alot of them taken at different times but didnt upload them.
sooner or later, i gona picture all of them down and upload them on facebook!

2011-09-04T22:24:00.004+08:00

Overnightat LYN's house

after that birthday night, i went over to pearlyn's house to stay
dun wanna go back with heavy smell of alcohol on me :X
i couldnt really tell my dad i going club/pub/disco to celebrate my bday
due to my TRADITIONAL dad thinking.
i feel that if i ever say smth like this to him, he wont allow me to go :X

i had a nice chat with pearlyn that night ;)
& i fell asleep ! HAHA
till the next day, i hugged her 'scrump' to take picture :D
the best photo in the morning is not to see the face, so CUI.

slacked,stoned & bathe at her house and went out for sakae :)
reached sakae at 3 ? jus nice for the hi-tea buffet!

thats the face after makeup!
if not too cui i dun wanna take photo!
without eyeliner, my eyes are lifeless !
* no worries, thats not my LV bag! *

i am loving my pink phone !

me & lyn at sakae phototaking session~

2011-09-03T17:15:00.006+08:00

My Birthdaaayyyy
in 2011 :)

Everyone gona have their birthday once a year.
indicate a age for that year.
this 2011, i am having my 19th.
everybody have their 19th once, hows yours?
mine's held at boatquay JAB1
found a few peeps for gathering :X

sometimes to me, birthday is like a troublesome thing to do.
you wanna celebrate and yet not to celebrate.
a lot of messy things to handle- whos going, where, what time.
plan events where to go after which successfully.
scared each peep got a different idea and clash.
and like different cliques & best that we dont mix them up.
if not some's gona tell you, ok.. Its time for me to go =.="

&& seriously saying, i am afraid of my bday.
scared something bad gona happen cause smth bad happen to me last year.
aww, thank god this year's successful :D

my cakee from polar cakes & puff :D

celebrating birthday at pub isbetter den club cus its quieter?
it might has a pool table but depends on the location itself.
the best is.. you cfm can easily find your friends lah!

Derrick & me

Shahril & me

Karen & me

Qingqing & me

LyeKiat & me

Weeleng & me

Shuzhen & me

Grace & me

Pearlyn & me

oh yah, i was freaking happy that day and i think i got super tipsy.
face was like a tomato. not good friends with alcohol :X
did alot of funny weird stuffs that i couldnt really recall.
only some little pieces i remember.
was asked take off the candles with my mouth yea.

was asked to eat the top chocolate ball.
super scared lah.
seriously i tot the cake gona be on my face :X

my birthday present from shuzhen babe :D

the other present from PEARLYN & KAREN darlings.

after drinking my bottle martel at JAB1, proceed on to v3.
its a thai disco. my first exprience there eh.
sight seeing experience for me ! :D
opened beer tower there for more drinks :)
they had a live band singing some songs.
to me its just some super loud music. =.="
i was engrossed in looking at a guitarist on the stage :X
very COOL !

den i went out to slack a little cause my friends love to go outside for a smoke-break !
ya, crazily taking photos. & i didnt know i kept asking for photos when i'm tipsy.
i kept thinking that i haven take photo with this person or that person :X
we slacked at that place till 4am where it closes?

actually we were supposed to go home but..
end up, went to geylang for dimsum :)
& not to forgot something, karen's mum called & somehow 'scolded' me..
i too tired and tipsy to entertain her sio ! HAHA. funny and frightening experience eh.
i rmb i kept showing the "wtf handsign" to them while the phone was handed to me.

overall, i love my party :D
sorry if i didnt entertain you guys who are there
cus too tipsy whereby i needed all of ur attention more, i guess.
i heard that they vomit. HAHA.
including me. i didnt like beer so that was my first time drink that much beer?
i vomit on the taxi on the way to geylang. unglam.
i rmb my plastic bag clear yellow which means BEER only :X

I enjoyed with you guys ♥

2011-09-01T19:03:00.006+08:00

Outwithchngsiblings.

went out with shuzhen :)
before that i went her house to help her with falsies and eyeliner :)
she got alot of brands of makeup products. major admire her collection!
RICH ehh.. I'm liking the lighting that's outside her house..
blazing hot sun's shining upon us but its worth for the photo :D

was pondering over what to wear on my birthday :X
so went over to fareast to get my dress at fwen's store.
decided on this simple black dress with beads in front.
i dont wanna wear smth that shows my flaws like flabby arms & thighs argh..

Its dinner time & we met up with junwei !
settle down at Old Town White Coffee at Cineleisure !
but we got our tickets for movie! CARS 2 lightning mcQue

My rendang chicken !

smth like mee rebus. i forgot the name :X

Mr Chng paitently waiting for his chicken cutlet rice.
yups, everything's quite nice!

CARS2 is awesome !
love the storyline. i turned back into a kid enjoying the movie :X
walked to the usual bus stop near the youth park and i saw these :D

Smurfs! cant help to stop taking a snap of it !

the old school bus at youth park.

Oh yah. i got a pink iphone :)
nah, its just a screen protector!
i had them front and back in gloss pink
but the gloss pink doesnt include the stickers for the side.
if not i would have them done and made the iphone total pinkish !
major loves in it seriously.
i've it done at the cineleisure pushcart for $18.
hello kitty button at $1.50 :D

2011-08-25T18:03:00.001+08:00

Rajah Inn Dinner
Had dinner with derrick at tiong's rajah inn :)
is like they served cooked dishes to us.
they also have raw food for steamboat.
loving the dessert - chocolate fondue :)

2011-08-24T03:18:00.000+08:00

One Visit,
Two Company, Three Slack.

Find huixian, Accompany Pearlyn, Slack with Pearlyn :)
so bored at home after working on tues.
its a must to go out on a wednesday!
before meeting pearlyn, i went visit huixian while she works at FarEast.
tried on a lot of clothes that her store has.
i liked one piece but that piece was expensive!

sat in hx shop and waited till pearlyn comes over to orchard aft her work.
went shopping at ION for pearlyn sandals & went for Pontien wanton mee :)
shopped at somerset too! & i fell in love with Forever21, i guess !
cant wait to get my hands on that shirt on this Friday :)
looking forward to my coming FRIDAY ~

2011-08-22T00:13:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday DADDY!
Daddy, without you, there isnt me.
without you, i just still a sperm. LOL max.

3 best friends
planned my outing with huixian since she had off that day.
spam on her wall to make sure that she prayed hard for me(sick) so we could go out.
it seems like i had been confine at home for so long. except for friday - working.

i need time to go out to chill and slack with friends.
i dont wanna work so much to, i wanna spend more time with my friends.
& i had my swollen eye, super red that night. still on my recovering period.
still on anti-biotics the 2nd day. so i scared the 3rd day still reddish :(

wokeup in the morning, i felt that the eye area wasnt that pain & big.
so i was super elated, sms my huixian. outing still continues. so we get more people.
zul wasnt free, sad max~ but edward's joining us.
went out to fareast & tangs to shop to look out for presents :)
den met up with edward. feeling very sorry to him cus we need to go off at 6.30.
he tot was a whole day event :( and he joined us at 4plus. felt sorry :X
accompanied him to eat, shop for his stuffs. & departed home for my steamboat.
forgotten to take photos while we are outside.

can spot my swollen eye. i used concealer to cover alil.
kinda obvious somehow cause there is still a bump.
on my right eye..

it does looks like eyebags but there is still a bump :(
seems funny cause i never thought that my swell will be on my right eyebag.

Loves today, even though the time spent was short, it seems like 3Musketeers shopping.

2011-08-21T23:26:00.002+08:00

My smart phone is smart.

before i share why my phone's smart, must update my health status..
ok, today i nearly died. LOL
i mean had fallen ill on a wed night due to heaty-ness
& it continue haunting me at work.
thinking that i would self recover eating flu panadols.
Saturday was the BEST, swelling of my right eye (at my eyebag area)
Finally i visited the doctor on SUNDAY cause the swelling continues :X

oh yah, i thought my smart phone is really that smart sia :)
seriously shocked me, thought my phone got *ghost* ~
i received like this "Get Well Soon!" msg with only a "DISMISS" button.
it was my 2nd time receiving smth like this.
1st time was a "Good Night!"
So i posted that photo on facebook asking whats this.
and a friend of mine told me is a flash sms by jailbreak iphone.
so i was wondering whose is the caring one who send me anonymous sms
why would the person want to be anonymous since he/she is showing care right?
making me super curious to find out :)

2011-08-19T22:50:00.000+08:00

Dont play, karma.

work today. & was down with serious flu.
guess what? i had coffee on wednesday night jiu heaty & sorethroat.
thought that it would recover the next day but somehow gotten worse.
down with sorethroat and cough.

i skipped work on Monday & said i fallen ill.
cause i stayed up late and haven had euff slp :X
den friday i really sick sio. *KARMA*
was lucky cause i bought my box of tissue there, i used half of that!
sneezing, runny nose & slight sorethroat.
or is someone missing me :)

my company had a new rule: 1hr break/no break also minus 1hr pay.
so must as well go for my 1hr break right?
ohyah, weiyi came over to find me for dinner since he finish his exams today :)
its been so long since i last saw him.
we always occassionally msn each other.
finally had someone accompany me out for dinner 1hr if not gotta eat in shop :(
ate from 6plus to 7plus. & he waited for me at 8pm den go home tgt!

2011-08-17T14:57:00.005+08:00

LongChamp Medium.

was super happy to share that i finally made my decision to buy longchamp.
i bought a medium red with long handle.
aww. wrong choice. should have gotten the large one :(
slightly weird to carry such small one since i am bigger in size-.-"
still considering to get the large one now.
but mummy says no. life sucks somehow :X
since like i am being a spendthrift this week.
LEARN! Must love yourself before you love others :)
This is a acceptable reason huh !
seriously saying, since bday's coming soon. i must dote myself.
19years old le. at least carry smth 'branded'.

to others maybe longchamp seems cheap or whatsoever.
but its my hard earned money lea.
you dont feel the pain if you just spend someone else's money.
Want something, fight for it, earn it.

saying about this, we shouldnt just use money without thinking..
there were alot of things i wanted, not needed.
so i always considered a lot before i make any decisions.
but the decisions i made were still very hasty.
always feel like having DKNY pink but didnt buy since i had anna sui
felt like buying my name necklace with a heart behind but too many necklace
tot of buying fredperry polo tee but $150 for one shirt =.=" like not worth.
felt like buying hellokitty portable charger but ex & i dont even know whether i will use.
tot of buying dual camera but i had my sony camera. *sad to say, i bought*
tot of buying longchamp but too many bags *sad to say, i bought*

reflecting back on my last year's life. the more expensive stuffs i bought.
not including Miscellaneous stuffs like contacts or wadsoever.
i bought: - annasui perfume ( using not frequently )
- sony camera ( half using )
- samsung Mp4 ( not using )
- seagate harddisk ( using )
- portable speakers ( hardly using )

Feeling super bad thinking about all those gadgets i bought and hardly used.
i placed aside, hardly used them. bought them on impluse :(
must stop this kind of attitude of mine before i go broke like this year :X

2011-08-16T02:12:00.001+08:00

Fours' better then Twos'
Tampinese && Plaza Singapura && Scape!

met up with my dearest xianxian :)
since she's bored & i got the free time :)
went to tampinese since we haven been there so long.
always orchard, bugis makes us bored too.
cause we always visit the frequent same shops, nth better to do.

reached tampinese & we went off searching for gongcha/koi.
HAHA. its the super duper normal routine we must do everytime we meet!
its kinda addictive i guess. milktea is fattening but it helps to boost boobs :)

i bought my purple baby out, my camera !
camwhore with it after shopping 2shopping malls at tampinese.
sat at the sofa opposite the lift to slack & talk about stuffs.. waiting for time to past.
missed out a lot of good times with friends since my In house project is the cause!
working lesser nowadays so i could go out more often with friends :)

waited till dinner time and set off to plaza sing to meet jeff & leo for dinner.
since one week has past ever since we met up to dine.
like a weekly thing to do to catch up :)
hx & jeff BGR + me & leo torchlights. its always like this :)

had Just Acia dinner & went off to scape to play board games.
had fun over there. especially with 'DIRTY MIND' that makes ur minds go sick
& yet you need to guess what the 'clean' answer is.
eg. " I goes in your mouth hard and comes out of it soft"
ans : bubblegum
somewhere there, as what i could rmb ! :)

me & leo :)
freaking camera isnt sharp :(
duno izzit the lighting problem or my hands shaking.
i tot this camera is sharper then the older models :(
disappointing slightly. i knew flash would have a sharper view.

Another happy day spent :)

2011-08-15T18:04:00.000+08:00

11:11, Wishing

" i hope things would be fine and happy for me everyday. "

thats what i hope for in Twitter.
guess what. i think it somehow came true for me.
i did stuffs that made myself happy.
like... buying a CAMERA :)
had my W350 Pink sony camera last year -.-"
but i end up getting another samgsung one for its dual screen.
easier to take for fugly ones like me.
camwhoring would be easier. dun need to take 10shots, delete 9shots?

had this idea of getting the dual camera after looking at Huixian ST600.
thinking of selling my camera for some cash and buy a dual cam!
so i asked my friends where to sell. answers like ebay, 2nd handshop.
i duno how to use ebay, and i coudnt find 2nd hand shop.

&& I AM LUCKY to see an online website selling brandnew ST600 $250++ with 4GB card.
very tempted & deciding which colour to get my hands on it.
before i wanna purchase it, i went out with Pearlyn to check prices at SIMLIM.
some shops offered more and some told me the stock was too old.

finally i settled with PL170, non touch screen, newer then ST600:)
priced of $258 with 4GB card :) i got it in PURPLE :)

credits to google engine & their website!

at night, my facebook had alot of happenings. made me lively.
thinking back, know i very stupid to buy two camera ah.
but i really want my dual screen :)
den give the pink one to daddy den :X
LOLS~ temptation kills.
at least, i know i am happy :)

2011-08-07T03:52:00.000+08:00

The Two 'L's.

Ms Low & Ms Liew !
brought her to my house.
its been like so long ever since i bought friends to my house ever since CNY.
i guess my house really very empty, nth to do.
pearlyn pop in help me do manicure :)
nice of her right? suck thumb den !

Baby Green with polka dots !
some of my fingers have nail art.
i chose this colour.
personally i dont really like green but this colour isnt bad looking :)

camwhore session aft manicure.
took lots of photo with our iphones & camera.
with and without effects !
somehow or rather i feel that its been so long since i really laughed my heart out.
APPRECIATED A LOT :)

A self-shot since i haven camwhore alone for so long.
yups, not pretty. fat in other words.
pimples/freckles.. whatever. & thats me ! whats there to hide seriously?
NEW ME :)
i guessed i really changed slightly, attitude change.

2011-08-05T17:02:00.000+08:00

Kim's family korean restaurant.

we had the Wuhan peeps gathering.
known each other when we went to wuhan, China.
live together, by twos in a room for like 1month.
this 1month seems short but made us bonded close together.
seriously saying, its like we seen each other most of the time except of slping/bathing.
did alot of crazy , funny stuffs together. making me reminiscing them. aww :(

met at bukit timah to go for korean BBQ.
this restaurant is authentic but food prices are super expensive :(
ordered like 2 sets of BBQ stuffs, 5 bowl of rice.
appetizers are free and could be refilled.
but the total bill came up to $100 for 5pax.
one set of BBQ stuffs, each get to eat like max 2pieces.
so i feel that buffet BBQ would be better.

whole table full of appetizers.
one set of BBQ meat is alrdy on the grilling plate :)

Me & Terrence.

Huixian, Gavin & Ugene(eugene).

Huixian & Me.

Its been long since i met up with her too cause of her internship.
there are a lot of things to complain and tell her about.
one of my bestie :)
cus of could CEK ARH each other !
Thats what friends are about, getting pissed, angry, laughing and in the end not getting hurt.

2011-08-04T02:41:00.009+08:00

Zirca-Rebel Night.

moving on with my life.
since i am born alone, i can live alone, leave this world alone too:)
everything can be done alone.
sorry to say, i have given up hope.
change change! Friends are my most important factor currently.
no matter what happens, they wouldn't leave you.

i am loving PearlynLiew. LOVELY GIRL TTM!
Spotted Lesbian, ROFL :)
its time for a party night since holidays have been started.
i felt so bad. i lied to daddy by saying overnight KTV session!
then went off to Zirca/Rebel. Virgin experience to club=.="
seriously very cool & enjoyable. form of socialization too :)
went with Pearlyn, Lyekiat, Arron, Jesslyn & Zhi Ling.

Pearlyn & Me ♥
Yah, getting very close to her :)
good to have her cause she's nice to disturb!
she could KPKB with me :)

Aaron & Me
known him since last year Halloween Prawning session!

Lyekiat & Me
i just know him this year by weeleng :)

Jesslyn & Me
liking her too, she's fun & cheerful that keeps my feeling up!
lyekiat's colleague!

Zhi Ling & Me
Quiet Girl that doesn't drink alcohol but super high when dancing :)

Jesslyn's Friend!

Glad to meet you people for my first clubbing session!
In House Project making me very tied up in my little circle.
so its really time to know more people & open up.

2011-08-02T22:48:00.006+08:00

Fought & lost.

i fought for it and yet i lost it all over again.
i've tried my best to maintain this & i dont regret anything.
yups, i tried my best boy :)
i still couldnt change a single thing about you & ur thinkings.
maybe we arent meant to be & thats why.
i tried hard for the past 2months.
trying to sms you, ask for a meetup.
sms you in the earlier stage is better, u replied but its cold.
sms you later goes from cold and turns into nth.
whenever i tried to talk out the problem, we are still 'arguing over it'
i know it takes time but we are losing time & situations turned out very bad.
i told you that we are soon reaching the last step which we can nvr turn back
if we just stay by watching it fall.
you could sms people, conference with others, planned outings..
my life was only. project-home-out (a while).

Finally it fell...
i finally chose this path because i feel that maybe its better for the both of us?
no matter how much effort and time i put into you, it seems that i really get no reply.
until i MIA you.. you finally send me a 'goodnight' which is kinda late already.
you didnt hav any actions to get me back too. kinda disappointed somehow.
but yah, i chose to stop the facebook relationship with you on this day to end it all.
i faced lots of problems over the past few weeks of this.
all the hard times i've been thru... especially my impt In-House Project. are without you.

My demo for this In-House Project is 2Aug, i wished to put everything aside on this day.
while my project ends, my semester ends, my relationship ends..
it shall be a happy day for me but i made it a sad one.
虽然舍不得，我觉得没有我的存在你会活得跟好！
upon pressing on the 'save' button, i feel a stress. i felt the sadness.
but i know it means that we wont continue to be in dis-stress.
Hope everything went well for you.

2011-07-23T02:53:00.003+08:00

Feeling so speechless.
on the edge whereby i dun know what things are going on.
how things are proceeding.
every single day, i false a happy-else out.
for a simple reason.

i sad; u sad.
u sad; i felt it more.
its like i feel sad to hurt myself more, eh..

right now feeling so freaking emo-ish.
should i continue letting this goes on?
or should i do something about it?
what is that something i can do?

somehow, i can feel that 'danger' coming.
the day whereby we wanna patch wouldn't happen due to the lost of all precious times.
At the beginning, we could meet, message..
less meet.. less message.
never meet.. less message.
never meet. hardly message
Right now, we are considered never meet, a few message
maybe.. never meet, never message
we are very close to it. Just one more step.
where are we getting to?
whats the path?
what did you want?
are we moving on together or individual.

2011-07-15T00:39:00.006+08:00

Brave or Truth.

i just thought of you, once again.
I felt like talking to you.
i feel like crying today, right now.
thinking of you and that's why i look back at the photos.

should i be brave to tell him.
since we are not clear anymore, we shall just give up?
purpose is to let ourselves feel better afterwards?
I have this strong feeling towards him and i don't feel like telling him this.

now, the situation now is we go by each day pretending.
& i don't wanna accept the truth that he left.
its difficult for me at night rather in the day.

All we left currently is to wait time to pass, memories to fade, wounds to heal.
when we feel for each other, we didn't go on together..
until one of us left, it will be all too late.
just like what we have been through again.

2011-07-13T23:17:00.002+08:00

I 'Miss'-ed -ing.

Reminiscing everything basically.
my long hair, my long relationship,
my long friendships, my happiness,
happy moments, sad moments that didn't lasted long.

When we think back about the past we had in hand, we would start to regret the things we didnt do, the chances we didnt take. Even if we start to regret, its also the past.. What we could only do and focus is the current/future to improve and do things we wont regret.

Current Situation: Bad Running nose, sneezing like mad woman

Current Work on hand: In-House Project report ( now 2k only) i cant crap!

Current Song: Sorry, I loved you
Current relationship Status: Unknown, Its too complicated i myself dint understand too!
Current Thinking: Why is love so difficult?

❤Darling, i'mly

2011-07-12T00:18:00.004+08:00

Though it seems that I've got lots of energy;
it would soon be depleted.

got my hair extensions at the right side :)
its the 3rd day!
on the first day, it was violet with blonde white separated.
after the washing of the hair, the violet dyed it into blue.
so i had a mix of violet and light blue on the 2nd day.

Today is the 3rd day & my purple ends turned Pink !
jus nice i am wearing a pink collar shirt today & fwens were like...
"eh? your shirt drop color ah" LOL!
now i got the the roots of the extension at blue->purple->pink.
guessing what will happen tml.

The more you think, the more you hesitate, the more things you lose.
the things that you will be losing is... TIME.
maybe for now.. time is alright to lose?
wad can time exchanged for?
Happy moments? a time spend with your love ones?
is not that you wont have unhappy moments.. you will but its there for awhile.
are you going to remove the unhappy moments? do you WANT to remove them.

2011-07-11T17:38:00.004+08:00

HAPPINESS WITHIN US ^_^

Ugeue suggested me to go in front of the mirror to smile like this ^_^.
and i did this for self entertainment :)

Happiness lies within ourselves, its just how thinking works.
but darling, i am not going harsh on you by forcing u but..
somehow or rather, i want you to face it then to run..
you might be scared of choosing the choice.
something's holding you back, i know.
you are afraid that things might repeat & happen again another time.
but you dont try, we would never know.
even if one day we failed, at least we never regretted it.
i dont want to even fail even before choosing the path.
even if we fail many times, i just believe that we will still try again.
cause there is still 'love' that bind us together

relationship are not counted who are more love-dovey..
BUT who can accept each other fault and go on tgt again :)
there will never be no arguments in a relationship.
its always.. Sunshine after the Rain !

2011-07-02T02:36:00.001+08:00

thinking that this song describes my feelings.
this song has been there for quite long but i listened to it this week thru the radio.

下雨天- 南拳妈妈

下雨天了怎么办我好想你
沉默的场景做你的代替
陪我等雨停
期待让人越来越沉溺
谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不出那些
差别结局还能多明显
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不出那些
差别结局还能多明显
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不出那些
差别结局还能多明显
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

2011-06-17T23:23:00.003+08:00

New Hair, New Feel

Had my haircut with treatment.
My hair is turning healthy, i guess :)
thanks to GC salon. & i join member!
gona have my haircut there next time!
not showing my overall hairstyle here :X
meet me & you'll see!
Had my hair cut shorter and slightly curl inwards.
length is above my boobs but over my shoulders.
now is in a mess after washing !!!

I HOPE FOR SOME CHANGE
the sad & lost feel.
will wad i lost come back?
it has been some days :(
except for morning&night tad i send.. no replies.......

2011-06-16T23:44:00.003+08:00

Pair Of Cold Handsliking this expression.
not sad nor happy.
working at Harbourfront today. super bored.
dazing when i am working makes me think of him more.
working doesnt helps..
i needa stop pestering someone as promised.
( i hope morning & nights sms doesnt count )

every 'sorry' he tells me make me feel that smth bad gona happen.
i am feeling even guilty after each 'sorry'
what does this sorry means?
what will the journey be?
what will the choice be.

Today, i am having a pair of cold hands & i tot of you again
whenever i feel cold, i had you beside me to warm it up.
stop & look behind, you would see me.

2011-06-15T23:58:00.000+08:00

I Would Be Happy withyou...

went out today and fwens say they feel my emo though i smile.
somehow its true. I didnt like to cry outside or with fwen.
I could still take it :) no worries.
couldnt help to tear at night; i duno why.
maybe i could see our r/s ending, i dun wish to giveup.
its hard to find someone you love, love you, treats you well.

A: Love is blind.
Me: I rather be blind when since i found mine.
you could rely on your love one since u're blind because he/she would takecare of you.

Nobody is resistant to hurt.
he might be hurt before just like mine one yr ago that leaves a scar.
He is afraid that things would go the wrong way.
so, when my sms hurt him. he has a different way to protect himself.
hoping he would unlock that & turn back to how cheerful he used to be.
He has the control over the choice.

2011-06-14T23:50:00.002+08:00

Clueless

翻著我們的照片想念若隱若現
去年的'冬天' 我們笑得很甜
reminds me of Jaychou song.
i'm clueless abt what happen before these 3weeks.
wad really happened.
now i know its a sms a send that him that hurt him.
Throughout the week, i didnt really rmb wad i send that hurt him
but the FACT is.. I HURT HIM

& he changed.
i am selfish. i wanted you to change back.
i think everything has changed ever since that day.
its a habit for you these 3weeks alrdy.
he would be used to not smsing, not calling me.
though we had a great day today going out....
he would forgive but not forget wad i did to hurt him.
if he dun forget, there will always be a thorn in our heart.
i dunno wad will be our nxt step be.
i know tad he would be drifting away from me.
i tried my best and if he cannot overcome his barriers, things would eventually end.

2011-06-12T01:43:00.004+08:00

What's My Intention?

Why do i keep having the uneasy feeling everyday.
wad do i want from you?
wad am i jealous abt seriously.
~~i wanted you vmuch.~~
IF i gona behave like this again, i think i gona giveup on yah.
i dun wanna be unhappy ; and dunwana see you emo anymore too.
maybe cus of me, there were lotsa problems.
i cant help you to share your burden.. probably someone else would

If time were to go back, i would choose to pause it there.

2011-06-10T23:54:00.006+08:00

Commitment, Care & Trust.
3 factors to a successful relationship.
most relationship broke up because of the word "Security".
If you commit some of your time to a r/s, it means you care for the other party.
maybe a few messages doesn't give a damn to you. But it means to SOMEONE.
You dun trust your partner tads why you feel insecure.
But how come you feel it?
Because the commitment and the care is not there.. Therefore no TRUST.

i suddenly rmb something tad might not be great to anyone but this tiny action affects me.
my love got me a handmade sandwich. i think i requested it? DID I?
LOL, wadeva.. It made my day.
The most impt thing is... HE MADE IT.
I gona remember it forever :)

I'm Loving a word 'everlasting'.
sounds nice.
BUT What's gona last?
AIR? no!
oxygen might deplete somehow.
Metal? no!
its gona rust aft sometime.
humans? no!
we would all die one day.
Therefore i'm hoping to find something that will last.

Feeling normal today though it hurts a little; i am getting used to it.
Getting numb to that feeling.
i dunwanna be childish to 'control' you. up to you.
if you know i m feeling unhappy and yet you are continuing, go ahead.
i guess i wont really care.
i guess i wont really argue back.
i guess i wont initiate anymore.
I think I'm stupid somehow....
IF i ever request him to do this&that for me.
Everything would be just what i want i want. Whats he thinking?
When will he initiate to do something out if i'm the one kept on requesting?
YAH, STUPID WOMAN !

Besides... I got my temper, I got my limits.
When i reached my limit, i WILL BITE!
I am not a rubberband that is flexible.
I'll SNAP!

~~When would i reach that limit?~~ i hope not.

2011-06-09T11:12:00.000+08:00

Loving Memories

felt like doing this.
I feel that i would be happier since i wasn't really happy this week.
i am hoping that everyday would be a happy day for me since i'm using coday.mputer everyday.
i jus changed my desktop picture ytd and i am feeling super happy&lucky today.

这是暴风雨前的宁静
I'm feeling unhappy again.
why is it everytime i need to stalk you?
Its pathetic..
I need to even READ the conversations another person that signed into ur account to post.
I dun have the right to sign into ur account and there another person has your pass.
kind of disappointed and speechless.
Tomorrow's a bad day for me again :(

2010-12-17T18:04:00.001+08:00

SUSHI-TEH

having Jap food with Jon at Taka sushi teh.
need to wait for 45mins for the queue.
got our names in the waiting list :X shagg

happy faces cause we finally can sit down.
while we see others waiting.....

but we got seats at the side...

i miss frozen strawberries! thats why i insist on ordering them
i rmb they have it in SAKAE :(
but they don't give that out for free alrdy! aww..

1 OPI polish (mine) while the other 2 are bought for his mother.
i was the one choosing the colour.
hope she like it.
' sometimes we tend to choose something we like because we think others would like it '

Normal look of the DAY!

Abnormal look of the Day :)
Silly, but i love it.
love's like this :)

2010-12-04T17:44:00.006+08:00

Fatty Journey At Serangoon's Nex=.="

went out to serangoon's new shopping mall near my aunt's house.
meeting relatives but end up others are busy and only met up with 4th aunt.
have lunch at spicy tomato or wad :)

ordered steak with spaghetti.
YUMS for aglio olio

shared desserts :)
mango cake & tiramisu

had dinner at ding tai fung.
first time eating there :X

dessert :)
greentea pudding with red bean.
that concludes my fatty journey of the day

2010-12-02T03:29:00.003+08:00

Chinatown's Date

i love self shots :)
taken from Jon's room

while i am taking self shots, Jon is sitting at the side of the bench waiting for me !
LOL. i love taking photos so he got to wait patiently =X

Below are some of me and Jon's stupid pictures....

Me and his stupid face number 1.

Me and his stupid face number 2.

Me and his stupid face number 3.

Jon & Me.
After that cam-whoring, we decided to go Chinatown to makan :)
i remember yishi eating at that restaurant, i wanted to eat the 'snail-like' thing.

water boiled frog legs and stir-fried eggplant

'snail-like' thing & fried rice.

2010-11-30T16:10:00.000+08:00

I fell for you, Ice-Cream

Marble Slab at Serene Centre.
Serene Centre has two popular ice-cream store.
One is Island Creamery & the other is Marble Slab.

Had one scoop of 'milk chocolate' ice-cream & one scoop call 'birthday cake'
super nice:) that's the effect of DESSERTS to relieve stress from my studies.

2010-11-28T23:53:00.002+08:00

Tuesday Craves.

going to bugis to get my KOI !
and went out for dinner :)

Where? IKEA.
meat balls in IKEA is $4 every tues.
Fantastic chicken wings :)
New product less den $2 called Curry 'zhu chang fen'
Wondered why ikea food tasted so nice when its suppose to sell furniture-.-
maybe they sell more food everyday rather then the furnitures! because they ARE SO DELICIOUS.

2010-11-27T05:38:00.007+08:00

LOTSA EVENTS:)

met up with my dearest god-brother , shaun.
who is in the army. BOTAK HIM~
i seriously can't recognize him because he slim down.
i still walked past him talking on phone, unknowingly.
LOL at myself!

Den we went to Tiong's Griller to eat our lunch.
he told me his appetite was small.
Couldnt believe it, omgosh!Earl Grey tea

he ordered bakerice for himself while he ordered steak for me =.=
i still tot was the other way round. I let him decided cus he offered to treat me.

After eating, went to Safra to play JACKPOT.
Spend $50 on Jackpot but lost all.
who knows, we continued and shaun won back :)
$84 back to us. Earned $30 back?
Can cover the lunch he ordered !

Proceeding to buy army stuffs after jackpot.
once win, just leave. ( i dun want him to lose more )
I am such a SUAKU, i didn't know Safra sells army stuffs!
He met his army friend there! And we played POOL tgt.

4pm liaos. time to go off.
nxt, i meet ray cause he wanna give me chocolates from Australia.
Very appreciated that he bought me that. Shall buy him smth soon too!

Cute chocolates.
But i couldnt eat much cus i get freaking heaty easily!
den SICK=.=
i think i one packet of Kinder Bueno can make my face produce pimple lah!
after returning home to put down chocolates, i'm going to my uncle's hse warming.

Went Yishun~
It's a 4-room Flat.

i love the chandelier my uncle has. OMGOSH!
i need one in my own hse nxt time.

all furniture are from Malaysia.
Its good and of high quality.
Furthermore, its cheaper!

its HDB but inside is like more of condo.
i want my house like this!!!

way to the kitchen.
zen feeling.

we went to the room to play mahjong :)
first round : i za-hu :(
sad for the night

2010-11-20T23:49:00.002+08:00

Easy Work :)

working at Grand Hyatt Hotel as 'Scanner'
scan the bar code from the guest for registration.
to take their attendance & den generate the lucky draw ltr on.
The big company have engage bunny girls and pole dancing girls.

Me with my attire.
it mus be whole black & covered shoes.
saw zhengkai there working too, its a surprise :)
LOL! yeap, thats all for my day.. WORKWORKWORK

2010-11-17T02:27:00.007+08:00

Makan Date

went out to orchard for lunch with dar
we settled at lucky plaza Indonesian restaurant.
Selling Ayam Penyet.

had this once when my malay fwen recommend.
when i eat ayam penyet, i dun like th
so i bought dar here too!

Ordering food.
need to write down and hand it to the waiter.

The bored dar with his stupid look :X
while waiting for the food.
i nvr take photo of the food.
too famish :X
but seriously, ayam penyet at lucky plaza is good!

YEA!
After walking around orchard, decided to eat dessert at somerset.

Hong Kong mango desserts.
love mango desserts :)

Mango Mochi.
normal mochi with a big mango inside.

Mango Pomelo Sago.

Ordered the 2mango desserts and they free us this.
Mango Pudding.
Total cost of all is $9+ inclusive of GST and Service.
seems like not very expensive.
cause the place is inside somerset 313.

i love the days where i can do anything without restrictions.

2010-11-16T02:17:00.005+08:00

Shopping Oh Shopping.

Ajisen Ramen for lunch first :)
Ordered Charsiew Ramen Set
comes with delicious white fish & lemontea :)

wore the new spects i've bought.
my blingbling spects w/o lens at $5.
love it to the max! CO-OL

Me & Hweeleng
Camwhore outside the Takashimaya toilet with my friends

The people that i went out with.
Alot of Group shot taken with various cameras!
GIRLS JUST LOVE TAKING PHOTO
i mean PRETTY PHOTOS :)

Me and huixian at Giordano
Taking photos while waiting for the others to the "SMILEY" shirt.
yea! the 4 of us decided to buy one shirt each! :)

My loots of the day : SMILEY SHIRT!

2010-11-14T00:02:00.000+08:00

Everything With Fries

As usual, meeting Mr Jon for normal dates :)
came to Holland for dinner.
there's loads of yummy food there! Yippee.
super miss this shop called 'Everything with fries'
Fabulous food with lovely desserts.

New dish called "Grilled char siew with garlic sauce"
oh yah, i love it because the fries can be flavored.
like mac shaker fries.
original curry, garlic with herbs♥, vinegar & etc.

Mr Jonjon

lemon soda

Tried the charsiew. not bad but seems fattening!
omg, i guilty of it.

Grilled Pork with garlic & herbs fries! YUMS

For dessert...

ordered one mille crepe.
my first time trying it.

i love it.
is one thin of crust.
one layer of chocolate mousse.
one thin of crust.
one layer of chocolate mousse.
& it continues.
like the kueh lapis.

Jon also like it.
heng my bf doesnt mind dessert, if not.. SIANS.
guy will like stare at the girl eat the lonely dessert.
not enjoyable liaos.
if not, the guy in the mind also will think: "how much calories are you getting?"
OMG! LOL. Luckily! :X

& congrats myself on getting a new pair of flat shoes.
finally i changed it=.="

2010-11-09T16:53:00.004+08:00

Roses are pink; Cause i love PINK.

Pink ROSSIE

Acceptance test passed.
i think i am bribed by roses.
but, that's me.
MATERIALIST?
NO, I AM JUST REALISTIC !! thats all
touched by little things around me :D
I can be nice, i can be FIERCE too! ROAR!
Just dun piss me off!
In love with pinkish stuffs. :)

Maxi Maroon contacts with Pink roses.
this is my 4rd time receiving roses; if i am not wrong.

1st, By female teacher when i admitted into hospital, Red roses.
2nd By my girlfriend on valentine day, Red rose.
3rd By my sister on random day, purple fake rose.

OH, my first time getting it from a guy then!
was shocked when i saw it.
FACE is full of happiness &crazy thoughts upon receiving it.

Flowers are Woman's Good Friend.
DIAMONDS are Woman's Best Friend.
Then what are Accessorizes & clothes for?
Woman's Necessity!

2010-11-06T16:39:00.006+08:00

Some Things i got from M'sia

ehh.. Campbell Mushroom soup for lunch=D
add creamer in it is nice! YUMYUM.
i guess its creamer :x

My Verdict of this product is bad!
i rather get the Green tea nose pack
It doesnt really peel of any black heads.
when u take the Step 1 out which is suppose to remove blackheads for me.
its like a wet cotton wit no 'sticky' feel aft placing it for a long time -.-

I got this frm MALAYSIA =D
i wanted something not so OBVIOUS cause i'm still a noob using this.
shall get smth more natural and closer to my skin colour.
i <3>

My favouite lip moisturizer is Vaseline Cherry.
Smell so nice and so USEFUL.
THUMBS UP UP UP!
i love Vaseline cherry

i want to go Malaysia again

2010-11-05T01:45:00.003+08:00

Johor Bahru A&W
here i come :D

Meeting Jon at tiong bahru first.
as usual i am slightly late. LATEQUEEN
& we are supposed to go bugis to meet Aaron at 9?

went queens st to take the bus to johor.
was spilt up :( cause no space.
but manage to grad some empty seats
Aaron was in front while & i sat with JON :)
girl's privileges O_O

Camwhore time.
seriously nth to do on the bus lea.
like the bus moving slowly cus jam.
i feel sad for the people who are standing.
& i know people around are irritated by me when i take photos.
they hope they are not in or wadeva den they turn their heads and so.
HELLO? FOCUS not on u lah dey!
people wont recognize ur half of ur face
& i am not interested to capture ur face down

mummy's boy reporting!

lime light to MEmeme!

when i looked at him, i think i can umchio liaos
and my face looks so epic lah!
post this pic becus the guy more funny in the middle.
like wanted to be in our photo. quite cool.

ANgry me :D
he is nice to play with. nice to bully sia.

i think i tried to imitate his smiles lah!
i usually doesnt smile like this! showing teeth!

Reached cityplaza and..
OH YAH, I AM ANGRY!
KANA CHEAT BY SOME PRIVATE TAXI that doesnt go by meter!
should always take the cab that is yellowred!
50RM to the A&W place. (NOT FAR LEA) i think really EX LAH! sgd$25
FREAK THAT GUY. HOPE HE @#$%^@#
tampines -> east coast with midnight charge only $30+ lo!

nvmie.. RELAX!
the directory is not updated and we tot no a&w here.
state of shock till we clarify with the information centre!
nth to do when they ordering A&W

restaurant A&W

curly fries & ROOT BEER float :D

i am having my root beer float happily.

JON with his float :D
yay! this photo i take one! NOT BAD RIGHT!

my lens. MAXI MAROON.
i put some white liner in front to enhance my eyes

Aaron bought this strawberry chewing gum which is damn nice

me & my new fwen, AARON

i'm tired :)
slping time!

ROFL!
1.05rm sweets. gummies
100g consisting (egg gummy, worm gummy, cola gummy, strawberry gummy)

YUMYUM CORNS!
2rm-2.50rm

someone's feeding me.
thats what we call, PRIVILEGES

RETRO TELEPHONE booth which is working

'vivio' restaurant.
mushroom soup with garlic bread

ordered scallops as extra dish.
i put in the plate to take photo with my dish.
i love bake fish spaghetti. i ♥ bakefish

we are on our coach back to SG :D

i hate him, hate him.
eyes so shiny :(
i looked so weird without eyeliner, my eyes looked freaking SMALL :(

come & back de tickets :)
2.50rm back is cheap.

last picture of JONJON.
thanks, you bought me a lot of things over there.
you spend a lot of money over there.
you spend loads of time with me over there.
thanks♥

love comes about to make the world go round.
i hope things would be normal for you and me.

2010-11-02T01:21:00.002+08:00

SAKAE FREAKS

hungryy huixian! as usual.

shots of me & girlyn :D my favourite is THIS!
fried veggies :)

group shots

yah!
motive is for you to get HUNGRYY

2010-10-26T00:36:00.001+08:00

Finding "EMO-ist" @Vivio City.
slacking at the sky park.

found this emo guy finally at abt 3plus.
weather is so hot and he was sitting down there emoing..
and i am there snapping photos.
he wld kill me if i post his unglam photos:X

loving this photo.
i guessed its because my hand covers the line of my fringe
walked around vivio and settled around skypark.
emo boy having fun with my iPhone :)

slack till dinner time and had SAKAE :D

having ala carte sakae.
felt very bad as someone is paying:(

since he is the one paying, i shall post his photo to conclude today
had a good time slacking out today!
thankyou for entertaining me when u emo.
thanks for the TREAT boy :D

2010-10-22T23:57:00.001+08:00

PEARLYN's BIRTHDAY

had her birthday celebrated in the morning with me&karen.
WOOHOOS :D
a cool day whereby we girls came camwhoring :)
POLAROIDS.
oh, i wanted them badly too at that point of time.
but PEARLYN has it. HOORAY.

night celebrations with the guys at pub near chinatown.
shared the cost of one MARTELL!

me & karen.
thats the film we are using. Hello kitty ones.
i <3 hellokitty

geeky girls.
i look si bei nerd.

i look like a nerd teacher.

derrick & me.
i couldnt get that serious.
therefore with that um-chio face.
omgomgomg.
BACK TO PARTY :D

2010-10-16T04:22:00.000+08:00

Shuzhen's Party

at orchard hotel rosewood room
having our dinner buffet.

went with Jon cause i need to write on the card for the present :)

OUR SHOES :)
♥ my PLATFORMS.
from mondo $29.90
i love that kind of shoes that jon is wearing :) i hope i can be a guy too!

my curls.
i think i look super auntie leh.
at some angle like DAMN weird.

Me with Shuzhen.
i wore smth casual and not too over :x
looks like i'm ready for club. LOL

some of the stuffs i taken.
salmon, prawns, potato salad. :)

cream of mushroom soup.
didnt eat much. but i considered myself full.

me & yishi.
curly girls :)
me, ziqi & sz.
i like the way this photo is taken.
shows my pink iphone COVER. LOL

EMOEMOEMO
staring at my MARTELL + COKE.
foc drinks :)
i had 2 glasses only :(

me & red face ziqi.
she's slightly drunk.
& I LOVE THE WAY I STARED AT HER

me & SZ outside of the room.

me & junwei (sz's brother)
imlovingit.
SEXY GIRL GROUP :)
like pictures with FLASH !
group photos with guys is on Facebook :)

headed to tiong.
where some people can watch movie.
or some people can go home.
movie's at 12.10 midnight show!
got some food before the food counter's close.
cheesy hotdogs 2 for $2

henggnee shorty in middle.
thank god i wear HEELS

though i wear heels, i m still a head shorter den JIAMING =.=

after movie; "bestseller".
leaving yishi, ziqi, shuzhen, jon, chocolate & me.
we send yishi back to her house.
and cab down to clark quay.
but bday girl didnt really like the smoking atmosphere.
went to "strawberry" instead.
reception there is really bad.
my iphone couldnt find the network at some point of time :(
received weird sms-.-"

i had brandy+coke.
jon had tequila shot
shuzhen had vodka+sprite.
bill was cheaper. $30 WOW!
cab down to CYRUS.
VIP room for the L4D2.
computer just SUCKS there-.-
L4D2 needs some dl if not steam launcher not working-.-"
wasting time-.-

chocolate & sz
proceed to SPIZE to eat aft 1hr of LAN.
my 'supper/breakfast' at 5plus.
they need to go-.-
aft breakfast i kana ps lo :( she's going home.
i guessed wasnt drunk.
BUT, i did alot of stupid stuffs at the busstop.
like shouting across the street to say bye to 'chocolate'
waving for taxis in big actions.
walked to the middle of the road to see whether is taxis coming cause bus is SUPER SLOW.

i dun think i can go shuzhen's hse slack cause she got her family -.-
scared to wake all of them up :x
thankfully, can slack at jon's hse till 9!
played guitar hero. i m such noob where i failed the song :(

*PS: i told my dad sz book hotel room and i will be going back at 10am.
if not he wouldnt let me stay out. LOL

Next post, it will be what i've gotten myself this few days :)
spend soo much & i got BROKE.

i.had some weird stuffs in my mind to share.
A situation & my motive & moral of the 'story'
A : i know you like B. Go for it. I know you would be happy.
B: I see you with A better. I'm worthless.
Me: i feel like i am some goods-.-"
have anyone asked me for what i want?
even if there is the question thrown at me, i duno too :(
what will things happen in future, i wonder.
can i have something to foretell the future so i know what to do?
so i know what job i shall take to earn money.
what kind of income i get.
what kind of house i live in :(
but i couldnt, future lies within you.
would i regret one day? aft doing this or that?
even if i do, present becomes past. we can only change the present for the future.
AWW, FML? FYL?

2010-10-12T01:54:00.005+08:00

J's meeting

my mum had korean rice cakes cooked.

my share :(
too much of it will feel very sick of it.
my mum also ask me bring to my fwen.

reached J's hse.
he offered me XL seaweed.

when the owner turn into a maid :x

untidy coffee table.
cause of me.. bought some things over den caused it to be like this?

emo shot emo shot!

i wanna have my tongue pierced .

EMOEMO

Me and Mr.J. LOL

2010-10-09T17:18:00.008+08:00

FLEA FEVER
out with huixian & hweeleng.
photos arent with me :(I love Italian soda in pastamania.
I chose passion fruit italian soda.
In pastamania, i dun like their pasta.

got some fake lashes from fareast.
in different pattern.
shared with hx & hl. 2boxes $32.
exchanged 2pairs with them.

from that same fareast store.
stock up my black eyelashes glue. $15.90
quite expensive! tot the bottle is as tall as the box=.=
felt cheated-.-

went back to flea at 8.45pm.
omgomg! close to 9! and stores have pack up :(
i lost something! i didnt BUY THAT! vvv
chanel inspired ear studs.
i love them for so long.
finally saw them in FLEA.
i wan the good quality one. super shiny as the gaps are
but its $18. expensive! one side $9.
find it expensive.
hopefully before the store close, wld give us discount.
but when i return, store's GONE!

gotten this pair of PINK ear piece at $3.50.
quite cheap! should get the purple one too.
purple one seems nice lo :x

super cute :D
right side smiley = R_.
Left side smiley= ._L

gotten in flea, $7. i got the flower one instead of ribbon.
handmade. super nice.
hellokitty face makes of clay, not plastic!
quite worth to buy i guess? since i've been looking for hellokitty rings!

took photo with sister :D

me and my stupid LOOK.
jus love that stupid face!
funny, i guess

in this photo, i feel i missing something!
a tongue stud. i wan a tongue stud.
i should think abt it =x
will i regret? but i scared of pain leh! GOSH!
if i really have a tongue stud.
i couldnt kiss someone nor eat soild food for 2weeks.
kiss? nah, doesnt matter cause i'm single :)

loving this photo.

I'm single. I'm single. I'm single. I'm single. I'm single. I'm single.
I need my life to be exciting.
I want painless tongue stud.
I want channel earstuds.
I want my life to be full of surprises.
Who would be my surprise.
Who would be there.
LOL. DESPO, DESPO. DESPO. LOL.
i think i just ate the wrong medicine just now & drank sheridan-.-

2010-10-08T03:49:00.012+08:00

One Happy Day. Two Person. Three Happy Reasons.

Went Detention Centre Bistro & Bar
have some alcohols & eat.
main motive : ALCOHOLS :)
i miss midori sour

the midori sour.
seems weird.
isnt the one i tasted last time.
the last time i drink one has the coughing

my perlini ring & my camera casing

Mr. Jon
lol. he didnt know i took a photo.
& there he was laughing.
my camera can be expected. got orange light focus

Coke.

Grilled Chicken Pasta.

Seafood Hokkien Mee.
Appearance nice but not very tasty.
Jon wants dessert.
headed to Swirl Art for yogurt

yogurt we created.
NOT GOOD LOOKING
green apple & chocolate yogurt mix.

took 2 spoons.
PURPLE & PINK.
gona make him GAY!
i took the purple one.
pink for him to look weird.
den he mention purple seem more GAY.
den i EXCHANGED. HAHA!

bought something in this shop.
VINTAGE:FB

bought two shirts as JON birthday present.
red: Nobody is prefect. i'm nobody
grey: Depression

omgomgomg
SHERIDAN COFFEE LAYERED LIQUOR
&&
I GOT A PRESENT
*jon says, can think dirty. LOL?*

my present.
my belated birthday present :)
wondered whats inside.. very mysterious.
cause i bought home in the evening
&& couldnt open it till i went back at night!
wow. COUPLELAB?
things seems very expensive

SUPER nice and simple.
the middle butterfly and the small one dangling.
love the small one in the middle.
when worn, its a PRETTY bracelet :)

3 REASONS TO BE HAPPY
someone out with me today to cheer me.
someone doesn't want me to emo.
someone doesn't want me cry.

Happiness lies within ourselves.
If you think you are, you are.
i'll be the one walking, i'll be the one deciding & i'll be the one executing.

2010-10-08T03:14:00.000+08:00

CLUBBING

SAFRA INVITATION by weiyi.
8october2010.

FREE ENTRY, FREE DRINKS!
one person 2drinks.
one person with other guest 5drinks.

ohyah, i tried some different stuffs.
vodka+cranberry. vodka+sprite. brandy+coke. whiskey+orange. rum+coke. :)

weiyi & me.
3 of us, sitting at the "RESERVED" seats for quite awhile.
& den, the owner of the reserved seats came.
we were "chased off".

den & me.
went looking for seats.
but FULL.
found a table without seats, so we got to stand.

first time i see his "golden smiles"

cheese!

he looks so COOL sia.
like drunk like this!

somehow i think i am drunk.
cause i felt a lil "high"
i like the FEELING. maybe everyone does
went home and slack on the sofa. nearly fell asleep.
now i feel something's missing. head feels a lil pain.
aft soo long, i still feel like i smelled brandy-.- alcohols=x
i need to stop thinking, i need to continue on my own.

i gona stop believing in love.
feeling slightly sad. i feel piss. feel MIXED!
aiyah, i lost everything u gave.
even if i didnt lost it, i cant be bothered to find it.
love's fake.
Nothing will last forever or stays the same.
including fake flowers that turned colors due to dust.
give up the hope on love. stay single forever. or even be LES lo =X

2010-10-06T21:45:00.022+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER, sharmine.
my sister's birthday.
and i think i last min den rmb.
LOL. when i see the date on my phone-.-
such fked up sister she had. ~~FML~~
aiyah, i really duno wad to buy also.
&& SHE OWES ME FKING LOTSA PRESENTS.
but she says, she will buy me aft her "O"s lvl.
at least she kept her promise.
better off den someone else.
who gave me lotsa promises. lotsa UNDONE.

Teacher for lens.
went over to friend's hse
teach them how to wear contact lens.
they are talented. FAST in wearing.
rather den me..
in the past.. discover how to wear lens myself.

mummy got me this.
not bad right!
thinking of engraving the plain one :)

got myself that plain ring.
suitable for me right now.
single & buying urself ring -.- FML

went over to bukit pangjang shopping mall
2boxes of MAXI contact lens
buy 2 get 2 free.
one box is $28.
shared with friends
currently using one MAXI BROWN.
SUPER NICE LAH

went to "Streats Cafe" to eat.
its a hongkong cafe

Ying Yong, NICE :D

Signature Seafood Fried noodles with XO sauce.
not that great. seems like hawker centre de hk fried noodle.
taste bud of mine isnt that great. thats why i tasted it like hawker centre food.

happily waiting for food..

Sunset (lychee + red tea)
quite nice, good combination.

Crispy Silver Fish.

ME & miss hx.
MANGO TEES.
i have mango tee.
i have apple phone.
i need more FRUITS?
banana republic shirt?

my drink!!
super pretty right.
Ice Lime Tea Cooler.
i think its with a bit of soda. TASTE FREAKING GOOD!
at least, i love it.

Portuguese chicken bakerice that were scooped away by us..
yummys :D

Fried Dumplings.
comes in 4. but 2 were eaten. LOL

Waitress cleared our plates.
& serve us the last dish we ordered.
a toast. but with ICE CREAM.
treating it as DESSERTS.

WOOHOOS.
FRESH TOAST ICE CREAM.

small grp photo.

i wish to smile.
but something is lacking

loving the eyelashes in this photo.
i hope its my real smile.

HAish.
whenever i go out, i would be that way.
whenever i came back, i would be this way.
how long can my "smiles" last
oh yah, i had twitter acc long time ago.
join me in twitter :D
add me! shuzhen, i know you are seeing this.
since i got data bundle, i should twitter wherever i go.
ishallbebacktwitting.
&& i am a suaku, i didnt know iphone can be switched off-.-

at first i tot u noe its anni. but u overslept.
i didnt blame you for that.
& the happy thing is you did your tattoo that night too.
021010. i actually thought its for anni. & i was super elated abt it.
but now i noe, its just, a beautiful coincidence.
You didnt believe in coincidence. but who noes, its fated.
why did you said that to me again.
you wanted to del me off fb, del me in msn.
how heartless can things get.
just let me continue my stupid thinking.
at least i wouldnt cry so much as now.
AT LEAST. WHO KNOWS.
i felt the hurt. i felt more upset.
i tried to cry in silent, scream in silent.
i couldnt let anyone in my house to know.
jus as i was crying that badly, i had no idea who to call.
& if there a person i called will STUN also.
i used to have someone to call to whenever i felt this way.
guessed i dun have it now. things are different. Its all so complicated.
one of the worst cries i ever had.
thats how helpless. that's loneliness; emptiness.
i panicked. i stunned. had the urge to stop every single thing in my life.
i had no courage. but i hope there get into accidents tml. & thats it! YEA.
one life dead. or can my life be transferred to some other people that has use of LIFE.
if nt i wanna live in a virture world where by everything would jus go my way.
"If you cant forget me in furture" it means you are doing it now.
i asked myself, what had i done. to deserve all this.
even if one day, i can look for him, it could only be fwens.
i would chose the word "girlfriend" over the word "friend"
jus the the song in my previous post.
Brave to be a GIRLFRIEND.
but it seems that, i am forced to end everything. EVERYTHING.
i was FORCED. on the spot. i guessed i had no choice.
Pain is too great for me to handle; i need to transfer it.
to somewhere. to somethings.
i should celebrate for u, bring single.
i should celebrate for u, available for a new r/s.
my love for you is that great but you rejected once & once again & you said i am not mature.

2010-10-05T03:52:00.013+08:00

Came to know this song:
Good Friends 好朋友 by show luo.
i extracted the parts i like♥
that best describes how i feel

曾经以为等待会改变什么
I used to think that waiting would change things,
你总会属于我
That you would eventually belong to me.
但是最后时间证明了
But in the end, time proved that -
你只喜欢我
You only liked me as a friend.
你说我比较像你的好朋友
You said that I'm more like your best friend,
只是不小心拥抱着
And we accidentally hugged together.
你道歉你难过
You apologized, you were sad,
于是我给你笑容
Hence I brought a smile to your face.
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞
Who cares if my heart is lonely?

你说我是你最好的朋友
You said that I'm your best friend,
却不应该再拥抱着
but we shouldn't hug anymore.
你退缩你冷漠
You withdrew, you grew colder,
于是我放开双手
Hence I withdrew my embrace.
不在乎我的心
Without concern that my heart,
会永远更寂寞
Would be even lonelier forever.

The last part of the MV is touching la!
你宁愿做她一辈子的好朋友。。。
Would you rather be her best friend forever...

还是勇敢的做一次她的男朋友？
Or would you be brave and be her boyfriend?

i broke some promise to myself again.
i needa punish myself.
oh.. & maybe thats why
my stomach sick!
wad a day. why is it now?
when i feel empty. when i felt helpless.
had McSpicy in the noon for 1st Meal.
i think i know what cause it.
i steal a wee bit of McCafe's Coffee.
& i continued drinking my 'Mug' softdrink.
& there i went. TOILET :(
had my McDonald meal of my body.
dun ask me how i know its McDonald out from my body
i dun wish to describe. Fine. Leak some infos.
~~saw sesame seeds that's on the bread~~.
disgust to the MAX. ROFL.

i got counseled-.-
"If he really loves you,
he will want you back immediately
& pray hard you will never leave him".
Quite true. Alright.
i'm speechless cause he dun feel for me anymore.
苦笑是我唯一的办法；掩盖我的难过
i like what this blogger says to her guy IN PINK. Cherish.
her bf had the same problem.
maybe all guy have it.
unimportant when they have it.
they forgot how they gone thru getting it.

2010-10-02T22:50:00.005+08:00

IWAITEDFORYOU
do you know why?
its 2nd oct 2010.
its 1yr 4mths.

i prepared myself with makeup & lashes :D
but was waiting for you.
& u're slping.
& your phone was off.
i wasnt angry, i dun know why.
i wanted to get you ur pair of shoes.
waiting for you to wakeup.
sometimes i wonder, am i really unimportant.
you know clearly that next day you're going to meet me.
but you still chose to hang out late in the night; not slping.
therefore when you go home in the morning, u slp.
& i couldnt meet you.
you know clearly ALL THE THINGS

& i really had nth to do.
& therefore i took photos.
at some shots, i love the color of my hair :D

its real happy that you did this for me.
no one has done this kind of thing for me.
i mean, who would leave a name tattoo on himself FOREVER unless its their own name.
or even some stupid people who change gf often -.-
but he has thought thru it clearly
i know the pain you go thru when tattoo-ing.
but i would rather hav you spend more time or put in effort to be with me.
all i asked for is a normal guy without any bad influences.
it doesnt mean that he must be the best in everything
jus that, NORMAL.

i duno how to walk.
thats why i continued 'duno'.
its like you.
you gave me 'duno' too.
i thought that you had that determination to change for me.
i thought that things would go well this time.
its a fake one then.
and i still believed in it.
so, thats your determination, i saw it.
i saw you. giving up in it.
i've got nth to say. but SUA
it seems like the rain knows me well.

2010-09-30T22:05:00.004+08:00

had my free iPhone casing here with me :)
thanks apple! transparent ones.

bought Perlini's Silver stuffs.

bought this in a hurry,
since i had a 50% birthday off :D
saw this ring on the sales girl hand like not bad.
hey! not cheap sia.

i am missing you badly.
but i duno what to do.
i feel like giving up.
i dun feel like giving up too.
what to do.
i am easily jealous.
i still couldnt stand my bf like this.
i feel he will be unfaithful.
maybe i dun trust him.
we dun communicate.
we dun see each other often.
you play mind games with me.
i did my best; to be.. beside you.

2010-09-29T03:10:00.001+08:00

MARINA BAY SANDS

working as packer 28sep-1oct.
the last day i didnt go, i was sick.
i mean my head was really spinning.
first time feeling that way :(
awww.. fk useless, i wana buy smth using this amt of pay.
i wanted smth to be that meaningful.

marina bay sands
seriously saying, at night or evening.. place is beautiful.
suitable for couples.

cartons of boxes on the 2nd day :(
need to do alot of hardwork.
awww.. i am the only girl there lah. GOSH.
i must be of a help to them. if not like be there useless-.-

the opposite of my temporary "workplace"
so nice, custom house. seems like a high class place for wine lea O_O

alot of freebies to eat.
HAHAHA!
ate alot of london rolls, biscuits, orange juice.

got Hi-Fi set.
for music :D

piles of bags to do.
those are like few hundreds only.
have lots to continue.
and small goodie bags not shown here.

alot of empty boxes on the floor
whole place looks a bit like rubbish dump lo. :X

had this job offer from yishi's cousin. :D thanks people
lols, i didnt noe i was the only girl.
the job was harder then they expected.
lol. 10000 backpack bag, green & bk goodies bags.
OMG. soo much lah :I

2010-09-28T03:02:00.003+08:00

KBOX cineleisure

i duno wad cocktail drink
i wanna hav alcoholic DRINK!

MADNESS!

derrick's turn singing.

me in darkness.
retarded look =S

had the urge to try smoking :D
i wanna steal from weeleng :x

another look wearing spects.

after singing, went to makan at TAKA.
yummy! bought from one of the food stall and ate at koufu.
jap cheese omelet noodles. XD

had this in the nights.
i ♥ chicken pie
from polar cakes and puffs

2010-09-22T02:06:00.006+08:00

Moon Cake Festival & Phone Day♥.
went to buy my phone today!
my new phone. XD
Green Tea Moon Cake.

Samsung Galaxy S i900

NO lah, thats my sister's phone.

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&
i got an...
..............
..........................
.....................................
................................................

iPhone.

i have been dreaming of it soo long.
finally i got it.
waiting for people to tell me "Oh, this b!tch had the iPhone4"
cause i kept telling myself.. why this person or that person got iPhone in the mrt/bus

iPhone4 box.
alot of people buying iPhone wors.
i am soo happy today!

its hard to forget something impt, especially a person..
i dun feel like doing so..
loving him. so i hope things wld goes well for him.
i rather seeing him being happy.
i couldnt imgaine that i met u on streets and we call each other fwens.
you are being cold to me all along.
have u treasured me?
i feel alil rather den nothing.
i still feel i am on ur 2nd placing compared to friends in ur heart.
if one day, i am ur fwen. wld i be 1st?

2010-09-20T15:45:00.001+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY CHALET♥
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met shuzhen, ben, derrick
at tiong.
while i wanna wait for ca. =(
sat at mac & bought passion-fruit tea.
LOVES PASSION FRUIT TEA
shuzhen's double chocolate iceblend.
taste like ice milo.

my look on that day.
freaking happy and excited.

while listening to shuzhen songs
i love my eyelashes that i just bought =p
i love it, niceee.

taken by DSLR.
aww, i dun like my 'fatt-ish' look sia.
i like DSLR
but i noe the photo wouldnt me nice =(

ME & HIM

i like this photo.
shows wad i'm wearing.
i like my nails, my hair (quality of hair not bad), my STAR, my blue top.

from the back.
si bei FAT.

my slippers.
i noe its size because its same size with yishi's slipper :D

cheerful me cause of him.

him.
i love this shot.
its smiling out from the heart.

my retard eyes

i love this shot TOO.
when he resting, i went over to talk a photo with him.

went to NTUC with pearlyn & ca.
bought extra food & stuffs.
took photo beside the bicycle booth.

while waiting for ca to park his bicycle near NTUC.
we take photos.

bought alot of stuffs.
GIANT CHOCOLATE POCKY.

take photo with pearlyn using that chocolate pocky

ca also bought sushi to eat.
alil angry with him cus he dirtied the pillows-.-
cus i feel that, the others would slp on the pillow.

thanks people getting me CAKES.
"18" cake mousse.
i wanted cakes because i wanna share with all the people who came.
and i hope people can be FULL when they go home.
thats why i insisted on cakes.

i actually called sweehong to help me get cakes.
but i wld pay him.
but someone told me i thickskin. making me upset.
but i know he wanted me to save money.

my '18th' happy moment

blowing out the candles.
'8' is hard to blow out.

taking out the candles are dip into the mousse deeply

throw the candles aside.

next day at bus stop waiting for bus5.

on the bus.
went home and sleep.

2010-09-17T01:58:00.002+08:00

❥SWEET TREATS
Tried "Let's Sweet" at bugis.
woowwoow.
before we went in, we were damn hungry.
thanks to me over-slept, my fwens had to wait for me..
SORRY :(
oh, the place was simple yet beautiful ;D

but, what i hate was the stupid timer at the side of our table.
its counting down ......
60mins buffet..
only 50mins to take the food & eat.
the rest of the 10mins is to finish the food we had on the table.
another bad thing is, less variety?
maybe its like more concentrated on desserts?
totally meal was 18++?
a little not worth it :(

CAKEEES.
i love desserts.
LOL. i guessed all girls loves that.

Caramel Apple Crepe :D

Mix Berry Crepe

Puffs.

Colourful jellies :D
i love the coffee syrup. its not a jelly.
it has a taste of bitter BUT smells WONDERFUL.
inside the coffee syrup, there are lil red beans. YUMS!

Chocolate Fondue

after the lunch, went to BUGIS STREET to shop.
i tot i wouldnt have things to buy since i didnt bought any went i'm with sz?
so, these are my loots :D

Oxygen Mask?
went into the shop at the 2nd floor.
where they sell alot of girls 'beauty' stuffs?
i duno why i buy too? maybe miracle?

Fake lashes.
EXPENSIVE at that shop.
$19.90.
but i shared with fwen. 2sets for $32
each sets has 10pairs.
therefore, 1pair is $1.60
the texture is good; reuseable.
better den those used to wear.
*wearing to chalet*

Box looks like this.

Bought this..
like a half top?
blue cloth in front..
& i like the back part!

Laces ?
Sexy :D
i wonder will i wear & hope i dun get laughed at O_O
*wear for chalet*

i duno why i bought a hairband :x
went to fareast.
3 for $5..
so i shared with fwens?
feathery kind :)
*wear to chalet*

btw, i did my nails =D
i am soo vain right :x

Cause some of my fwens wanna get contacts.
2boxes @ $28.
Buy 2 get 2 Free!
at sunglasses hut.
So, we shared & i'mma going try Maxi eyes. HOOS

i chose smth that looks like this
i hope its nice & natural. Brown :D
YUPS, i had a great day :D

i wonder what do i mean to you?
i wonder are we friends or we are inter-linked tgt in a relationship?
feel fked up alil.
i curse myself..
why must i be like this?
why must i rely on so much?
do you hope that i give up?
it hurts to see you commenting, adding unknown girls.
and me here ALONE.. holding a torch for you.
i noe its not ur fault.
i m the one bothering you
i am the one who hasnt put down the thing , that has end.
maybe.. chalet night. it would end everything.
even if i dun want to, i still have to.
its no use when there's one self believing in love when the other is gone.

i had a "understanding relationship teacher" wrote this on her facebook which is quite true ‎
"Love is not to be found in someone else, but in ourselves. We simply awaken it.
But in order to do that, we need the other person." - Paulo Coelho

i didnt have the other person with me.. so yahh..
i guessed i had cross my line with you.
so i would start drawing the line with you.
no matter how much its pains,
how much tears i dropped,
we wouldnt get back like we used to.
because we couldnt
because.. its too much because
may all be the nicest memories.

HAHAS! but i feel like taking it back again -.-"
if we were to start again.
everything would be a new start.
yups. it will, it might? i duno.

2010-09-16T00:12:00.004+08:00

before i go out, i wanna take a picture :D
but i always late one..
today's same..
rushing =xwent 18 chef for lunch with shuzhen.
since i nvr ate it sooo long..

the change of menu.

my student meal.
spicy garlic bakerice.

me and shuzhen

you are selfish.
u tot of urself.
you hope to have someone to love you rather than love somebody.
i really duno what to do nw.
i duno wad decision to make.

sometimes ur actions very 'act'.
u dun need to say all those rude words.
u duno how upset when you use those words at me though u're joking.
i dun like that..like u dun like me being bitchy too.
i am always in the 2nd placing.
i would nvr be the first in ur heart.
i believed i USED TO BE FIRST.

2010-09-13T23:50:00.002+08:00

NEWURBANMALE
they have 50% off if you buy 2items
woohoo! XD
cheaper then usual..
i nvr tot i would buy/owned their slippers :)
went there with Mr.Toy/Teddy.
since he wanted to get the rainbow slippers all along.
swallow's saliva
had birdnest.
its been soo long ever since i ate it. XD
gd for skin since i dun have gd skin.
after getting slippers
went 33 busstop.
sat behind the busstop to wait.

had slippers changed :)
we got the same ones.

same designs that looks like this.
XD i least i know he loves it.

feeling happy..
so i took photo with Mr Toy/Teddy.
see my face:(
HEAVY EYEBAGS

went home & found mail
radiation stickers!
my fwen's stickers :D

i wondered how did you feel when we got the same pair.
am i wrong? shld i get the other designs instead.
i dun wan you to hug me as a friend :(
i wanted someone more den a fwen with me.
when i had troubles, i hope to find you first.
& when u had smth crop up, i hope you think of me first too.
i feel upset a lil when you said that..
u are not sure whether is it guilt.
maybe your love is really 'loved'
cause it seems that all along your not sure.
maybe i am thinking too much.

women cares alot for 'STATUS'
i still cared whether you are still 'adding chicks on fb'
so i still still couldnt get that off my mind.
someone told me..
u're not his gf anymore. wad can you do? even you dun like.
yah! i am not his gf anymore.
i couldn't intercept in his world, his decision.
so he wasnt in the wrong adding girls.
now i know, what status means.. to a women..

you are a teddy.
teddy loves hugs.
you are everyone's teddy.
i wanted a teddy that belongs to me only.

2010-09-12T23:58:00.001+08:00

JELLIES.

i made jellies ytd.
so, today..
i can have it!
yah. to me its nice.
with guidance of my mum of course.
jus in case food poisoning happens. HAHA

mummy went out with aunt again.-.-"
as usual. THINGS :)
it was meant for my sister but she doesnt want it -.-
so i take lo. chosen by aunt.
i think not bad from a far.

i shouldnt have things to be complaining about
though people views maybe..
wow. stuffs. it doesnt means i got it, i love them :(
HAIS. nvm. treasure the things you gotten as they are bought by mum.

i wanted an iphone4 :(
its expensive!! 16GB for $518 with iFlex $39 plan.
like super ex. also no face to get from daddy.
awww. FML. how sia!
i dun really like samsung galaxy S.
den my mum ask me this question.
why did you wanna get this expensive phone?
cant you jus get smth that is not that expensive?
like u wan a touchscreen. get a touchscreen phone thats caused less.
DUMBFOUNDED.
i duno why i NEED / WANT this phone.
maybe its was love for it?
maybe i wanna show off?
maybe i hear people saying tons abt it?
OH, I DUNO!
i asked myself why wouldnt i get another $0 phone again?
should i? FML

another problem.
stressed abt chalet tad i m planning.
willing to spend but lazy to plan cause i've nvr plan before
and there is no guide? no help?
the fking thing is. i needa CALL EVERYONE?
i wrote on fb msg. except for afew. no replies-.-
sad to say, since my phone spoil. i lost almost alot of contacts.
i think i gotta make my own decision.
if it crash, so be it den!
i had like enough of it.
tml i wld be calling ppl.
den jus book on that 19-20th.
food also need to book!

on the day itself..
i maybe just sitting somewhere alone, emoing myself.
caused if things were to happen; all my fault.
ALL ORGANIZER FAULT.
& i had a feeling that things wld happen!
i had been sighing all the time ever since b4 my bday abt this.

to my dearest toy
i duno what to do with you
you and i? i duno too. i am confused.
shall leave things be like this?
i wished to be strong with you
but, i am alone..

"a toy that you loved so much"
"then it got dirtied"
"then you started hating it"
"then you started throwing the toy aside"
"then you realize you still love that toy"
"u made effort to wash it"
"but the toy was forever stained and ugly"

i jus know that a claps is produced by 2 hands.
if there is only one hand, there will be no sound.
for simplicity, if 2 of us were to do nth, nth comes out :)

2010-09-09T00:54:00.002+08:00

Shopping with Mummy & Youngest Sisterwent to takpo at chinatown.
i like dian xin :)
i duno why. i love the one that looks like a nest.
❥ its banana&shrimps covered with 'fried noodles'

i like egg tarts too.
i think i like all the dianxin. i dun really like pau. LOL

went to OG for shopping as they have sales.
and i needed to get those inner wear to wear.
might be going to some cold countries at the end of year with family.

i noe this photo very ugly lo.
but i secretly take this photo.
this teddy scarf is sooo CUTE!
i feel like wanting this. but, i m soo childish-.-"

bought a lot of stuffs.
i had taken some of the pictures.
HAHA. mummy would be heartbroken.

my sister got the blue teddy scarf.

sister also got her jacket.
that is suitable for going countries that are zero degree.

my inner wear.

TOCCO. Toscano.
guess what?
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ITS A WALLET!
& it belongs to me!
i finally got my wallet changed ♥.
what i love about this, its simple with a CROWN.

The close-up logo.
i haven peel the plastic sheet.
since i liked crown soo much, why didn't i buy juicy couture instead?

after shopping, i got some rest
and i went to find ca for dinner.
he is at pool with his fwens.
i went there & i hope i can mix with his fwens.
but somehow, i seems quiet.
i feel that i cant speak well in eng. & i m not sociable.
but there is a moment. they had a small smoke break.
and i became unhappy.
cause its all my fault that he smokes.
i realised that all his fwens were smoking.
if i were to be with him everytime when he meet his fwens
if i were there with him, everything wouldnt change.
but hais. from this, i knew.
one moment, one action, one word can change the world.

you and i were at a complicated situation.
you always think in that way negative.
i am scared of the history.
you are correct.
my thinking is super simple that i am not able to understand u.
we wouldnt be like before.
you weren't like that in the past.
i werent like this in the past.
thats why you had land yourself in a dilemma
i need to become stronger.
you didnt want to hurt me, i am the one hurting myself all along.
& i still feel jealous. even though u explained.

i had a mind whirl ytd.

inner: jasmine, u are such a pain in the ass.
outer: *types non stop to him*
inner: stop typing n get to slp. ltr u bf dun wan you
outer: hais. he.. i duno..
inner: fk you lah! faster off com slp. body wans rest.
outer: i wana get all of him. all his words. before i slp
inner: thats impossible lah, fk! naive. maybe he doesnt love you at all. he loved you.
outer: somehow true. he loved me. but, he love me too!
inner: -.-" stop faking

thats what i think. .
i understand that i'm living in the past all along.
its alright now. i need to be optimistic.
i need to be strong when things fall.
JASMINE, be happy!